- One of my themes for this year has also been
getting over the fear of something not being good.
I don't care if this is good, it felt good to write.
(relaxing music)
I cannot tell you how much I love this product.
I'd never tried the brand before they sent me stuff
but I think it's going to be my go-to skincare brand
from now on.
I absolutely love it.
I'm just using the Vitamin C + Clean Caffeine Energy Serum
Brighten and foam and depuff my real puffy face
I'm going to use the Superfood Air-Whip Moisture Cream
During Uni, I just really let my skin go.
I'm quite prone to getting acne on the sides of my face.
I don't know if you can see the scarring
and whenever I'm stressed, it just comes back.
So good consistent skincare routine
can keep it at bay.
Last week, I've been focusing on it a lot.
And my skin just feels food
I got this really good SPF cream from Korea.
And I love it.
I also love the brand Dr. [Inaudible]
In Korea this was my go to.
(relaxing music)
Good morning
(laughing)
Oh you're so cute
I miss this milk so much.
Cinnamon.
I'm listening to a lot of German music
because I'm trying to learn German slowly.
I'm one month into a three month German language course
and I love the language so far.
I've never studied it before.
Apart from trying it before I went to [Inaudible]
Summer fluent, let's do it.
Says me every single time I learned a language.
I've noticed about 60% of all the songs I listened to
are not in English.
I have all my roommates amazing Brazilian Portuguese songs
French music I love.
Dutch music I love.
German music I love.
Korean music I love.
You don't have to know what it means.
I just, I can just follow along to the sound.
(coffee house music)
Hello.
You would hear [Inaudible]
So I thought I'd come back.
That was so nice.
I love it when the weather is nice in the UK
It just makes me so happy.
So today I started with doing the Unjaded Reset Challenge
journal prompt, which was to identify
and write about five reasons why I love myself
which can always be a bit of an awkward one
even though it really shouldn't be
like we should all embrace the reasons why we're amazing
and why we have value in this world.
Yeah. Especially days where it's a bit of a self-doubt day
a bit of an insecure day can feel like you're
really digging deep to identify reasons why you're great.
And in the spirit of owning these things.
I am going to tell you them.
Hello, future editing, Jade here.
I don't know.
It just it's like weirdly cringe watching this back
but like, I should include it because I do
think it's important to own what you love about yourself.
So it's staying.
I love my ability to connect with others
and make them feel seen.
And I wrote a little bit about that.
I love my confidence, but how I consistently reflect
on myself, I love how much I value nature
and I'm able to spiritually connect to it.
I don't know if you've ever experienced it
where you're in a forest
and you just feel like connected to the trees around you
to the plants that you just feel like you're part of it.
I don't know.
It sounds kind of hippy and I just love it.
I love my curly, frizzy, wonderful hair.
I love my ability to somehow inspire others.
Hey, yesterday, I had a call
with 25 people who are doing the reset challenge
or we just had the Zoom call
That just blows my mind
that you are here.
And that you've watched these videos, it's just mad.
Yeah. And I just don't think I
give myself credit sometimes that I made this happen
and that you're here.
So that's really cool.
Then I wrote two pages just about my thoughts being home
When I don't have a lot of friends
or people my age around, I'm quite prone to overthinking.
And I find journaling my thoughts first
just stops that overthinking.
It's like, cool, Jade
put it all here and then move on.
And then I was feeling really
in the zone and I was like, let me just write a poem.
So this was very quick and very rushed.
And you can interpret whatever you like from this
but I'm going to read you my poem.
Hmm.
Not embers smothering burning engulfing yearning
but a net, a two blanket light feather, atop a forehead
a fist prized open folding over the sun
in the mess of a love lost, loved one.
Toes brush eyes.
These catch a drop of Emerald for blue
a tongue for a tongue feasting on words
a promise to a who?
To a long fingers wrapped
in the handles of a car, not driving, but squeezing
releasing avail of tastles hung open.
Sometimes closed to a sky gone emerald blue as we go
Growing, never burning into the ahead.
I like words
One of my themes for this year has been getting
over the fear of something not being good.
I don't care if this is good, it felt good to write
Which is why I'm also making myself share it with you.
