- Where do you think Rayya is now?
Where do we go?
Where does-- where does the soul go?
We don't get to know that, you and I.
But I was talking about this recently with somebody else
whose best friend died young.
And she said, I can't believe we lose these like--
Of all the people-- like, I've got a list of--
there's something so injust about when people are taken
and who is taken, right? I mean--
Or it feels that way.
It feels that way.
Like, God, of all people in the world,
you had to take that one?
You know, the world is full of these horrible people.
You have to take this one?
She and I were talking about this feeling that we have
where, for the first time in my life--
and I think you have this, because you've spoken
about this with Maya--
I have a very powerful ambassador
on the other side now, and I've never felt like that before.
And I've lost people that I loved,
but I felt that they couldn't do much for me.
Yes.
- But Rayya is strong-- - Yes
Like in the way that Maya is strong.
And it's like, I feel like I have--
But do you know what I think it is?
It is?
--a team member on the other side now.
Yes.
You know what it is, what I have sensed--
and I don't know how I know it or feel it to be true--
and when friends have lost people
that they loved and truly loved them,
it's about the love connection.
When somebody has loved you, really loved
you, that's how they become an ambassador for you
on the other side.
It's not everybody who's ever passed.
But it's why people who've had really strong relationships
with their mothers, I now say, you have
an angel you can call by name.
And for my mother, we didn't have a strong relationship
in her human form, in this form, but it's
better now that she's gone.
Well, she doesn't--
can I tell you my--
I want to know your understand of it first.
What's your understanding of why that is?
Because I haven't thought about that.
Well, she never knew me on this side.
She never really knew who I was.
And when she got to the other side, that was the first time
she actually could see who I was.
- Wow. - Yeah.
- And you feel that? - I feel that.
You feel that because you hear her tell you that?
Or you feel it in your body?
It's in my body.
It's in-- yeah.
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It's just a knowingness.
I can't explain how I know it.
I know it.
She got it. - Yeah.
Yeah.
I've heard this before of people
talking about difficult parents, especially that when somebody
very difficult that you loved dies, now, on the other side,
they don't have an ego anymore.
They don't have any more stories,
and they don't have any more pathologies.
All they have is love. - That's right.
So all of that gets cleared.
She couldn't see you, because she couldn't see
through all that hedge of ego and her own pain
and whatever her thing was.
And then when that's gone, the only thing left is love.
The only thing left is life.
And then you can-- love sees everything.
Yes.
Like, that's it.
Yeah.
I feel that strongly now.
I do, too.