alright friends I'm about to open up in this video and talk about my relapse
that just happened last week alright so last week I got into a relapse or I
relapsed I thought and the thing that's worse about it is that it actually binge
so I feel like I need to talk about this because I do make videos about no FAP I
do make videos that helps you guys to heal to better yourselves to become
stronger from the whole process of no FAP the whole rewiring of your brain
during an old fab and the fact that I make these videos and the fact that I
personally relapse I am ashamed to be honest I feel like I'm almost a phony I
feel like I don't have the the right to share these videos then I started to
realize too that when I am harder myself like that I am just going backwards from
the growth that I've experienced personally from nofa so one of the
things that we need to realize is that no FAP is not just no FAP alright no FAP
is more than just restraining from pornography and and trying to gain
superpowers like attraction and being more sexually driven and being more
again more attractive to women it's more than that alright the whole nofap
process the whole journey of no FAP is to better yourself alright and in the
realm of bettering yourself it's more than again it's more than just being
cured from addiction to porn it's also just loving yourself being self aware of
your body your mind and and also like just being aware of why you do things
and how to become stronger from different circumstances that you may
regret but how to become stronger from it rather than sulk all right so so one
of the things that I noticed when I look in the forum's saw I'm a part of the I'm
a part of a lot of Facebook groups in regards to nofap and
a lot of these guys they talk about how they relapse they mentioned that I've
just broke my 100-day streak I want to kill myself or I just broke 130 days
streak I feel worthless what should I do and the only thing that you can do is
keep on going alright regretting the action is not
gonna do anything it puts you in a mental state of mind where it's
unproductive to the growth that you've already experienced instead you need to
just literally truck on alright you need to just keep on moving forward and grow
from the events so with me personally the reason I relapse is to be honest I
think it's because of the stress load is on my life right now I am working on a
business online and if you guys know me I was doing jerky at one point but the
whole jerky thing it was great it was a great experience and it was a fun
business experience and learned a lot I also learned about the value of time
and so so I am in this weird stage in my life right now where I am just learning
learning how to monetize my time monetize my passions and just be more
efficient and creating a stream of income so this requires me to go on the
computer a lot alright I'm at home I am researching on the computer I mean I'm
really taking notes on this business that I'm forming alright I even wrote a
book guys I wrote a book and I'll share with you guys that in a few weeks just
the learning curve in general is so stressful that it almost makes you want
to escape alright so I escaped my reality by being curious about just what
was on the old porn sites that I used to visit so keep in mind that's one of the
main things that porn does for us it's just an escape from reality and the fact
that I was going through so much stress at this point my life the fact that I
was kind of afraid to dive into the uncomfortable by learning this learning
curve in this business I fell into old patterns and I wanted a mental escape I
wanted to relax a little bit so I fell back into the old habit I fell back into
my old self and what sucks about the fact that I relapse is that I went into
a binge okay I'm not gonna get into detail but it was a binge where I went
basically like a week of relapse and it was hard it was hard
because I justified it I justified the relapse okay I justified it I told
myself that hey it's cool because I'm making my my body get rid of the old and
create new and I was like oh yeah it's fine because it shows that I'm human and
everybody does it and a relapse is normal it's all true but but the main
thing to realize is that that is stuff that addicts say all right and
justifying something wrong is I don't wanna it's it's just it's a gray area
because you don't want to soak again you don't want to look at the thing that you
did and beat yourself down because that is just moving backwards alright so when
you're moving forward it's like you have to somewhat justify it but still admit
that you're wrong and that's what I want to share this with you guys is that I
relapsed all right everyone relapse there's
guides there's gurus nofap gurus or semen retention grooves they relapse
they probably just don't want to admit it
all right everyone relapse is okay there's not gonna be a guy that goes on
for the rest of his life not relapsing it's possible so to take what I say with
a grain of salt think it's possible but it's super rare all right
majority of the guys majority of the nofap success guys had relapses but they
don't sulk they don't beat themselves down all right they grew from the
relapse and that's what you have to do that's what I'm doing
I am being aware I'm being aware of what caused my relapse
why I relapse the wrong things that I've been like planting in my mind after
relapse you know after my relapse that kind of sparked my bitch i justified it
i justified my relapses hey it's cool I didn't get fat for a long-ass time and
it's fine you don't even put in reality it's not I just wanted to share with you
guys that I relapse it's a normal thing don't beat yourself up don't sulk don't
blame and then don't pinch all right just get
into a mental state to get into a mental awareness of what caused you to fap in
the first place for my situation it was just that added stress in my life just
the learning curve that I'm learning and I guess falling back into that old
pattern was a way of procrastinating what I know I needed to do so all in all
no fat is is more than just not fapping guys it's a mental growth it is a
spiritual mental and physical growth and is also a self loving journey so love
yourself love yourself enough to forgive yourself and love yourself to know that
you can continue doing this nofap thing with no no harshness no guilt on top of
it no hate towards yourself right keep on moving forward keep on loving
yourself and just learn from the experience again if it is so if it is
your first time looking at me or if this is your first time on this channel I am
Jeff kidding and I make a lot of videos in regards to no fab I also do some
fitness videos and some entrepreneur videos and some finance videos alright
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remember whatever you are going through in life strive to be better if the
average and be yourself thank you so much for watching as always
god bless you