episode 32 the final episode of season 1
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2019 has been the year of discovery this
was the year I learned that I deserved
the best the year I found out what it
meant to fall in love with myself and
give myself the world
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I let go of toxic relationships
friendships and kept the good ones
around
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I quit online dating and started
focusing on creating and giving back to
the universe
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I met my soul mate and discovered what
it truly felt like to be in love and to
be loved by someone incredible
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I got sick and it was a blessing my body
finally spoke to me telling me to stop
abusing it and get healthy again I
finally was able to learn to eat better
quit taking toxic medicine and find
myself spiritually
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a lot of other great things happened I
got engaged to the man of my dreams he's
an adventurer like me ambitious kind
gentle and hilarious we take risks for
each other and love our flaws and
strengths just the same what is your
favorite thing about Kelly
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I might add
I don't have to fly our
it's like I've been to speed myself and
I
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because he
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Buddhists think none of her Houston
she already respects
she understands
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I got my first YouTube play button my
bestfriend graduated I moved into my
dream apartment and travelled a lot more
my time with loveless Kelley has been
amazing I didn't think I would ever get
an audience as great as you guys the
loveless Holly brand has played a big
part in my growth but now it's time to
get more personal such I'll be married
in a couple months and thought it would
be fitting to reveal my real name and
Express how much this name means to me
Kelly Mota is who I am and will be using
my name is Kelly knotless that's my
middle name and I'd like to keep it that
way
honestly I thought I lost who I was this
past year and throughout the months I
started to pick up more and more pieces
I finally found myself again therefore I
chose a lotus as my logo because it
symbolizes purity enlightenment
self-regeneration and rebirth even in
the dirtiest of waters the Lotus
produces the most beautiful flower I
hope you will continue to follow me
along my journey to discover more about
myself while living in the most amazing
country in the world love you guys and
Happy New Year
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you
hey guys welcome back to my channel a
guest I put my extensions in but it
looks a little weird because my hair is
so short anyway I like my short hair too
so I just wanted to wear them today and
see what they look like so anyway I'm
going to be heading to the city I don't
know exactly where in the city but Yugi
is taking a test and after that test
we're gonna meet up and we're gonna have
one New Year's is in a couple days but
tomorrow we have to stay home all day
and clean and our desk is coming so we
have to wait for that and yes we have a
lot to do in the next couple days before
we go to Toyama so yeah why don't you
guys come with me let's go a New Year's
resolution is a promise a person makes
for the new year regardless of what
resolution you commit - the goal is to
improve life in the coming year but I
believe setting a new year's resolution
is completely unnecessary instead enter
the new year being completely present
with a positive attitude about how great
it's going to be don't list what you
want to happen or you might go for a
drive in the stress 'mobile straight
into the new year don't bring that
pressure with you oh that's pretty
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bucks like a jury well it's a jewelry
box it's so cute
what is that nickel chunk
I think it's to put money like these
ones
the flowers these are expensive doesn't
it oh there's some love going on over
there
if you ditched that I must mindset
you'll be surprised at how much you'll
end up accomplishing in life remain open
to possibilities and be receptive to
change Yugi said his family is smaller
than him
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I can't admit I can't imagine that our
kids are gonna be like so short because
I'm short my family side like my fight
is really tall so who knows maybe our
child will tower over us out of the
state of being will rise all the doing
and achievements you never planned for
but will be amazed to see unfold the
reason why I say not to commit to new
year goals and resolutions is because
you'll create a cycle of disappointment
and the feeling of failure will set in
do what your heart is yearning for get
excited about the surprises up ahead and
know that with time the things you've
been wanting and needing to do will
happen whoa oh that's I've been to that
serve before it's actually really good
coffee yeah probably so crowded in there
it looks like but this place is really
good the Rose Street
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this summer I'll be by your side
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ha
I want you to see
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it's so cute down here oh look how cute
this little bakery is oh okay oh wow a
French bakery whoa oh my god for this
new year just allow you to be you be
present learn to go for your passions
and figure out what you truly want out
of life
no more lists no more rules just be so
we're heading to a museum right now I
don't know exactly the film inside or
not but we're gonna see and check it out
I like weird-ass museums
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[Applause]
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so what did you think I like it's like a
it's a very small charity but that's
what I like about what nice to meet you
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this year ended with so much to be
grateful for my journey continues with
so much to look forward to and so much
room for growth what a lucky girl I am
to be alive and well and better yet to
spend it with someone so perfect what
are we doing waiting for the lights to
turn on
where over there right there
how many more minutes
eight minutes gasps tell me a good thing
about me make me look good I always
thank you again you can tell my kind and
funny and sweet and lovable and
how ie there's nothing bad about you
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remember that this year you have the
choice to be happy you're more in
control than you think
so don't let anyone tell you otherwise
and I promise
by the end of the year you'll be glad
you did
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