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i'm going to be answering the question of am i trying to be on my 600 pound life if 60 pound
life offered you a spot on their show would you accept yes i'm trying to gain weight so i can
apply to be on my 600 pound life even if i'm not trying to make it to 600 pounds i will
make it to 600 pounds they've contacted me before though and like i'm not train wreck
enough like i don't have enough problem i was born on drugs so we know my mom
did drugs even before i was born i'm not knocking the show it's an amazing show but
the people on that show can't do things for themselves even just them showering is super
super hard no i shower just like everyone else i do it all by myself so when i clean myself
take off my clothes take off my bra take off my panties that i use a stick to clean myself
except for the vagine and the booty if you know what i'm saying reach my arm in and bend down and
grab my because my stomach is in the way becky is my caregiver but i won't do the shower scene
so i'm just saying no shower scene
i'm good as of right now like people actually thinking i could be on that show like kind of like
what do you not watch the show and the things that people go through like i'm nowhere near that and
but they have contacted me before first i said no second time i said yes but i wasn't train
wreck enough i come from a crazy family that's the truth i come from drug addicts
bipolar people um mentally ill people just i do that is the family i come from
did you honestly think that i was going to be the only normal one did you um and then if they
i would say yes again like literally i would just doctor now's mean though but i'd be down i'd be
down to talk to him and i love the show honestly like i cry every single episode these people are
super inspiring but it's like you're on a like tv show where you're literally getting handed
a surgery by a famous surgeon and you have all these doctors there for you like
just ready to help you and you're gonna fail i can't imagine these people are super inspiring
i'm not trying to gain weight and like become super unhealthy to be on a tv show like yeah
that would it would honestly be an experience and i always watch these episodes of people failing
and it's like okay i get it like you fail it's easy to do because i do it all the time gotta
be honest if i was 600 pounds i would not apply to be on that show i wouldn't apply to be on any
tv show because like no no thank you like yes contact tlc all of you everyone watching this
say amberlynn reed would love to be on your show she would get you good views hopefully
it's just not my thing i don't think i would last in a tv show i don't think i'd be good for it
no like truly i would be a success story i feel it in my like soul because there's no way there's
no way that you put me on tv and see me fail there's no way that's so embarrassing like i
know i'm up here on youtube failing but that's different this is youtube put me on a tv show
i'm about to lose me some weight you know so it did go it did go through my mind at one
point to apply for the biggest loser but then i was like i don't want to embarrass myself on
tv just for money like that's not who i am at all that's just not who i am as a person and
anyways the fact that people think i'm that type of person is like whoa if you think i'm such like
a bad person because i feel like that's a bad thing to do gain a ton of weight just
to be on tv that makes you a bad person it makes you want to be like tv famous and like
like you want a ton of attention even if it's like putting you at risk of dying
emotionally through your flaws cause i know that you got so much more to give
you made a real mess but i miss you though cause i can go to sleep when i'm alone again
how long should i be waiting feels like i've had too much of trauma but i'm not ready