I'm trying to do I tell it for who percent that for the wind contact the
shelter we just thought it would be a lot better and a lot more fitting on
Christmas Eve to show some compassion
today's Christmas Eve we're not celebrating Christmas well Jake seems to
think that Santa Claus is coming tonight and he said that we have to put out
cookies and milk so Jake's okay but we are on a way to
pick up some stuff from the office we have Joe Fresh who is a floating company
that we collaborated with before to collaborating with the general they're
great at a partner we work with and they were generous so so generous when we
reached out to them and told them that we wanted
a little bit of giving back thing where we wanted to stop by like a shelter and
just drop off clothes and gloves and coats jackets whatever they could
provide us with it's getting really cold in Canada now so
you know trying to do a little something nice for people and that's what we're
going to do now we contacted a shelter we found out where they are the fact
they're open today we just thought it would be a lot better and a lot more
fitting on Christmas Eve to show some compassion and adjustable of for you
know people who aren't as fortunate as us and before we left we talked to can
been about it they said no where are you guys going and we explained it to them
so that was really good yeah it's awesome
Jill fresh was great the camera changed its colors to paint because it knows
that I like pink anyways not much happened today it was a pretty chill day
right now Jake and Ben are with my mom at her friend's Christmas Eve dinner max
is sleeping so I get a little bit time to rest last night was a very active max
wanted to party until like 2:00 a.m. so that was fun
we dropped off the clothing at the shelter they told us a little bit about
the project one of my resolutions for 2018 was to get more involved with
charity and different organizations and causes I feel like we did quite a bit
this year a lot of donations and stuff that we did with Gary personally and
then you know just getting kind of Valyria Inc involved with a lot of
things sponsoring different events doing like donations or taking stuff that I'm
getting from PR boxes that we actually now do on a regular basis so whenever
after every couple of months I'll go and check like all the things that we
received that I'm really grateful for from different brands things that are
not used and stuff we would package them and just give it to different shelters
it's amazing because I actually made an Instagram story the first time that I
started with donations and I got a big list of a lot of places around the city
so we wrote them all down and now every time we have like clothes or makeup or
hygiene products or anything like that we just like randomly choose a charity
or shelter organization and just come and drop off those things I feel very
grateful for being able to do that I am really excited to keep doing that in the
New Year this definitely be another resolution for me
before 2019 I would love to get more into mentoring
like young girls and young women there will be something really awesome to do
so slowly but surely Carrie went to see Creed 2 which is a boxing movie he gave
me homework to watch Rocky one but instead I'm watching I don't even know
what I'm watching because I don't think I'm watching anything I just turned
something on and I'm looking into space because I'm so tired my brain is not
working I'm gonna go do a mask and keep watching God knows what and wait for max
to wake up to keep our party going Merry Christmas Eves
okay what are you doing right now I'm trying to do like a carrot for who for
Santa and the we for the real news one for Santa and the wheel what did you
put for Santa can you show me oh there's our cookies and a glass of milk this is
weird why is there a bike here the tent already try that's a dick I don't
actually like this no I don't think you should eat it it's for Santa you think
we should leave it there should we put it on the table we should kill it for
what the reindeers can cut it themselves with their teeth excuse me what are you
doing why did you take all of it though
so why did you open the whole thing got it okay well if anyone wonder what
cookies were giving Santa these are the cookies for Santa you can't eat
what do you mean why what do you say where do you see
it says only for the movies no babe not if you don't want boobies only for
boobies and Santa looks so good so kid Ben mama why do you say I say I love you
like you're just beginning my headache yes I figured out why everything is pink
with my camera let's tell the family what we started doing we started doing
poems right coming up with different poems yes okay so who starts first me
you will I'm sure yes okay so you go first I have a van and that children
okay is here huh what's the poem the sky is the white and that Sun is blue I love
everybody in the whole galaxy that was close he's supposed to rhyme so if yours
what was yours the sky is why understand is blue the
sky is why the Sun is blue I love everybody and so do you yeah I love my
MA I love the Sun is white I love a whole
