the interaction with ramakrishna is also very unusual because i told you ram krishna like these
youngsters to test him to the full because he knew this is going to stay for with them for a very
short time and with the stood stayed for about five or six years no more so within these five or
six years he has to mold this character to be able to take this message so he had to make sure that
the mold is perfect so every time vivekanand tested him fought him he in fact he said i
fought my master every inch of the way everything he said i rejected he said i love mother kali he
said this is your imagination you kind of you know lost your things you know kind of all this
issue mother goddess and kali is so rubbish it's just your imagination just immediately tell your
master that and he was some once in a while this used to this establishing good realization here
is the young boy challenging him and telling that this is your imagination you know just
daydreaming just listen it's not real mother god and the wrong question will be rattled
this man would get rattled the teacher would get it all you run into the temple because instead of
seeing the image you would see the mother goddess then he'll come out running smiling say rascal i
checked with mother godesh she said don't worry this boy doesn't believe in me in days to come
he's going to cry in my name you watch him don't worry so yeah i'm not going to listen
to you so this was the kind of relationship also this ram question was strongly attracted
to vivekananda i told you he was waiting for me to turn up he was tremendous drone very
strongly if vivekan didn't turn up at his uh to see him he would go and visit viva kanan
you were that he was drawn remember i told you the story of rama krishna here is this god man
if you are serious about spirituality about god he will come knocking on your door he will break
open the door and come to you this is unusual about this person he comes searching for you
so every time virgo didn't he would turn up go to his house and upset him see i'm doing my my degree
horse and you keep disturbing me he would go and visit him tremendous love because of this love
we work on this i totally kept challenging his master although he said look you know you still
heard the story in the quran about bharat raja if you got fixation on somebody it can be detrimental
to you it's not good for your spiritual process he was telling ram question you should not have
fixation on me this is detrimental to you remember the story of bharat raja in the story of bharat
raja just somebody who perhaps don't know story of bharata is this ancient king the king bharat
was highly kind of enlightened he ruled the kingdom and in later age he said look i've done my
job i'm going to retire and just focus on the idea that i am the spirit atman and just spend my time
in meditation she disappeared these people had the power to do that walk away from the kingdom
flick their kingdom away and walk into the forest he lived a little hut near the bank of a river
and spent his time in deep meditation i am the spirit experiencing the flow of the spirit
well this was going well when the valley was like this with the open eyes were looking
a deer came in the deer was pregnant it kind of collapsed gave birth and died and there's
a little baby tear it was going to be kind of easily kind of taken away by the stream
you know so bharatha had to stand up and rescue the little baby deer and he said ah i must nurse
it i started nursing it and feeding it and looking after it and all the time this great
king would be looking with any kind of glorious eyes and this little deer growing in front of
him he became fixated on the deer and when he died the story goes he was reborn as a deer
in this warn us is very crucial that when you are about to pass away think of higher things
if you think of lower things you can easily be catapulted into the wrong arena
so the story is anywhere so this is the story he said you know this is what have do you remember
don't keep me fixated on me too dumb question you'll be like stole your bharat raja and this
ram question would get rattled because this boy was so dramatic he was so sure about himself he
would get rattled he went to the mother god he keeps like a little boy running the mother goddess
and mother god as he came about smiling huh he said no i i checked mother god said the reason why
i'm fixated on is because i see nothing but god in you that is why i like you my boy the moment
i stop seeing god in you i'll not even look at you that was the kind of all the time charged up
you