I used to pride myself on not dealing with nobody crazy, as far as relationships go.
So I would always be like "I've never dealt with nobody crazy." Because I just don't attract that.
So, for once, I got into a situation where everybody was like, "Don't do it."
And I was like, "Nah, I got this. This is what I do." And I did it, and it just spun out of control.
Everything in the song was verbatim what I was dealing with at the time.
Literally from text messages to actual arguments and conversations.
I got her hopes up. You know how you just say a lot of stuff to make a girl believe certain things?
And then you kind of wake up one day like, "Oh shit. I might've led her on a little bit too much.
I might've made her believe that this was going to happen,
when in reality I gotta go to work. I gotta go do this."
It was honestly what I was feeling. I thought for a second... I just wanted somebody who was chill.
And you want a whole lot of shit that I can't give you right now.
Instead of just trying to figure out if it was a dope line or not. It was just like, "yo, this is what I feel."
That was kind of me letting people know that this song ain't just about the stuff that I don't like about her.
This is stuff I gotta figure out with myself, too.
I don't know why I say "I love you" and then the next week I just be like
"Yo I'm in the studio. I don't want to talk. I don't want to text.”
But that's just how I have to be to get my work done.
It only takes like one crazy thing for me to be like, "I'm out of here."
Because, I pride myself on not dealing with crazy people.
So, the minute something soap opera like happens where they just do something super dramatic,
I just wake up like, "yo, I gotta go."
That line is for everybody. Obviously, it was specific to my situation,
but it's a lot of people... Like, I know some girls that are a part of the lay game and they just lay.
They wake up, eat, lay, go to the fridge, call they homegirl on FaceTime,
lay, go to the club, come home, lay again. It's like a whole bunch of laying and laying and laying.
Unless you had a long night, if you're waking up past 11 o'clock,
you need to get up a little bit earlier. Because I'm up at like 6:30 or 7, ready to go.
It's definitely happened. I've been places where I'm just like,
"You know I'm gonna get the appetizer, the little boneless wings."
And she'll come through with like filet mignon and I'm like, "Fuck. Man come on, bro."