The pollen
Very upset that I'm stood next to a lawyer right now, but I can't stand her
Sure like there's a chance that what she did tonight has changed his mind
Apolo may give her the rose over me
It's my
Star you accept this rose
Allora Florence or save arise nice tag the time to say goodbye
Uncle
I am still attracted to Apollo. I think I always be a truth--it Apollo
When you feel like you didn't get the guy because he found someone else of course. You kind of always hope that
He'll want you
You know eventually
There was a bloody disaster I
Did not get it any of the things I came to paradise for
None of it has worked out if I feel like everything was against me
Coming back to paradise just for this to happen again. It's bullshit
I'm done you
Can't walk in this mud. I just feel so anxious and overwhelmed right now
Just wanted to come and find someone special and
yeah, and just literally come and meet someone and just get out with them, and I
thought I had and now everything sort of feels like it's
Turned to shit
Then that's one but you know I got to have that Chapel ooh, got it know where where she's going where
Like it's just not
it's intense on its own, and then it's intense because just
sees
This chat with Paulo. It's so intense and in some ways
I'm scared what its gonna say because you're gonna break up with me now. I should just give me a rose
I I just didn't know what was coming then he looked so serious. He wasn't himself
I
Didn't know what was happening. I didn't know what was coming from it, and I'm so scared so scared
Coming into this I heard of his head came in you to find someone. You know I didn't
Care how do you give a crap without being?
you know in the final couple rules and in all the magazines and stuff like I
Just needed a break from my life to just focus on building relationships and trying to meet someone's and I get a chance
and it's
It's really hard
You know
It was really odd coming in so like what not even I
had such a small amount of time and
trying to build something and I
Just wanted to find some love
Whispering like it's been an old spoon so hot
No well there you have like time he's dying
Name you - I feel like this is just a start like this then just
But you do have time doing this is just a start doesn't mean I was gonna have me
Or insert like obvious they want to continue things. I just gonna say like it's just a good an outside I
Feel like it's very fast-paced in here and everything's going too quick for us
And we are still young and we just want to take it slow, but at this stage
I don't think we can continue this in here like we're not we're not ready to be put in this environment
I want to be on the outside of him and do normal things with him
It's fun it's it's so it's just been crazy with us to do like you know
I've been into mice because there's like so much we don't having common, and it shouldn't add up, but at the same time
I just I just want you down
dudes
I know
Where different stages in our lives at one or two but I?
Think we should
Definitely take the time that you know hang on the outside and see if the things we have in common
outweigh the things we doing I
Did definitely didn't I love here, but I've you know something definitely big potential in the outside world so
The end goal for Paradise is finding love
The best decision for myself and Simone is to get out in the real world and see if things would work out there
There were so many reasons of why?
Simone and I wouldn't work but
The fact that I've got that
That spark and that feeling that I want to be around her is something that I can't ignore
You know I've got to explore it and I have to be true to that feeling
We both decide that his best set we should leave
And I'm so I am I'm happy. I'm so happy. He's like. I'm happy that we're leaving together
We're not breaking up. This is just a start of something
This is our meeting point and now it's on with the future and see what?
Happens, and it's so excited. I'm so excited
I'm so excited that I'm leaving hand-in-hand Apollo
Apollo Jackson makes a tough rose ceremony decision as he picks Simone and then cries! Check out more clips from The Bachelor In Paradise Australia Season 1 on our YouTube channel. You can also catch up on Apollo's original season of The Bachelorette Australia!