good morning my friends i hope all of you are having
an awesome fantastic day i'm here right outside of the winter park farmers market
i love coming to the city of winter park because there's so much going on there's so much activity
all throughout the day now this video is going to be different than what i normally upload on
this channel this video is going to be more of follow me walk around with me let me share some
of my thoughts and my opinions because there's a lot that's going on in life with my youtube life
i just want to share these thoughts with you guys give you guys a channel update a life
update i don't really do these at all i think the last time i gave you guys like a life update was
back in march when there was just a lot going on but after i uploaded that video i felt so good
after the fact so that's what i'm hoping will happen today well i know it will happen today
because every time i do these type of videos i always feel so good after the fact the first thing
i would like to say is thank you for being here thank you for following my adventures thank you
for watching especially those of you who watch every single video that i upload i always say
and i mean this without you guys i would not be here right now doing what i'm doing
a lot has been happening so let's just hop right into it so i'm going on year number six
of being on youtube uploading videos it's been a journey it's been a fun journey i mean i started
this channel when i moved here in 2016 to start my new life my new career working for disney in the
college program best time ever never would have thought i would be here from then it's a huge
difference it's a huge blessing i'm very grateful for that two years ago i quit my job at universal
and i decided to just do youtube full-time and it's been fun but there has been a few struggles
along the way now with being a full-time youtuber and just a youtuber in general it comes with a
lot of pressure i know some of you right now are like pressure what do you mean you get to go to
disney theme parks you get to go on trips you get to have so much fun yeah i have a blast doing this
but yeah you do have a lot of pressure youtube isn't always easy i know some of you may think
it is easy but it's not easy honestly i have more downs than ups at times one of the difficult
things about youtube is it takes a lot of your mental health because you are drained a lot
on top of being in the florida heat during the summer you're just mentally and physically
drained at least i am going back to talk about the pressure from youtube i think my pressure or most
of my pressure comes from pleasing my audience because you want to make your audience happy so
they always come back to watch and support you and i'm very thankful for my audience because
you guys have been so awesome you guys care about me you guys care about the channel you
guys care about bianca so much reading comments reading emails direct messages
it it just makes me very happy and the last few days have been challenging on me very challenging
and i decided to do a live stream a few days ago in park live stream i used to do these
live streams every saturday morning it was so much fun anyway the last few days have been difficult
for me so i decided to go do a live stream from hollywood studios i went to go buy a new gimbal
and i just had a lot of fun doing it and i needed just that comfort from you guys
because you guys do provide me a lot of comfort when i need it especially when i'm down and
so many of you guys stopped me in that live stream and you guys just encouraged me you
guys encouraged me in the comments so thank you guys for doing that because i needed that some
of my other pressure comes from just the fact that there's so many people doing this youtube thing
right now especially inside of the theme parks and doing exactly what i'm doing and exactly what
everybody's doing i'm glad people are giving youtube a shot because youtube is great youtube is
a awesome platform but i do get some pressure from that because if you're not first you're basically
last just because there's so many people doing it now i guess what i'm trying to say is i've been
a little unmotivated and i want to tell you guys exactly why i feel a little unmotivated right now
going back to february and march i was kind of going through a patch where i felt kind of
exactly how i feel right now i'm motivated i did my little personal video and then i went to vegas
had a great time in vegas i came back i felt recharged and ready to go and then i got all
the way to almost hawaii and i mean that hawaii trip couldn't have came at a better time because i
needed that trip prior to us going out to hawaii i started to feel exactly how i feel right now
which would be a little unmotivated so we went out to hawaii we just had so much fun my mental
health felt great my physical health felt great i was out there with bianca it was just a beautiful
lovely time and it was much needed and i will say it was much deserved as well usually when
i take these long vacations i will film a few videos prior to us leaving that way when i'm gone
you guys still have some videos to watch when we went out to hawaii i chose not to just because
i just needed a long break we came back home from hawaii and life was great again i was motivated
i felt like a new man when i got back home from hawaii now let's talk about our recent trip out
to california so in between the hawaii trip and the california trip everything was great i made
some really fun and cool videos during that time we go out to california we just have a blast out
there we had a great day at disneyland universal studios hollywood we took a full day where i left
the camera back at the hotel and we just went out and we explored the greater la area we hung out
with some friends and it was just fun it was great it it re-motivated me in a way but then i got back
home from california and i started to upload those california videos and i noticed a small decline
in like my my video views and i'm like okay well you know it may just be that time of the year
because a lot of people are traveling right now so i was like okay i started to wonder am i doing
something wrong am i not doing something right so i decided to call some of my youtube friends
and we started to talk in each different conversation everybody said the same thing
is that they are noticing a small decline in their videos and every single person i talked to
including my own thought was so many people are traveling right now they're calling this
revenge travel because of last year during the pandemic we were all locked down so so
many people are just out and about right now not watching youtube and nowadays you have a platform
like tick tock where more people are watching tick tock and if you guys don't follow me on tik tok
