I'll always be here for you no matter what, but if you don't think having me around is good for you
we should cut off all ties.
Then after that, I just didn't reply back to her.
I didn't know what to say
Do you have any texts from your exes?
Any texts from my -? Let me, let me see. I might have one
No, let me, let me type in this one. Alright no. Let me type in this one.
No.
I don't think so. I block everyone, that does me wrong...so
I actually have a screenshot of the last text he sent me, we hadn't talked in a while
I wasn't like mad like ah this guy, you know, texted me. I was more like fuck
Ah, I was doing great like why do you have to-?
he said
Hey, hey, hand emoji
Just wanted to message and say congrats on the feature in the paper
Very proud and happy for you, more blessings are on the horizon and he puts si se puede. My friends were like "don't reply!"
Or like "just say thanks!" and I was like, yeah, yeah
Oh, yeah for sure
Then of course my ass sends a long brick text like oh, thanks
How you been la la la
Kinda, of a more pointless text. I got nothing to say
But just saying hi, I'm like well, I've become a wuss with the weather
"How did I once live in a place that had snow?!" And then she's like, you know, it's just it's funny how we adjust
That's - that's a philosophy on life
So if i asked you what was the last text from your ex, you wouldn't have it?
I know what it is offhand.
I had said something along the lines of, like,
Hey I'd love to grab coffee with you and just talk things out and she had said
Um ... you don't get the right to talk to me, one. Two,
it's not my job and
Please don't talk to me again. I was like
All right
And then I never tried to text her again.
I said hey, thank you so much for the poem. It was really beautiful
I've been doing a lot of soul-searching and thinking lately and I just don't think that were a right fit
I enjoy your company and I've had some really great moments with you
I just realized I'm not where I need to be to continue. I don't want to waste your time and I hope you understand
no.
So I said
My whole mood has changed since we talked
she asked me if changed how I
Told her that I felt really empty after talking to her again. So I feel like
If you talk to someone like that
You're regressing back to your previous life. The last thing she said was you known how I felt since the beginning
I've always been open about my feelings and even willing to bend over backwards for you
I'll always be here for you. No matter what, but if you don't think having me around is good for you
We should cut off all ties
Then after that I just didn't reply back to her
We broke it all off earlier this year. We tried to reconnect as friends. It's so hard. There's so much
History but it's okay to let things go in your life because there are better things ahead
I'd dated this girl for a while and basically
To be blunt. I cheated on her and
It was stupid of me first of
Oh, good it was uh, her birthday
I'd said sorry. I really don't know how to start this.
I really just wanted to say Happy Birthday, and I hope that you had a good day. You don't need to text me back
I completely understand if you don't want to talk to me, but on the off chance you do
Would you want to grab coffee sometime? Just let me explain
She responded
Stop texting me
You've recently sent me a couple messages, and I don't ever want to hear from you again
I've forgiven you but I do not want to be friends or keep in contact
I'm not gonna meet you. So don't text me, call me or in any way try to contact me again
Yeah, I think, I hope she's doing well
Why do you still talk to her?
You can still appreciate
Somebody's company. Appreciate just different
World perspectives and so and that's not the case, you know, for all exes
But i figured if you can't be a good partner in a relationship at least be a good ex
If I'm gonna move on I need a-
It's very rare that I try to stay friends with someone. I mean if I tried
I wouldn't be able to get over it because I'm a very emotionally attached person sometimes, you know, I care too much
it's the kind of person i am