When we raise our vibration and get into alignment the last thing we expect to happen is for negative
Circumstances to come up negative emotions negative events negative people. We're in alignment
Why are we still manifesting negativity? I want to explore that with you today
Hello, my love's and welcome back to my channel if you're new, Emily or Alexandra
Welcome to the baby elephant community on this channel. We talk about the law of attraction
Spirituality self-development and so much more. I'm still in Maui today and our retreat Center has this little yoga room. It's absolutely beautiful here
I have a view of the ocean
So I just thought this would be such a good place to pick up on all the energy and transmit it over to you
I want to take advantage of it while we're here in nature
Breathing in that good ass prana, baby
I have a story to tell you guys and I think it's a story that many of you will get a lot from and
Towards the end. I'll kind of go more into like a lesson kind of thing, but it's something that I just
Experienced yesterday and I wanted to share it with you. So we're here in Maui
I'm here with Aaron Doughty and yesterday we went on like a little road trip the road to Hana
Many of you might know what this is. It was new to me is one of the most beautiful drives in the world
It's about two hour-long drive and at the end of this road to Hana we were going to go into this
sacred pool all these sacred waterfalls
We got a suggestion from a local friend over here who said to go to the Venus pools
So we put it into the navigation
we asked some locals how to get there and
We ended up getting there about two hours in and it turned out that the Venus pool wasn't actually like a waterfall in a secluded
Pool it was this pool of water. That's
connected to the ocean and the ocean had huge waves coming in and it was like
pushing water into this pool of water
And when you go into it
You go into kind of like this little valley and you're on top of a cliff and you're looking down
I posted some of this on my Instagram you guys may have seen it you're looking down and the ocean is so
Beautiful. It's the water. So clear and blue and it looks really inviting
I was excited to get in because I hadn't been
Jumping into the waterfalls as much as I'd like to I hadn't been so
In the ocean as much as I'd like to so this seemed like you know, it's secluded
There's kind of like an edge where the water meets the pool
So I felt like you know
This is safe. And I'm gonna have a good time here
One thing you guys might not know about me is I have this irrational fear and I actually think that a lot of other people
Have this irrational fear as well, and it's a fear of sharks
Now what I'm noticing and what I noticed from this whole situation is that it's not an actual
Fear of sharks more as it is a fear of the unknown
And I think that it manifests for us in different ways
But I have come to realize that I have my entire life been a very fearful person
Afraid of bugs afraid of snakes afraid of sharks afraid of the dark just afraid
So afraid and I know that a lot of people can relate with that
I think that being super brave and not being afraid of anything is comes with the way that you're raised and
I had a mom that was super overprotective about me as her first child his first daughter. So that manifested my
Personality and she was also always really afraid of bugs spiders and terrified of spiders bla bla bla
so a lot has been going on in this trip that I've had like these fears come up and
This was kind of a culmination of all of that
So I want to tell you guys a story so we have to slide off these rocks
In order to get into the water and once we did the water, it's not warm
But its pleasant and Aaron's having the best time he's like waddling around swimming around and this deep anxiety
Starts to hit me and I can't breathe. I can't breathe. I'm freaking out. I'm in this body of water
I can't see my feet. I can't see beneath. I thought that I'd be able to see through the water. You can't see and
It's open to the ocean
my thoughts are going there could be a shark that comes in and gets stuck in here and he's lost and he's hungry and I
Don't know what's going on
There's like dark patches of water dark
patches underground and I know how irrational all this seems but this was a huge fear of mine and I
Freaked out could not breathe. You guys know many of you know anxiety to the max
My heart's beating out of my chest. I want to throw up. I feel like I'm about to throw up
I'm like gagging because I'm so afraid I get out of the water. I'm like get me out get me out get me out
He pulls me out and we're sitting there and I'm just watching the water at that moment
I'm watching the water and I was kind of sick of myself kind of sick of being afraid of
Everything all the time just so scared. I'm working on myself as a person. I'm getting better every day. I'm transcending
I'm a different person than I was two years ago. I love Who I am as a person
What is this aspect of me that I still hold on to this past version of me that is afraid of
everything I've done so much in my life that a lot of other people would be afraid of so why can't I be brave so
I'm sitting there and I
Realization Dawn's over me on the other side of this little Cove
There's a little Pebble Beach and I'm like I have to get to that side
I have to swim over there the waters are dark and they're hitting and the waves are hitting each other and it's loud I've to
Swim across and ready to go
He's like, you know, I'm hungry we can just get going. You don't have to do this
But you know, he's also amping me up but there's nothing that you're afraid of it's the ego that's afraid like you're right
You're right. You're right, and I'm sitting there and I'm looking at the water. I'm like, this is an initiation
I set an intention day in and day out today. I'll be better than I was yesterday
I will continue to grow and I will continue to be the best version of me. I want to be Lior
2.0. So what does the universe do it provides me with gifts options?
Who are you going to be the you that's always ran away from her fears?
thank you that's been presented with an opportunity or something and
Has run away from it at the slightest sign of discomfort or are you going to be the you that walks up to your fears?
Conquers everything that's in her path. Who are you going to be?