This is one the biggest things I had to learn
writing my book because I just felt like it was
crap half of the time.
I was like, you know what?
Whether it's crap or not, we're going to do it.
I'm going to put it out there and live with it.
I'm also doing German classes.
And then, I'm sorry, you just can't be good
at language when you're first learning it
like you're gonna be bad.
I'm always in a class with people I don't know
So it is just getting over this fear of sounding stupid
and just talking and trying German and getting used to it.
So yeah, I just embrace the fact.
I'm probably meh at everything.
And then when the pressure's gone, perfectionism is gone.
Just try, you know
(music)
I can't even tell you how happy that made me
she's just one of these people I speak to her
and she just, she has such insightful questions.
Like you can tell her about an experience.
and then she just asks you a question and
you're like, wow, I never thought about that.
Even simple stuff.
Like how did that make you feel?
Like that sounds good
but how did you feel?
It's now 1:00 PM.
I'm going to go make lunch and then do some more work
because I've had a chill gorgeous morning.
Oh my God.
I'm so intrigued to try
vegan scrambled egg.
I'm gonna make some toast.
Guys, I can't even explain how happy I am.
I just called Ladder, Gabriel, Gabby, Meghan
who are some of my closest friends at university.
And my roommate is a soul.
I just miss them.
You just become so close over semester
And then you're just expect it to live so far apart
over summer
We just have our old jokes, like inside jokes
that I could use day to day
because I don't get to see them everyday now, so nice
But now I have my German class.
So I'm going to jump into that.
I don't even know what we're learning to do
because I have not done any preparations.
It's 9:00 PM
I also did a cute workout, which is nice.
Hobbies and free time
I don't know anything about this topic
I'm gonna fail.
Okay. Let's do it Jade.
Hello.
- Hi
(speaking German)
- (speaking German)
It brings me so much joy learning languages.
I don't know why. I just absolutely love it.
I'm currently doing the three month lingo to sprint.
There's an option to do it every single day
or every other day.
And I go for every other day and
if I complete it every other day for three months
I get half my money back, which is a really good incentive.
I just love it.
I go into a class with a German teacher
and random people from around the world who I don't know.
And we just attempt to speak German
about the topic the whole time.
And I love it.
It really forces you to be consistent
and be held accountable.
And I have German friends who were trying to speak to
I still really suck, like speaking, grammar.
I just love it.
Like I really want to get better.
It's now 10:00 PM.
So I'm going to call my other friends
and then I might catch the end
of the film that my family are watching.
Yesterday, I watched
To All The Boys I've Loved Before Part 3
Oh my God.
I was dying.
I read the books when I was like 14.
And it's just one of those films that like, it's not good
but it's amazing at the same time.
Like, it's just one of those films you put
on and you just forget about your life.
And you're just in this [Inaudible] Rom Com
and it's always so good because the start was set in Seoul.
And the main character went to Seoul Tower where
they have all these locks, like these love locks.
I lived so near that.
And I would like jog up there a few times a week.
And I'm just such an emotional Pisces.
By the end I was crying.
I was so invested in this relationship.
If you're looking for some good summer romance,
really chill, laid back vibes
then go watch To All The Boys I've Loved Before.
I also recently watched Minari, which was incredible.
One of the best films I've watched this year
It was nominated for an Oscar.
It's about a Korean family who moved
to the US and it's kind of about the immigrant experience.
Oh my God, the acting is incredible.
The story, the family relationships
the cinematography it is just beautiful.
I loved it.
Leave me good film recommendations because as I say
I'm just chilling and living my life right now
and would love to watch more good movies.
Hello. From Jade editing, quite classic.
I didn't do a traumatic round off end of the day video.
Yeah. Thank you so much for watching.
I can't tell you how much I've loved just
having the last week of very chill
kind of going with the flow, doing what I need to
but also making time to just, I don't know
watch a movie with my family
write for fun
do my exercise and my skincare routine every day.
Like little things that do bring me a lot of joy.
I hope you can make time
for at least one little thing that brings you joy today.
Okay.
Have a wonderful day
(upbeat music)