Glad that we could spend this time this week
and I know like coming off of last week I think at the rose ceremony it sort of
caught me off guard
she's hearing that from Katie just left me with a lot of questions heading into
this week like I never got the chance like see
what she meant and it wasn't only Katy
you know I heard it from Sydney and I heard it from Demi
when I was telling said I knew like even like looking at
you I was like she wasn't talking I felt like it was important to let you
know that like I I'm not questioning your readiness
yeah I was nervous for you I can tell that you were really really shaken up
about it my greatest fear in all of this as I get to the end I'm crazy madly in
love but I miss something or I made the wrong decision
what you've seen or what you've heard
it's just infuriating that these three women would just like drop these bombs
on him as they leave be careful of these girls because they're not ready like
that would not have even crossed my mind to say to them
at least nobody named names I think tisha would say something if something
was concerning her and if she did you know today she can only speak on the
girls that she's close with we're fine I wasn't really like concerned because I
think we know that it's not you know that I don't think and it's um well
names us it's like well you don't know us like exactly I don't really know what
she's thinking I have no clue what she's thinking
so I've heard some disheartening
conversations have taken place the house and fortunately seven girls all right
for possibly the recognition
I'm not telling you because I don't want to tattletale but I just think that you
should know I feel like Cassie and Kalyn aren't
genuine and I believe that - Katie was referring to and Sydney
they're always talking about you know the next Bachelorette and
they've also had to said that they don't really think that they're gonna be ready
to get engaged
that was done
they're interested in you know what parties are to have after that like the
people that they're going to get to know I'm like where they're going to go and
like seeing how they act and but you know they talk about and with
their head side
we're like it's terrifying
if I get down on one knee
doesn't get reciprocated from me and probably the worst moment of my life
that's my greatest fear really whew
this sucks
it's a tough place to be in especially when you're really putting everything
you have out on the line be able to trust my gut I know
it sucks this was my greatest fear I mean what am I supposed to do now cuz I
had no questions for Kalin and Cassie and now I do
like myself I genuinely care about
are here for you I just want to have a good time tonight she deserves that I
deserve that but I don't know if I can
I don't know I mean I just have a lot to figure out
you