please do so i have a lot of fun on tick tock and i'm really just trying to get more creative
over on tick tock because i just think tick tock may take over the social media world i mean it
already kind of is everybody goes through their own ups and downs i mean everybody has
their own personal issues and i just want you guys to know if you guys are going through
something you are not alone because i'm going through something right now and i'm able to talk
about it on this awesome platform that we call youtube and if i'm able to help just one person
my heart would be very happy and also it's just very good for me to be able to get
some of this out to talk about it on a video to read the comments to feel the love feel the
support again because that will make me feel good that will motivate me even the the not so
good comments the negative comments from the haters it's like i need to read those because
all of those comments really will wake me up and get me re-motivated to go out and make
amazing content anyways let's move on let's talk about some fun stuff coming up soon so
it's almost halloween time if you guys have been following me for years you guys know how much
i love halloween bianca loves halloween we love decorating for halloween we're actually about to
put out our halloween decor very very soon we have a ton of halloween and haunt videos coming
your way at the start of september so it's going to be a lot of non-stop halloween and
haunts i'm really trying to get everything done in the greater orlando area this year
we have so many haunts i'm going to be doing some traveling to go to other haunts other
halloween events of course just in a few days we have bubash starting over at the magic kingdom
disney actually put out halloween decorations today so you guys can expect a halloween video
coming up very soon and of course a boo bash video however when boo bash tickets went on sale we were
still at aulani and by the time i got on the computer opening night had already sold out so i
will not be there opening night however i will be there the second boo bash but from now until the
beginning of september when everything starts to happen for halloween i'm going to be doing a lot
of experimenting i'm going to do a lot of florida videos outside of theme parks of course you guys
will still have a theme park video every now and then but i want to use this month just because
not everybody is watching this month because a lot of people are still traveling let me test out
some things let me do what devin wants to do let me go try some fun things around florida because
a lot of you will tell me dev can you do this that that i know a lot of you want me to go to nasa
that's in the plans i know a lot of you want me to go to st augustine that's in the plans
you guys can expect a beach day coming up very soon so i have a lot
coming so it's going to be a lot of experimenting and trying new things out
i'm going to try to edit the videos a little differently i'm going to try to shoot the videos
a little differently and just see what works and what doesn't work and then from halloween we
jump right into christmas this is the best time of the year just because there's so much going on so
much fun things are happening for the holidays looks like we have an amtrak train coming by
there's a lot of people on that train
it sounds like new york city
well that was quite loud but let's quickly talk about my upcoming travel plans
as of right now this current second i have no travel plans just because how scary the world
is right now with covid cases increasing by the second florida is just scary right now there's
no telling what's going to happen moving to the future so i'm just going to hang tight
for right now see what changes hopefully cases will go down so we can get back to traveling
but i do have traveling ideas the first idea that i have is to make it back over to the west coast
to experience oogie boogies bash their halloween party over at disney california adventure
of course another idea that we have we would love to go back on a cruise we had planned to be
on the disney dream on august 9th because there's still tickets available for that cruise but we're
just not there yet because how bad the cases are right now a little hesitant so we're gonna wait on
the cruise but that's the plan for sometime this year maybe in like november or december we'll hop
on a cruise but who knows and the last travel idea that i do have i would love to make another trip
back to tennessee to visit dollywood and stay in one of their cabins in the mountains that just
sounds like such a relaxing vacation right such a low-key trip because i love going up to the
mountains i love smelling the fresh air i would love to go back during like the colder months fall
winter season stay up there maybe seeing some snow who knows that just sounds like a really fun trip
a few weeks ago i had planned to take a road trip up north to visit kings island and cedar point
hershey park but that plan got canned just because of everything that's happening right now also a
few weeks ago i did find out i'm going to be an uncle how exciting right so that's been on my
mind and just a lot is happening in my life right now a lot of this i have been seeing lately down
in the comments asking dev how can we support you in other ways well honestly just by you
guys watching these videos really really really supports the channel also i do have t-shirts on
teespring and spreadshirt those links are down in the description you can become a youtube
channel member you can become a patreon member with some really fun benefits i'm actually about
to send out care packages to my patreon members who are on certain tiers so that's just a few
ways you guys can help support the channel if you guys want however just by you watching
really really helps out the channel alright my friends that's going to do it for today's video
thank you for watching and listening thank you for the love the support the positivity the hate
it all helps and the point of this video i've been a little burnt out a little unmotivated but as the
day goes on and the weeks go on and life goes on i feel better and better and without you guys
i honestly without you guys i may have stopped a long time ago but because you guys are so awesome
and also i just really love doing this i really enjoy it it's so therapeutic to me it's just a
nice time i love doing this i'm not stopping anytime soon however you do have road bumps
in life and right now i'm just going through a real bump please remember it's nice to be nice
in youtube i'll see you in the next video prince charming i ain't feeling lonely and i wanna manage
you were the only one who got me tripping up inside all the ones you told me