hey guys welcome to a new video
okay so i'm looking i'm looking i'm looking a little cracked okay so i want to start vlogging
a little bit more i want to bring back weight loss a little bit i don't really know i just feel kind
of stuck with my channel um i was doing mukbangs for a minute because like i just felt like
it was helping me and they do help me moot bombs aren't just like disappearing but i kind of miss
vlogging and i know you guys do as well my hair though looks
oh my god
like it is it is it's washing day for sure uh that's tomorrow we have some knots i just feel
like i'm letting like a lot of people down and that's not my intention i just don't really know
what to do with my channel at this moment so we're just going to do vlogs because
that is the most requested i prefer filming vlogs out of any other video there's going
to be no structure it's just me we're doing our damn thing um i did just organize our fridge has
me super excited like look how organized we are maybe a little fridge tour so we have diet soda
coconut water caramel premier protein shakes plain water this is just water with water enhancers this
is okay so this is all liquids and then this is snatch drawer so we have some adult lunchables
apples ranch hard-boiled eggs colby jack shrimp cheese pepper jack string cheese pineapple
some chia seed situation type deal pudding strawberries and then this is like meals so
we have uh ground turkey ground chicken chicken lunch meat eggs chicken sausage cheese pesto
uh squash zucchini broccoli carrots corn we got hot sauces condiments alcohol is there alcohol
is there so i made sure to like organize everything just really well uh the freezer
is looking crazy hi baby goose and also bring you guys over to my pantry did a little bit of pantry
cleaning so i mean i personally hate this pantry um i don't like how it's designed this big hump
thing that goes like literally pretty much up to my knee i don't know it's just like really
weird but do you want to eat is that what it is oh i think she wants one too i've been busy in
that regard organizing cleaning so yeah um giving her some treats here you go baby drinking water
let's see if wasabi wants a treat too let's see if wasabi wants a treat
so
i'm actually today starting um to count calories again i know a lot of you hate me
because i go back and forth is what it is long story short i weighed in today uh
500 505.8 i am counting calories on my fitness hall i'm gonna be doing 1600. um i have like
800 calories left for the day i feel good um i'm actually incorporating some exercises
into my life i'm doing these circuits where in each room of my apartment is a new exercise
that i have to do and i do each circuit for a minute um i did it yesterday it was super fun
today i'm gonna do the circuits as well but the exercises are gonna be a little bit different
maybe one day i can actually show you guys those but i don't really know if i wanna be
really uh exercising on camera right now i'm a little i'm a little on the shy
on the shy end no not really i just don't want to so you guys been storming today it's really nice
our power keeps going in and out because i don't know kentucky doesn't want to handle rain like
ma'am so yesterday i actually went to barnes and noble and i did the whole go on a blind date with
a book thing where it's like wrapped as a gift and like you get three random facts on the front of
the wrapping paper so i chose two books um i wish i would have been vlogging yesterday but it wasn't
and the two that i got is plain bad heroines by emily m danfirth or danforth um it doesn't really
sound like something i'm interested in and the other one is unwind by neil shusterman
um oh wait no okay okay it's this one that doesn't sound that good to me but this one actually does
so if any of you have read it let me know and i do love poetry so got me some poetry books i
got soft thorns by bridget devoe i got flower crowns and fearsome things by amanda lovelace
i got the gift of everything by langley like this is stunning i love absolutely love the
cover of this and obviously i love the cover of this one as well as this one but something about
this one just like does something for me and i also like the quality of like the hardcover but
yeah i noticed like poetry books like are stunning when it comes to like the covers like stunning you
say i make you nervous a tragedy i'm a beautiful disaster a reckoning you wonder how i got this way
you think i'm someone to be saved someone to clean up and tame oh some
and battle scars but it always ends the same
some things never change never change