About 1 year ago I started to make videos about love, life and something very special
called sex.
And you know.. when I uploaded my first video I had no clue how this whole youtube thing
works. I didn’t know that I would be able to connect with so, so, so many amazing people
out there.. that I would be able to connect with you.
Maybe I am kinda naive.. but I really didn’t expect anyone to watch my videos.
You see boo.. my whole life I avoided to be the center of attention.
I was always the girl hanging out alone on the schoolyard and the girl who got chosen
last for a team in sports class.
And really I hated to stand in front of the class.. having everyone stare at me and see
how I mess up.. and I usually messed up.
And now I am standing in front of you .. baring my soul to you.. baring my everything to you.
I’ve felt crazy vulnerable with some of the videos I’ve posted because some people
are not like you. Some people judge and throw around mean words.
And mean words still hit me like a sharp knife. They always will because words carry energy.
But I won’t stop.. I will never stop to fight for things I truly believe in. And I
believe this world needs more love.
It’s just that society creates a weird stigma around this topic. Society says sex is dirty,
sex needs to be hidden, and we need to be ashamed of it.
But negating sexuality is like negating ourselves.. our origins and where we come from.
How is it that for many it is easier to accept a world of violence and injustice than love
and healthy sexuality?
The truth is the closer we get to our true sexual self.. to love.. to our hearts.. the
kinder we become, the more compassionate and loving we become and ultimately this is what
will create change on this planet.
A baby dies without love. And we die too without it.
Really.. to me sexual energy is the most powerful force on this planet. It’s life force energy.
It controls what we do, how we act, the choices we make and a lot of who we are.
And because of its power I believe it is so important to know it better so we don’t
burn ourselves when playing with its fire.
And I know I am not the only one out there excited to learn more about it.
To me love has always been a great teacher.
Because in the face of utter desperation in my own relationship I had to face myself.
I had to decide whether I wanted to run away or stay and work through my shit.
And guess what.. I stayed. And here I am today.
.. with you.. .
And you know what .. it’s awesome. And I don’t give a shit what other people call
me or think of me. What matters is that I or you.. that we stay true to ourselves.
At the end of our lives we probably won’t remember how nicely adjusted we lived but
how much we followed our heart.. our calling.
yo my videos might not be for everybody, but maybe they are for you. And if it’s just
you watching, just you who wants to join me on this path to self-discovery than I am the
happiest person on this planet.
Because .. you are amazing.
So hey if you want let s walk this crazy path called life together and share our tears and
our happiness. Our pain and our joy.
And let’s leave the comfort zone behind and step into the magic.