family and the whole game you show to my mom interesting and now it's your turn
is there whining almost okay my turn roses are red violets are blue I love my
jakey and Benny and Maxie - it didn't one yesterday no you can't say that oh
yeah one that's right No roses are red violets are blue I love jakey and Benny
and Maxie I'll do our doing that on that camera
know what is a word mm-hmm and boys are wet I love everybody hmm at my hollow
wall yeah that was great boy you got one boy I go guys you chuck
you for me what is that good for you so you burping your life away hi Maxie what
are you doing hungry yeah done nothing today but this the kids have been on and
off watching TV I'm not even gonna lie I've played in the basement for a little
bit but today everything is closed no one's here we're just trying to get
through the day yeah what do you think Maxie hmm watch
yourself buddy I feel like today because there was no
work or like nothing to do it was just all about feeding burping diapering
putting to sleep trying to catch up with jaqen been running for like little
breaks throughout the day usually the mom breaks that a lot of people like to
take is when you say go to the bathroom and then you take your phone and you sit
there for like if you're lucky fifteen minutes alone but that's if you're
really lucky otherwise it's like five minutes at least where no one's there
with you so it's nice Gary went to get Chinese food it's the Jewish style of
celebrating Christmas almost there baby almost there almost done today I wish it
was more a Pinterest mom that like would come up
with all these crafts and stuff for the kids to do but I'm not so I'm just gonna
just put music for them and they dance let's say thank God they like that okay
the houses are my stuff to clean up a new ritual what the celery juice I can't
say it's one of my favorite things to do but it's not so bad
mom what are you doing you just told you something to raise you here or send you
off to Europe well what do you say hey what do you say then yeah we Jerry Kelly
you stop that table so I just wanted to update everybody because I decided to
surprise the kids and get tickets to the School of Rock the musical and I thought
it would be for kids but it was a major fail did you like the show no why
because because it was so loud it was too loud
yeah and you don't like rock and roll no oh well well at least I tried
I music is a natural channel no I think you were more into like hip-hop and R&B
there was a guy in the front of us that had enough of the kicking the chair and
he pissed off papa anyways it was fun I understand what
they asked us to leave what's your chill good night today's
Thursday finally the kids run back to school I feel bad for the parents that
the kids have the whole week off I think there's some schools like that that just
take the whole like holiday bridge those days whatever it is oh my god oh my god
having all three kids at home at the same time is manageable for a few hours
but not for two days in a row I tried to be a superhero yesterday and decided to
spend a fortune on tickets to go see School of Rock which is a musical and
the musical was great my kids were kind of unbearable but it was kind of my
mistake thinking that they'll kind of push
through because I'm trying to like when you're a parent you're just trying to
fill up things to do until they're at that time otherwise time to stand still
so I got Gary and everyone and Gary loves musicals loves and Jake was just
like way too hyper to sit down and Ben was just like is it done yet is it done
yet so we had to leave after the first half
but at least we tried you win some you lose some at this when
we got home they just like passed out there was so sleepy first they were
crazy they were running around and beating each other and then they just
crashed so yes today is just Max's home and he is a good one so I'm just gonna
try to push through the days until our vacation we're living to Mexico as a
family soon so I'm really excited for that I have a whole lot of things to do
actually have Christmas gifts that I was supposed to ship out that I didn't know
when you're just like there's nothing left I just need to go on vacation and
recharge I don't want to talk to people I don't want to do anything I'm just
like so that's the state I'm in but I'm excited for the new year I really have
to sit down and finish my kind of 2019 plan game plan it's a must for me before
every year Gary's on his way dropped off the kids at Sadek and he's on his way to
pick me up we're gonna have some breakfast we didn't really manage to
have like any time just him and I because we were just like trying to keep
everyone doing stuff I have to say three kids is like it's hitting me now it's
aggressive you can definitely feel that outnumbered situation and even having a
nanny it's still like she's obviously and as authority as mom and dad are so
it's it's getting crazy up in here trying to make it an order I have such a
mess in my house it's like a shipping deck I created little packages little
love packages to my girlfriend's in Israel that I'm gonna send out and to a
few other people who went downstairs went to all the things that I had to
