I made the beat.
I was like oh, this is really nice.
And then I did my verse almost immediately You showed me the verse and I said get out
of the studio I’m gonna do my verse.
I’m gonna have to snap on this cause you snapped.
We got the gold teeth after the $outhside $uicide tour after we actually got some real
money.
I wanted to come in with a little flex you know.
Talking about the gold teeth, talkin about the swagger.
I always got a lot of dark shit on my mind, you know?
A lot of problems.
Anxiety.
Panic disorders.
Addiction.
You name it.
So it's like, it draws me to this dark place.
It's more of a description of that side of me, Just, also an ode to kind of being a product
of my environment where I grew up.
Seeing people with guns and shanking people.
I got shanked myself, when I was 12.
It was a regular thing.
That's like an ode to my drug dealing days.
User, abuser, seller.
Grey 5-9, it was started like 10 years ago.
We have a highway in my city called Highway 59.
And everybody on the east and south side of Highway 59 was always cliqued up.
Always had problems with the people from the west and north side of Highway 59.
But it wasn't no gang shit.
It was more like a brotherhood type thing.
That's why we wanted grey to be the color.
It's neutral.
And then 5-9, that's police code for criminal mischief and stuff like that.
That’s me being a sick fuck.
I’m just a sick fuck.
My whole life...
Being rejected by girls.
Being rejected by cooler kids than me.
Being rejected by...
Everybody that I came in contact with, in my life, I was rejected by at some point in
time.
To this day, I don't have friends in New Orleans, really.
when I became a $uicide Boy and made a pact with Scrim is when stuff started really working
out for me, musically.
That's why I say, 'After I cut my wrist I started bleeding checks', because after I
became a $uicide Boy, with the imagery of suicide, that's when I started making some
money and actually achieving things.
I'm a pothead.
Me, by far but yeah, I'm basically telling his girl...
I'm smoking with this girl in the living room and then she's asking me if I see a ghost.
And I'm like, No.
It's just the amount of fucking weed I smoked.'
$uicideboy$, we use a lot of imagery referring to your normal people that conform to every
day, modern society, as the sheep.
But we also use a lot of double imagery and call our fans the sheep, because they're a
part of a flock, and we're their shepherd.
In this case, when I say I'm slaying the sheep, I'm talking about killing all the conformity
in the world, but I'm also saying, like, sacrificing all of our fans, so they can be dead like
us, I guess.
I don't know.
It’s cause I’m a demon, home is hell.
it's basically taking the idea of being a
cool cat.
I'm a snow leopard.
You cannot fucking top a snow leopard.
I literally live in the snow, jumping from ice cube to fucking ice cube.
'Hoes tryna bolt down" No girl ever wanted to fuck with me beforeI was a rapper.
Now they all want to fuck with me.
I hear you, Mike Jones.
I know what you're talking about.
Back then they didn't want me, now I'm hot, they all on me.
Basically just saying fuck the world.
You ever watch or you hear the news, the things that happen, and you're just like, 'Man I
really hate the situation that we live in.'
Sometimes I just want to say fuck the world and let's paint the globe black.
As in one day I'll be fucking done with it and
as soon as i am, I'm... there might be problems.
I don't know.
Somebody who goes postal type of thing, you know?
And I'll never look back.