once the eyeball was penetrated with the
ink it felt like he grabbed ten shots
and gloss and rubbed it in my co eyeball
procedures done correctly you're not
supposed to go blind at all I was blind
for three weeks that was pretty brutal
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hey darling come over come over don't
have a look at some of iodized 18 years
old what did I say no more and then what
happened I was to put a number on how
many tattoos that I have I probably have
to say about 200 tattoos I've sat
through one major cosmetic procedure
which was a breast augmentation and then
all minor cosmetic surgeries my eyebrows
tearing my left are doing my cheek
fillers and my lip fillers
I think you become more confident I've
noticed that over the years yes I
finally found her why's that doesn't
change who you are though when I was in
City hmm so what does your mom think
about all of this yes what does my mom
think about all of this from the start
she doesn't like it she grew more to the
idea of when I turned 18 that I could
get paddu but until then I'm living
under her roof and that wasn't
respectful you know there have been
things like facial tattoos and you know
my eyeballs Hatters and things that were
a bit more controversial white-eyes
that's beautiful
no it's weird well I think about my
daughter's blue tatted eyes where do I
still hurt oh I cried I I said a few
choice words as anyone would do what the
hell are you thinking of why would you
do that to yourself I can't even begin
to describe to you what feeling was like
the best thing I can give you is once
the eyeball was penetrated with the ink
it felt like he grabbed 10 shots of
glass and rubbed it in my eye
that happened four times per eye that
was pretty brutal
unfortunately my artist went too deep
into my eyeball if your eyeball
procedure is done correctly you're not
supposed to go blind at all I was blind
for three weeks yeah
why would you do that to yourself
knowing that there is a I suppose a
danger to it as we know as a parent some
kids will just do what they want to do
regardless of what we say but I brought
her into the world with best skills that
I could give the best that I could give
her it's just for me to be there and go
along the journey with them and proper
up and love her so I only think you're
gonna feel when you get older oh I mean
you have children how are you going to
be when you sit here you know what and
you're the mum I'm gonna be an open
coloring book hmm all my pieces of grey
wash me it's a nice way to look at it
yeah at 15 years old I got diagnosed to
be a clinical depression she never saw
herself as being beautiful she didn't
see yourself through my eyes a lot of
people go through things in life but for
me it's about coming out the other side
and being able to be your true self at
16 years old I got my first salary the
feeling that I felt with that tattoo was
almost like a negative energy release
I've supported her because I could
actually see the transition the growth
and how it's made her come to who she is
today I think over time I've learnt to
actually understand that it it doesn't
change you it's the society's perception
on it and I thought this will brought up
to believe that you you can't be doing
this to yourself but I think it's change
doesn't get a good job no how you can I
can't expect you to live your life
through me or how I want to live my life
because we'll never make you who you are
I forget I can be emotional it's all
good I believe that by rallying no no no
thanks it's all fish ate it no long I
love you I love you too I'm gonna say
right now but I chose to look this way
and everyone has their own opinions you
know everyone knows what beauty is in
their own eyes you know there you see
cultures stretching their ears and
stretching their next their lips it's
all all different ideas of what beauty
is and that's okay that's fine because
we're only human
but I would like to see in the future a
bit more open-mindedness like when it
comes to body modification and tattooing
it's how doing it's becoming more
accepted in the community and within the
workplace but body modification has a
long way to go do I always understand
what she's doing though but the question
is am i proud of her
yeah I am proud of her I don't plan on
getting any more body modifications that
are extreme in that mouth so no more
tongue splitting Mary more I will
paddling but I will be getting a
procedure called a Brazilian butt lift
in terms of Halloween obviously getting
completely tattooed like covered my goal
is to be completely covered by the time
I'm 25 I'm 25 next March so I'm on track
I'm doing pretty well so far
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