you
your contradictions your lies and your insistent that we are not to believe you
have made my mind in operable all it can say with certainty is I don't know I
used to be quite proud of my mind but now it simply feels stupid my
contradictions are meant to do exactly what is happening to you I don't want
your mind to be convinced by me I want to relate with your heart because that
is the only true communion mind to mind it is always superficial
I can be consistent but then I will be convincing your mind and that is the
last thing I want to do I am NOT a mystery and I have no message for you
I have only experienced and the way to convey the experience to you is not
through words theories philosophies the argument is not the answer so first I
have to dismantle your mind and the best way to dismantle your mind is to
contradict myself as much as I can either you will escape feeling afraid
that you may go crazy or if you have guts human remains-- here and really go
crazy
when the mind becomes inoperable that is the moment when heart starts functioning
you are in a good space if the mind is saying I don't know the mind is closing
the shop
and here the mine closes the shop immediately and doors of your heart
start opening there are two sides of the same coin
that's why when you hear me contradicting myself you have a good
laugh that is the right response to my contradictions yes it is still not a
state of no-mind it is still mind who is saying I do not know when the mind is
completely gone in a state of no-mind there is nobody to say I do not know
that is the last knowledge it is knowledge I do not know at least this
much you know this is the last barrier
it also drops then there is no question of knowing or not knowing for the first
time you feel
and feeling is the way of experiencing
when you are in your head you are millions of mile away from me when you
are in your heart you are in my heart too because harps don't know separation
the heart is one it beats many people
and my whole work is that it beats in the same rhythm in all of you then you
become an orchestra there is still much more than the heart in you but without
heart you cannot reach to your innermost treasure the being these are the three
words thinking feeling being from thinking nobody has ever been able to
reach being nobody can bypass feeling feeling is the bridge first step is from
thinking to feeling and the second step is from feeling to be
in two steps the whole journeys complete
so remember feeling will be tremendously beautiful but don't stop there that is
only a stop over you can rest there a little bit enjoy the world of the heart
but remember there is one step more
throw contradictions are destroy you're clinging with the mind and thinking
through silence I destroy the world of your feeling and then these both layers
are gone you are as existence wanted you to be in your purity in your
individuality you have come home so don't be worried the journey has begun
don't stop until you come back home where there is no thinking no feeling
but only a sense of existence
in that experience I will be able to convey to you that which is
unconverted and you are not the disciple in the mind I am the teacher you are the
student in the feeling and the master you are the disciple in being I am NOT
you are not existence is