Hey guys, hey, come on over meet me over the palapa
Something's about to go I know I know I literally just feel sick to my stomach like gently. Oh my god
Hey guys
How you doing today? I
Told you last night before the rose ceremony
in paradise, you should always expect things to
change
Just like that things can be turned on their head here in paradise
Someone's about to walk down these stairs that's going to change your perspective about this forever
But right now
fellas
This person is not here to talk to you
so if you would
Excuse us and just leave the ladies here gentlemen head on down to the beach
Ladies I think we all were just completely wondering what is going on
And who is this person like who is about to walk in? What do you think it is?
I think you think it's Ashley. Maybe it's Kristina teach us how not to get played
Hi ladies
Now that it's just us here comes our guest
Maybe it's a Carly in heaven. Maybe it's the Munoz. I have no clue
Talk about unexpected Becca kind of paradise and oh my god
Her face it's just absolutely glowing
She just looks so
Happy she's so in love and seeing it really as possible gives me just so much. Hope I am heavily engaged Oh
King Candy's in the house. So dies with all the speculations in Becca me being nosy you
Know I go kind of creeped over there to see what's going on. I'm so happy to be here
Some of you guys came to help me lend advice and I want to do the same for you
But I also want to hear about all over the drama what's going on?
Okay to my voice
Yeah
Takes me a little bit peeking through and it's Becca and ultimately initially like I just start filling for Colton
It wasn't that long ago that he told back and he loved it
And you know, that's that that's that takes a lot and then you know, I got to go break the bad news
Yeah, his worst fears coming true
Mr. Bartok hit us with it
It's Becca Oh
How's the heart man?
Feelings are real
That was somebody who like I just introduced to my family and like I know
I'm here to put myself out there
But like I'm here to do that like I don't need to be reminded of what I just went through
Honestly, I'm already I'm already confused enough I'm like where my emotions are at right now and what I want to do with things that
Having to see that again and like go through that
Would be tough. I'm not I'm I know I
I mean the tough part is is I haven't I haven't had closure from Becca
There we go. I haven't liked our conversation when we broke up. We didn't say anything
We sat there first in silence. Mentally. I can't handle that. Yeah, that's it. I just do it
I won't be able to form a sentence. Do you wanna go talk a little bit? Yeah. There we go
gonna have words
I didn't expect the I didn't expect you feel like this right now
If you wish to go to thee all the points
So we see Becca and Tia walk out to the beach and Colton's face turned white as if he saw a ghost
he would shit turned pale and looks sick to his stomach and my first initial reaction is
What is going on? Honestly, this is just like the tipping point and I'm really I don't even know why I'm here enough
This has been like the weirdest like
Roller coaster I can imagine I'm like I'm telling you you cannot make this bet
I know like it's awesome and it's hot as hell but it is breathtakingly beautiful
Just everything set up is just so cute
I feel for the guardroom
He moved on he has you know, nobody has moved on though that's been easy. It seems like he's still
Still kind of they're bringing their like friends. He still might actually be in love with it. Woo
Thank you, right. I think he stole that does I think that shit good love is still there
I want to throw up. I don't forget
Dizzy's still seem wishy-washy here ever. What does it seem like because I'm living on in forever Becca. I questioned him
I said then what the hell are you doing in paradise if you really don't feel ready to even decide
What you want?
I'm just trying I'm trying hard
Keep still back out there I can
Now with this I can't do it in this
When I sent him home that night
He thought it was cause of you and that that's not the case at all and I didn't want him to question
Is it only because of what Tia told me I wanted him to know like yes. I'm aware of that
But I also I'm doing this because it feels right. Never me
Like I didn't know if I was ready for this, but I took the chance and took a risk, that's 9
I came here to find my person. I came here to take a chance at the risk
I
Didn't know if I was ready, and I honestly I'm not
I'm just now realizing
I can't I can't watch this
What's going on
And what's gonna be expect you to feel like this
All I wanted was a chance I just wanted a
Depending I can uphill battle since they want and she's been fighting something
I spent a month training it myself ready for this
And I come here in 1:1 like I just sucked literally just saw or like what?
That took me back all the way like God
When I sent him home that night it was because I had the three other guys there that I just felt
Stronger feelings for and then I felt like I could actually see a future with and that's not great
Colton wasn't a great guy because he was he didn't want me for me and I think I
Think he's still trying to figure out what he really wants and very much so did I get her in see her friends?
I get like they need to talk. Whatever
The other guys don't get it the other guys were there till week five
They didn't introduce her to their family. He didn't get didn't get to spend the extra month that I did. Yeah, I
Fell in love. I don't know
Brutal hey guys, you're just trying to get past it all if we talked about it, you're getting past it all and
Opens up fresh foods. Yeah their breakup psyched
It wasn't true to who I was when it happened I mean everybody
I spy was. Okay. I said yeah, of course you good
I'm not gonna let people not think I'm good. It's not who I am
I'm supposed to be perfect. Like this is supposed to be easy
I'm supposed to have the perfect
Everything at least that's what I want to portray. I can't okay great now it's just um falling apart
What do you think would get you to a better place
Is it like closure they need from her?
I mean, is there even anything to see I don't know if I could stay composed in a conversation?
And I did nothing but hide my feelings when we broke up
You want the hottest truth
To say like they psyched
and now this I can't hear this is
The tipping point I'm not I can't be here. I
Thought I was strong enough to come and move on. Not only I am
I don't think I am I don't think I can do this. I really I
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