[laughing and party chatter]
♪ You'll rescue me, right? In the exact same way they never did ♪
♪ I'll be happy, right? When your healing powers kick in ♪
♪ You'll complete me, right? Then my life can finally begin ♪
♪ I'll be worthy, right? Only when you realize the gem I am? ♪
♪ But this won't work now, the way it once did ♪
♪ And I won't keep it up even though I would love to ♪
♪ Once I know who I'm not, then I'll know who I am ♪
♪ But I know I won't keep on playing the victim ♪
♪ These precious illusions in my head ♪
♪ Did not let me down when I was defenseless ♪
♪ And parting with them is like parting with invisible best friends ♪
♪ This ring will help me yet, as will you, knight in shining armor ♪
♪ This pill will help me yet, as will these boys gone through like water ♪
♪ But this won't work as well as the way it once did ♪
♪ 'Cause I want to decide between survival and bliss ♪
♪ And though I know who I'm not, I still don't know who I am ♪
♪ But I know I won't keep on playing the victim ♪
♪ These precious illusions in my head ♪
♪ Did not let me down when I was a kid ♪
♪ And parting with them is like parting with a childhood best friend ♪
♪♪
♪ I've spent so long firmly looking outside me ♪
♪ I've spent so much time living in survival mode ♪
♪ But this won't work now, the way it once did ♪
♪ 'Cause I want to decide between survival and bliss ♪
♪ And though I know who I'm not, I still don't know who I am ♪
♪ But I know I won't keep on playing the victim ♪
♪ These precious illusions in my head ♪
♪ Did not let me down when I was defenseless ♪
♪ And parting with them is like parting with invisible best friends ♪
♪ These precious illusions in my head ♪
♪ Did not let me down when I was a kid ♪
♪ And parting with them is like parting with a childhood best friend ♪
♪♪
[Party chatter]