Running by all those arid days
Where each day is the same
Sitting alone, just one desk far away from sunlight
"Well, what are you waiting for?"
As if it's quizzing me
Batting an eyelash at that textbook with no answers
If you wanted to know my grades
I'd guess I'd say "The same"
I don't know why they make these test so very easy
While you smiled at me timidly
You sat right next to me
Keeping a grin all while you held closely such a bad grade
Out beyond the sky
I just can't help but sigh
Maybe it's because I see the world for all it is
"Isn't that too sad?
The world is much more fun!"
Back then, you always seem to be so glad
I just can't take you
Playing with a heart that only wants to disappear
Once again, I can't find a thing that makes me want to remain here
Ringing in a tone that only whispers
"You're cruel and callous fool"
And even then
I know it's kinda true
So even if a miracle occured
And somehow answered all of this
Surely in ten or twenty seconds
I could figure just a bit
Even if I die right now I know that
I will soon just be replaced
And then again
Saying crazy things like that
Isn't it just silly?
Flying by those airy days
Where each day is the same
When you were gone, that space started making me uneasy
Well, enough said anyway
My test scores stay the same
Even alone, I know all the answers to the problems
As I ran through those hazy days
There must have been a change
I couldn't see your tree in the forest of the problems
That shade of your flowing hair
That smile, without a care
It's likely that most of them will forget it in a heartbeat
That empty desk I'm by
And out the pane of sky
What is it that I am waiting to be echoed back?
Even though I tried
Your words would pass me by
In the end, I didn't solve a thing at all
By getting just a little closer to you
I think I could find it out
Just so these days would never ever
Have to end without a doubt
Ringing a tone that slowly died
And will never restart again
And all at once
I know everything is gone
She couldn't take it
Living with the heart that only wants to disappear
Keeping her feelings hid behind a smile
That stretched from ear to ear
Even when the smile had folded up
And died from soaring from the window
Even then
I don't think that I'll forget
Such a pretty smile