I got back in the water and I swam the entire way in my heart was freaking out and I couldn't speak Aaron's trying to
talk to me while we're swimming through this place and I'm just like
Give me through get me through get me through but I made it to that little island and then I stood and I looked at
The water and like wow, what was I afraid of the mind the ego wants to be so certain?
I've always had this desire to be in control of things and to feel certain of things
I don't know. What's in that water. True. What are the chances though? That that's how my life is supposed to end
well
I was supposed to feel is trust in the universe
Trust in God and trust in my higher self and I was supposed to show that trust by going through this now
well
I'm not saying that we should put our lives in danger in
Order to feel trust and to show trust in the universe and in ourselves
I'm saying that when there's a beautiful opportunity ahead of you for growth. You should take it for growth. I'm not saying for life
Endangering things I'm saying for growth. This was definitely growth for me
So as I get on the other side, I'm watching the waters
I'm like, okay
I'm to go back there and I do it again all the way back to where we came from
So that realization was super powerful. I realized that I am raising my vibration
I'm in alignment more often than not these days, but there's a aspect of myself
that doesn't match who I am right now who I am today that aspect of myself has to be worked through so
These things are coming up in is the universe saying to me
What are you going to do now?
And let me tell you that was not the only time the night before there was a full-on tarantula on our mirror the old me
would have
Ran out of that house where I ran out of that room and never come back until somebody took the tarantula the new me
Yeah, I was afraid Aaron how to really step up for me
But I still went and showered I still went and brush my teeth
And I walked past that tarantula and I went to sleep knowing that it's there. That was me choosing a new paradigm
So this is what happens your vibration is raised
You set an intention for who you want to be as a person or what things you want to achieve?
And like I always tell you we're over here. We want to get over here
The universe takes us like this to prepare us to be over here and then it presents us with gifts because yes
These are gifts no matter how negative they might seem the situation whatever situation it is for you
Obviously might not be dealing with the fear of sharks or the fear of the dark or spiders
But it's going to present you with some sort of
Initiation. Are you going to affirm the old version of yourself?
Or are you going to affirm the new paradigm?
Are you going to be who you were meant to be in order to make it here?
Because if you affirm the old paradigm you stay right here, there is no movement. You don't move you
Don't get over here if you continue to affirm the old paradigm
So another thing that I've been working on is I've been recording a video every single day so that I can post videos
every other day if you haven't noticed and this morning I didn't have a topic and I told Aaron I'm like
I don't really know what I want to talk about today and he's like you should talk about
What happened to you yesterday with the pool with the Venus pools and I said to him?
You know how you are able to kind of get?
Something that happened to you in your day and make like a whole hour-long podcast about it
I don't really think I can do something like that and he's like, is that a limiting belief?
Like, oh you're right. So I told myself wait, I can do something like that
I can find a lesson to relay in to teach from my own
Experiences. So again, I chose the new version of me
I'm making choices and the universe is offering me this or this
Which one are we going to choose? Another trigger came up this morning another thing?
I'm afraid of or was afraid of maybe I could say is bees
Deathly afraid of them since I got stung and had to go to the hospital when I was in fifth grade. It's great. Yeah
It's great a bee came into our room as Aaron was recording his podcast right before I came over here
Normally, I would have ran out of that room
Just like what's a shujaaz spider? I would have ran out of the room and not come back
I chose to stay I got ready
I got prepared for the day and then I came I left and I came over here to record I
Chose the new me and you see how the universe sends us triggers
My triggers would definitely be different from your triggers from other people's triggers. Maybe you relate to some of them
I've had other triggers - I've had exes reaching out to me, you know that comfort of going back to an ex
I've had old friends inviting me out to go drinking the comfort of going back to your old ways
but through it all I've realized now that the universe is just
constantly
Especially when we desire to transcend and to transform it sends us triggers because things have to come out of us
the thing about spiritual transformation and just
Self-development in general is that we don't push things down
We deal with them. We bring them to the surface
We integrate them and we let go of what no longer serves us. That is what
Transformation is it's not forgetting about who you are
It's integrating it into a better version of you into you 2.0
So, how do you take this into your own life? How do you go through this transformation every day?
You simply become an observer when negative things happen in your life
Even though you've been raising your vibration and manifesting your life don't give up. Don't throw everything away
Don't throw away all the progress
Understand that while you're not being tested you are being given a choice
The universe is preparing you to be the person
You have always wanted to be in the person that will manifest all the things that you desire to manifest
But first there's a transformation that has to happen
Instead of quitting use these gifts to become the person you've always wanted to become and then everything that you've wanted to manifest
That quickly and if you're on my email as you know, I manifest things in less than 24 hours these days
So whatever it is that you desire you have to first become the kind of person who can accept those things for me
It's getting rid of the little things that I've always been afraid of I've ran away from things with the second things got uncomfortable
I ran away whether that be in the dark with in nature with bugs and things like that
Whether it be with people and relationships or friendships family I ran away
There's no more running away. We walk up to our fears
What do I always say if you walk up to the lion at cowers if you run from it it chases after you that's it
For me today. I hope this was helpful. I hope you enjoyed it. I love you
Thank you for spending some of your time with me today
and I hope you have a great rest of your day or good night and Phil my next video as always keep your
vibrations way way way up
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