We are extremely pleased that you're here I like I'm ever since I was little
I always felt like I was in like this movie that I created yeah and then I was
like I can do anything I want and I have a lot really I've been doing a lot of
that lately thank goodness I've gotten to understand your way of explaining
this because we're happy that you're selfish enough to own your good feeling
because there are a lot of people that want to they just feel guilty when they
feel good right are they like you're brave and it's like no I just did what I
thought I should and like that impulse is that inner being is so delicious to
have into wreckage so you're saying to us that you've gotten pretty good at
knowing what influence you're under when the impulse come and did you get good by
it being right every time or did you have experience with impulses under the
influence and not of the influence so that you were able to eventually figure
it out sure yeah sure yeah I just recently I feel like I've been taken
away I don't want to argue for my limitations like you guys hey but I got
it that's great while I'm here I haven't written down a little bit sorry just in
case I got flustered yeah I never really felt indecisive I always kind of knew
what I wanted and went for it but stop there for just a moment because we want
to say something about that when momentum happens the decisions feel
strong whether you're under the influence of something not helpful or
under the influence of something really helpful decisiveness is not about the
inner beingness or the lack of intervene it's about the momentum of the subject
because there are a lot of people really feeling conviction about things that
their inner being is no part of they're getting it from the mob right
right oh yeah and so feeling conviction about something still doesn't give you
feeling wonderful feeling loved now that's conviction feeling hate that's
conviction tube not what I want to go for okay so I just figured out my real
dream without thinking about other people thinking about me differently or
whatever I did stand up for the first time and I felt high as a kite
I've never felt like that in my life and it was like this is what I want to do
like yeah I do I do want to be on stage I do love to make people laugh like this
is the most incredible feeling ever and I was okay with actually saying it out
loud now and that was something that I didn't want to do we want to just say
this to you softly because it's not a big deal but it's a deal
you're too aware of them absolutely and that'll get in your way a little bit
now you can't separate yourself from the reaction that people are having to you
just don't let it be primary let your reaction to yourself be what really
matters and they'll come along yeah I believe that because when I'm in
alignment and I feel good it's just those simple little like you call
nuggets yeah where when I don't I don't have the resistance right I'm like oh
yeah I got a parking spot of course I got like shot up to the front of the
line like things always work out for me but when I'm in that state of Unknowing
I guess it's hard for me to but the thing is this is what we were getting at
earlier this good conversation we're having today if there's knowingness
about alignment that's all the knowingness you need in not being under
the influence of that then in your insecurities then you got to fill in all
the details of what you know but when you're under the influence of source
then those details don't matter Jerry and Esther spent a few summers in
Montana and Jerry liked to fly fish and he was
really good at it he would say there'll be a trout under that rock over there
and he could put his hook anywhere in the stream and he would put his hook
right there and he just knew where they were and he knew how to get them
and he liked the streams that were flowing but that they were shallow and
lots of rocks and he would run up and down the rocks on the stream and never
get his feet wet and Esther tried to learn that from him
and always got her seat wet because he just knew he'd been at it long enough
that he just knew that he would have the impulse it's like a basketball player
who's really under the influence of source even though he has skills and
he's done a lot of practicing so that he's come to believe in himself there
are so many more components of what others are thinking and what others are
doing and what others are intending in the moment that someone who's tuned in
tapped in turned on has access to you not only know what your intentions are
you know what their intentions are and therefore you know what the morphing of
your intention is given their intention and so you can just become masterful
about being in the right place at the right time it's not just your hand-eye
coordination it's not just understanding the physics of what's going on in this
atmosphere and what it takes to put the ball in that hoop it's that all of the
dynamics that are happening even in the crowd could potentially be affecting
your vibration and if you've got control of your vibration then in the moment you
don't need to worry about anything just follow the impulse follow the impulse
because your inner being is factoring in all of the dynamics that are important
to you don't you like knowing that but instead imagine someone for a moment not
tuned in tapped in turned on who is feeling insecure maybe really new at
this and in their insecurities they don't have any of those benefits so now
they're relying totally upon how many times they've practiced that free shot
and they're relying on the statistics well I make this 51 percent of the time
so the odds are pretty good that I'm gonna hit it this time they're not in
the dynamic flow of the universal forces and they don't have access to anything
that anybody else is doing they're just out there on the raw and ragged edge
feeling insecure and performing like an insecure person performs the analogy
that we like to give first it's a silly one is so you're gonna vacuum your
beautiful new living room carpet but you've decided to skip a step and not
bother to plug the vacuum cleaner so you go through all the motions and
you make closet racks on the rug but you don't really get the results that you
might because you didn't plug your vacuum cleaner in that's what we mean
just get tuned in and all insecurity goes away and in any moment if you feel
insecure what does that mean you're not tuned in
if you feel angry what does that mean you're not tuned in if you feel mean or
disrespectful or if you feel criticized if you feel blame full or guilty you can
get really good at knowing whether you're under the influence of source or
otherwise and then yeah so it's that is all I mean I feel like that's all I need
but is there anything that I'm doing that can kind of I mean keep me away
from that sure not being an illusion one thing and we said it to you already
you're too aware of them you're too aware of the others too aware
of what their response to you is what kind of a performer are you were you
describing well I want to be a comedian so you are yes I am consider this at
your best you know what's going on with them and their intervenes all know
what's going on with them and your inner beam knows what's going on with you and
know what's going on with their inner beings so therefore knows what's going
on with them and so you couldn't approach this in a couple of ways you
could find some things that are funny and when you say it most everybody
laughs and that could be your routine and you could do just fine with that you
could do some of that and you could follow the impulse in the moment you
could receive an impulse and say it you could receive an impulse that your inner
beam delivers to you that resonates so completely with everyone and the thing
is yesterday's wondered about this because we have said for years that when
you get tuned in tapped in turned on that the universe will surprise and
delight you and she understood how it could delight her but she didn't
understand how it could surprise her she thought if I'm a deliberate creator and
I'm intending these things which goes to your first question I'm in Tiffany's
things and so why would I be surprised when the very thing that I've planned
for happens and we say because there's so much more depth and richness and
texture that you're planning for you couldn't possibly conceive of all of
the configurations and all of the components and all of the intricacies of
the way they all weave together that's what that tie mean is about when you're
tuned in and your audience or some particular person in the audience is at
some particular place and you receive that impulse and you deliver that in
that way so that it's meaningful because you're aware not only of your timing but
if there's to the very best things in your life are spontaneous they are
spontaneous and you can't really be spontaneous from a place of insecurity
from a place of insecurity you're writing everything down and you're
putting it on the floor and you're trying to remember it but from a place
of spontaneity you know you've got this and you know they're out there and you
know that it's a dynamic it could be really killed it yeah it was like oh my
god that was amazing but because I was so into nanite I just felt great and
then there are moments when I had that bit of insecurity and I felt like I
bombed it and I was like well that was temporary we'd like you knowing the
difference and bombing only puts something else in your vortex stuff in
there
you