hey what's going on my friends and welcome to my YouTube channel my name is Victor and I help
people navigate through their Spiritual Awakening process today I'm going to share with you three
signs that you are going through what I've come to call a fear Purge sounds scary and it kind of is
in a sense but it's a very positive occurrence that usually happens right before you're gonna
step into a new level of yourself whether that just means your sense of self I step into a
new level of confidence contentment self-love self-acceptance or oftentimes that will correlate
with a new level within your life maybe it's like a job promotion that you were excited about
and next week you start and and you're like oh my goodness you're very nervous you're going through
this like Purge all the emotions are coming up and you're just experiencing this sort of
temporary phase we are feeling intensely old fears that used to kind of run your life now
they're there and they're in your face and what horrible timing you got to start this thing soon
and you're feeling like you're a mess and a lot of times when this happens people they get freaked
out they say oh my goodness what cruel timing by the Universe I finally got to this new level and
my old self my my inner child is complaining I have all this anxiety and fear and from this state
there's no way I'm ready for this thing I thought I was ready for and yet you are which is why it's
happening before it begins before it's actually necessary for you to be this new version of
yourself the fear Purge is a positive vibrational cleanse so that not only can you step into this
new level of your life but you can embody it you can feel it it's like you're it'll become your
new Natural State your new natural set point sign number one usually this fear these core
fear programs we'll call them for lack of a better term they will manifest at the most surface level
as a generalized anxiety anxiousness restlessness even sometimes sleeplessness and that's how you
can kind of tell something's off and unfortunately in today's society people they will go in the
rush to the drugstore and they'll start overdosing on melatonin or coughing cold
pills and and sleep sleep medication and stuff like that and they're like oh they go to the the
doctor to treat their anxiety and there's a place for that I'm not knocking that but I'm talking to
like spiritual folks who are on this Awakening path you know that's not the answer and you know
that anxiety you feel isn't just some type of physical it's a ramification of something deeper
and this is an opportunity if you're experiencing this to ask yourself
where is this coming from really I'll give an example in about a week from now I'm going to
be hosting and running my the largest Retreat I've ever done by a lot I've done about 15 or
so 12 to 15 Retreats right here in Sedona with about 25 people and I've done some Retreats with
some friends about 40 people in Costa Rica and just recently I was at my friend Aaron dowdy's
event with about 90 people but it was his event now that this is my event all the pressure is
on me I've never done it before it's something I felt called to do it was an inspiration and
just a very a genuine passion project in my intuition I know it's going to be good but
physically I've just been feeling very anxious very fearful almost just really concerned and
worried a lot and on some level I understand that it's all good we're all one the universe
is blessing you know it's but the reality is I've been feeling pretty freaking anxious to
the point where I've not even been sleeping well I've been waking up at two or three in the morning
Wide Awake four hours into my sleep not enough sleep I have kids I got I gotta be rested man
for my life number two if you look deeper if you have that willingness to really own your anxiety
and your own restlessness and I blame it on him or her or what's going on in your life those are
all just reflections of your energy State not the other way around then you can discover the
the deeper root reason and usually it involves some base level of just feeling out of control
feeling unsafe feeling incapable feeling unworthy feeling like I'm not enough
for what's coming I'm not enough for this situation
and because this is happening in a conscious way you know a lot of people they let this anxiety
create all these different tangent distracting behaviors that don't ever really solve the problem
but this is happening to you as hard as it can be to sit with your anxiety and own it and inquire
about it if you do that you'll get to say oh oh my goodness there can be this series of epiphanies
and insights of oh my goodness I can see where this comes from usually it's early childhood
and not only can you see where it comes from but you can also see through it
and that leads me to sign number three you are awake you are aware you are catching yourself
in these sort of fear programs and realizing this is not me this is like something I used to do when
I was a little kid because I didn't really know any better it was maybe a coping mechanism I just
created at like three years old from a complete lack of understanding of how the world works
and I can now see I've still in my adult body been operating that way unconsciously until now
growing up I've felt a lot of the times anxious and out of control my parents and God blessed them
they loved me so much but they love me to the point where they kind of over parented me and
they in a sense unknowingly nurtured in insecurity they didn't like to see me stressed so they would
always be there for me but there came a time when I was like six seven years old that I had to get
on the school bus and go to school and because I was never allowed to fall never allowed to really
experience just chant you know never given the opportunity to come into my own power that day
of getting on the school bus was the hardest thing one of the hardest things I've ever done I just
felt like I was just not prepared for this I was just really not ready for the intensity especially
as an empathic kid to be in school with all these new people and from that that sort of set the tone
for my life and I always just felt unprepared felt unready even though I eventually you've
thrived in school I got okay grades eventually sometimes in my own career I made some great
friends yeah there was ups and downs I had my fair share of problems and challenges in
school but by the end I had a huge group of friends I was happy relatively happy content
and I went on I'm you know I'm almost 30 I'm 38 years old now and I've become quite comfortable
in many areas of my life I've become quite good at the things I do like speaking and coaching
and working with people it's something I've been doing for a while I'm good at
it I like it but there's that old part of me that old memory that old program that says oh
new things bad new things scary you aren't ready Victor and it's like that's just a nervous system
unconscious reaction to anything that reminds me of when I had to get on that freaking School Bus
this is something I've been coming to recently and it's like I'm able to see it now oh my
goodness it's almost like frustrating you want to kick yourself when you say oh my god I've been
learning that that that's been running my life to this intensity how could I have not seen it
so my point is is fear Purge is amazing the anxiety all that the sleeplessness
good there's their their Clues to a deeper awareness to a deeper Revelation that will
set you free finally from some of those feared chains that have bound you and prevented you
from being who you could be in this life and doing the things you're actually capable
of doing from thriving in the way that you're actually able to do those chains are breaking
and I have no doubt in my mind because I've gone through this many times that when it
comes time for that Retreat I'm going to be a new person a new vibrational Victor
more free than ever before of his fear chains able to serve able to
enjoy able to embody this new essence of myself I can't feel it I can feel it now
but if you would have asked me hey Vic how you feeling you know two days ago
I was quite stressed quite anxious quite afraid
but I've allowed it to become a conscious experience and therefore a very transformative
one and you can too and that's the whole aim of this video to help you take advantage of your
own fear purges okay my friends I'm out of here have an amazing day thank you much love