so i wanted to show you guys twinkies cuban link collar baby girl
there we go um her fur decided to uh cover it but yeah if you guys remember when i showed it
in my um unboxing video this is what it looks like this part goes in the front but it's so
cute it's made for a dog don't worry hi baby girl yeah we're just chilling in bed right now
foreign
okay so we're about to clean this random closet that we have in the hallway just a little bit of
stuff but here's the before okay so we finished the closet more organized and more of a system
for us and i just feel like it doesn't overwhelm me so much because like especially
our board games are just like everywhere or christmas wrapping paper literally everywhere
so i just like it looks a lot better hey guys so right now i'm just getting ready for the day this
is bingham love bath and body works lotion um we're actually about to go to goodwill because
i have some stuff i want to donate i've been doing like deep cleaning and sprinkling really
getting rid of stuff is just like therapeutic for me so gucci guilty is my perfume of choice
gucci gang gucci gang gucci gang gucci gang gucci gang gucci gang gucci gang i'm trying to decide
what to do with my hair you guys always think it's dirty because it's up because i look at it nope
but clap if you've ever wanted to kill somebody
so i am getting rid of this pile of stuff here there's just like a grocery cart carrier situation
um a blanket under here there's like earrings makeup brushes i've never used purses some books
and stuff like that and then i'm also getting rid of all of these dvds pokemon cards there are a
few movies where i second guess and i was like oh my god should i keep them like it takes two with
mary kate and ashley rent i love that musical mask shares in that life size with typo banks
um but deep down i just know i don't need these i did keep some but okay so we have
everything in the back of the trunk to go to goodwill we also got twinkie with us
she likes car rides now which makes me happy because they used to give her anxiety but
my girlfriend's a good driver like oh my god i gotta check my life on my
snapchat and i have to go over here and check out all my friends make sure they're all doing okay
and then i'm gonna get a medicare and i pack her and i have to see my boyfriend later and
then i have to go get some stars like yeah i love it yeah what about it i also have
massive car anxiety but when my girlfriend's driving i will admit that like it lessens a lot
so we have made it to goodwill but it's closed so we're just gonna leave it out here
we also have some pretty litter that we don't use anymore so get rid of that
and i don't use this ring light anymore so
it's been nice
i don't know about this one okay guys so i have a little bit of an idea to throw in my vlogs
randomly because mainly because people have been requesting me to react to my videos that i will
react to small clips randomly in my vlogs so i want to start off with the series i did it is
a three-part series struggles being me i figured randomly i will react to some of the struggles i
will talk about if i still have them elaborate uh just react to them we'll see how it goes if
you guys don't like it if i don't like it we can stop it but i just figured it would be kind of fun
so let's start there's already 30 struggles that i experience as being a morbid obese
person i will say it when i filmed these struggles these series here um i filmed all three videos
in the same day um i'm sure you guys could tell based on like makeup and hair i just like changed
my clothing um so that's the random little so these might not happen to other people that's
why i'm calling the struggles being me everyone is different and everyone struggles differently
and i thoroughly still believe this 100 um a lot of people question if my stamina has gotten better
based on the fact that i have been this weight for a few years now couple years whatever bad at time
lines and like my family used to be so bad but i have purposely tried to improve my stamina i have
went out of my way to just move more and like there is people on youtube that we are similar
sizes but our stamina and our capabilities and our struggles are completely different even if we are
the same size um so i think that's like the point that i was trying to get across and i absolutely
still feel the same way because i saved someone like the worst ones for alaska
that that was mainly like yeah i was embarrassed but i wanted it to be like cute little cliffhanger
moments because like i'm cliffhanger lynn so i'm also curious as i'm watching myself like my face
does look a bit more swollen and like puffy here so i wonder what weight i was i don't really know
if i like mention it or not but i'm definitely curious so number two oh my god that makes me
i don't know i am so happy to be watching this because i have not watched these literally since
i filmed them and edited them but this clip is so long i don't want to like overwhelm you guys with
a super long video because i already have content in this video but anyways i'm actually about to
go on a walk um so i'm gonna do that and then i'm probably just gonna like end the vlog after
that but let me know if you guys think this is a good idea and if i should continue doing this
set me free