thinking about fantasy suites like I've
heard people proclaim their faith but
yet they've said things like yeah I'm
excited for fantasy suites I want to
explore this relationship on a sexually
intimate level and I'm looking forward
to and to me that's like well what
excuse me there's something I'm missing
here but I don't believe that's
something that you should be doing and I
just wanna make sure you're not going to
be you know sexually intimate with you
know the other relationships here okay
like I totally have all the trust in the
world for you but at the same time I
just want to make sure we're on the same
page if I so I mean if I if you told me
you're having sex or you had sex with
one or multiple of these guys I'd be
wanting to go home I might kind of mad
because like the way that you just said
that it's like why do you have the right
to do that because you're not my husband
and you're not going to the office no
it's just that you're that you're
questioning me that you're judging me
and feel like you have the right to when
you don't at this point and I get when
you like care for somebody that you
don't want to think about somebody being
intimate with another person but guess
what sex might be a sin out of marriage
pride as this is a sin to I feel like
this is like a pride thing let's say
you've had sex with all these other
relationships all I'm willing to do or
work through anything you're right I
don't have the right to ask you that but
to me I just want to know what's going
on it's because you did you did you did
ask in the words that you just used were
will you're willing to work through this
I'm a grown woman and can make my own
decisions and I don't I'm not strapped
to a man right now just being real I
can't be real
I can understand a slip-up but like with
all of them I mean that's kind of where
I was going to that it's like you were
just like you know what I want
sex with everyone and see what it's like
yeah I would be like okay I'm gonna talk
to you but you know what like honestly
like what you're saying that the words
that you're saying are just like really
not okay
there's not okay and the closest thing
that I've ever felt to will love at
first sight was probably with you and
our relationship from the beginning gave
me so much hope and then it was like all
this kept happening and honestly like
you have already broken my heart through
this like truly and I've broken my own
heart he's I've allowed everything and
to ignore all the red flags for how I
feel to have this and to have you say
this about me and make me feel like I
could you would look at me any
differently and judge me or make me feel
like you would not think of me as a
woman of faith like I am and that we
weren't on the same page and it's like
you're holding your son in a minute
you're holding other people to a
standard that you don't even live by
maybe because you abstain from sex that
there's a lot of things that you
struggle with and it's like because I
might might want to or have had sex so
that's like your ex off or like I could
have asked you off so many times
my husband some things that I want out
of a relationship and that it's just sex
for you and that you're like if you've
had sex and I'm going home it's like
well I want somebody you can get along
with people who doesn't have prodigies
like there's so many things that I don't
want out of a husband that you've shown
and so it's like oh my gosh like
that's a babe like you that's what that
is I feel like I finally got there
and I do not want you to be my husband
give me a chance to speak and I I don't
I don't think there's like I'm um
I know like I have the clarity
can I walk you out
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please please come on
feel like you owe me at least that don't
owe you anything minute sure yeah don't
oh you think I have given you so many so
many oh my god I cannot believe you just
said that I'm so mad I'm so mad I don't
owe you anything at this point
do you not understand that I have like
bent over backwards for this
relationship so I don't owe you anything
please get up
I mean please just give me one minute
here know what I cannot believe you just
said that to me
Oh whooping me that Luke won't for
people that only want the same thing
that he was it only sees things the way
that he sees love I don't even care what
you just said to me about you feel like
that you have clarity on this I still
feel like you don't there's something in
me that is refusing me to get into that
vehicle right now because my if you
really I could probably get you to go in
that limo it's from what you Syst
I'm like ooh so mad so like I have had
sex
Sehwa yeah and that's Jesus still loves
me
from obviously how you feel me you know
windmill probably probably literally
I didn't just go to the fantasy suite I
know I'm ill and yes what we did it a
second time
and my husband would never say what you
said to you
not very freely