We've been doing already so many show this couple of months and
yeah, it's it's a tough one because you need to practice, you know, both you have your show routine and your competition routine and
Yeah, that keeps your mind quite sharp with remembering that routine and that routine but I love to do shows
So I'm really excited to do this the last show of the year. I don't know in my mind
I have this emoji with the brain going
Because you kind of like zooming, okay now we're doing the show this is what exactly what are we practicing?
And this is the intention and this is the music and the question with it and then switch right back in
Okay. So now then we prepare it for you
can this is the job and this is the intention and then you stuff it all in and then you come back home any like
Yes
See that's why we live in such a peaceful place because when you come back from practice
From school I play you the left
Beep with a brand-new
Oh
Magic Oh
Somehow as a dancer here including
Okay, yeah
Maybe or maybe not but then at some point you go. Okay, that's the right time. I feel ready
I feel like achieved whatever. I wanted to achieve as an amateur now it's time for new challenges
So so yeah, as a dancer you kind of feel the right time. Yeah, I think we trusted our instinct because
In the past while we were competing
We have been suggested but many people or maybe it's time now
Or maybe it's time right now and we kind of just felt that we wanted to
To do what we wanted to do first before we actually move on and it was a common decision
We felt it at the right time
Yes, and I think it's the decision that has to come from your team your couple, you know
It shouldn't be done by anybody else, but you because that's one of the most important decision for your career
I
Have a mix of things so I
Yeah, so it's really exciting from one side really scary from another side
But what I want and what if I imagine a perfect scenario what I want is to have a great experience
actually to to have an experience that I would remember for the rest of my life man because you got to do this only once
So, you know what I'm saying? So it's like I
Really want to make it special for myself so that I can remember in in the years to come
Yeah, I have seen your healing. Of course it changes from day to day from hour to hour
From exciting to scare, too
Nervous too insecure to again excited to super confident and back again. So
Never really stops on one thing my service never settles
but I feel my personal expectations is to
Towards my personal
Dancing really what new can I bring into?
Out of myself, really and how much more can I develop from?
from that amateur career to
Professional career and then whatever it brings in a sense of result will be the result
yeah, and also like I was thinking the other day like I
It's a nice
Time because you are forced to dig into sides of yourself
that you didn't go there before because you see yourself in a new field and
You want to try to bring something, you know about yourself you
Unique that it has to be clear that it has to be
From within from what you want to really express on on that day and when you want to bring to the new field pressure
The
Oh
It's special moment in time because of course the long-lasting champion Ricardo and Yulia
They retired the same day that we switch to
From amateur to professional in the same, right? Yeah
yeah talking about causality and
Yeah, so it's a moment of changing for sure and also in the professional field
But yeah in terms of result I feel I
Can control much I actually I just can only control what I do
I can control how I dance and that's what I I'll be focusing on because you can control
results really so and also it's a it's a bad way to
Set your mind to if you too much result orientated when you're doing art then you're in trouble
You know, you have to be competitive and you have to hope for good result, but this is not only a sport, you know
so when you do art
You have to be a little bit careful with that because some of your the artistry could get lost in the process
Yes, I agree as well. I feel that many times
People from the outside they start to make an assumption
Oh, you know Ricardo new layer left
So there's one sport so it could be you or it could be that one or the other one
and I personally try not to go there because
it's a little bit like when people watching football and they scream and they're at the
Screen and they go girl. Come on
You should have kicked and they at the end of the day
They don't have anything to do with it and the football players they focus on their goal. And I feel this is what I
Should do and I'm trying my best to keep focusing on what?
I want to do with my dancing and what how I want to look how I want to what about what I want to say
with my dancing
Let me fly away
You are spring to me all
Your life
Oh my
Your string to be
All things to me
Darling your life you're lying
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