sell and I just literally gave it off to Norwich that you can I he was herself or
sent to her family in the Philippines her basement is craziness this is
insanity no you went for a little shopping spree sandoval area this is by
the way a pile of toys that we get as gifts that i never show my kids because
they literally don't care about them they will just open the package and just
like throw it away and go run and play something else so I don't even bother
this is the pile of toys that whenever we'll have kids over I'll just give them
some toys or there's birthdays were just like we gift or give it to other kids
like different charities and stuff whatever it is just to clean this whole
thing up because Jake and Ben don't care they don't care about these toys you're
the best nor deserve everything so I really wanted to create a giveaway from
my audience I just need help with that so Kimmy says that she's the queen of
like she loves doing these kind of things so I'm waiting on Kimmy to have
like a day where she can come over and we can just attack all of that I would
love to create a little like valaria packages Oh max to some of my followers
and just like just like a little pushy Asian thing so I'm gonna do that that's
my goal but that would probably happen in January already because I can't keep
up with all this stuff that I need to do okay
12:15 to get ready because I promised Dennis to go with him clothes shopping
he's been trying to book me for that for like literally six months so I have to
do that I dress like a military sergeant for my shopping spree with Dennis
because I need to bring some order into the way he shops and styles so
intimidating hot hot then it's like to walk around and like what did I just do
haha Dennis likes to walk around on them just like dance and touch clothes and
sing and I'm just like dude gotta get in take and leave so that's what I'm trying
to do today I want to bring a problem to your attention
are you ready sure so Benjamin found you know the song citrulline said you know
that American version and it's called broke-ass millionaire you know how
Benjamin has his photographic memory and he like writes everything down so now
every where it says broke-ass millionaire all over a house when he
goes to other people's homes he writes it when he goes to school he writes it
and I'm not sure how to explain to him that you shouldn't do that
why should he do it because I don't want the teachers calling me be like um your
son is writing broadcast millionaire on all the textbooks which part of it
offends you first of all it's just like not a good look for us that our son
writes broke-ass millionaire everywhere why not
because that's not something that a four-year-old needs to do he writes all
kinds of stuff this is one of the things that he writes I know but he writes it
constantly right now the other stuff don't bother me
he writes thank you next year I'd sold a happy yeah so the next song that he
likes he'll start writing that I don't think this problem of yours requires a
solution so you're saying I tried to explain them that it's not a good like
phrase oh no because then you shouldn't have played them song in the first place
it wasn't like it wasn't my fault he found it on iTunes so let's let's get
the problem where it began was just not doing access to iTunes anymore but then
he finds really cool stuff sometimes okay so then if he finds really cool
stuff sometimes just be cool the fact that it's gonna say broadcast
millionaire mony the thing is is that you better link to the song because
people will believe is that there's a song called protest oh I will link to
this one and now I have to explain like a teen elder came and I'm like a teen
hell cuz she's reading everything he writes on the newspaper he's like look
look and she writes like broke ass no and
then she looks at me and I'm like it's a song so you don't think it's serious I
don't think it's a problem I think right now you're just making something out of
nothing right right it's not like broke-ass
millionaire it is he's not making pictures with like people being beheaded
he's just hiding oh my god remember that scene in Superbad when the kid was like
I was just talking the other day to his teacher she was saying how I should test
him for gifted kids and now he writes
he's training stuff in Russia too so he knows his stuff are you excited for her
they're excited I just put up a blast that has like it's called the plastic
lip gloss all kinds of weird stuff in it and that
weight lips are look buzzing and I feel like they're growing
that's nice of you so are you are you my lips look they look bigger there already
right okay going to the gym I feel like I haven't really been moving my body
this week has been a little if he also food wise I've been going out a lot for
dinners and stuff and I don't really restrict myself much when I go out to
dinners and also I feel like we've been going out to dinners with like people
that are pregnant and stuff which you know it's danger zone so I need to get
my act together and now I'm gonna go and sweat and show my body I love it even
though I've been eating fried food probably every single day this week