harren can I talk to you for a sec yeah
just a second I finish up some really
important business trying to come up
with the perfect tweet to get everyone
excited about winter hibernation
tomorrow but I can't fit in under 140
characters what do they do this anyway
what's up what are you still doing here
I just wanted to first tell you in
private that after the show I'm probably
gonna leave the team is it to join
another team because you're like the
best one here so I'll seriously cut
everyone and bring a whole new group of
people just to keep you home I could
care less about them no is it because I
smell looks genetic okay I'm trying a
million different deodorants and I wear
10 coats every practice I just can't
stop sweating hair no it's not because
you smell
that bad I just I just have some
personal things I need to take care of
and being on the team isn't really
helping with it Oh
in that case I understand
you had me worried I thought it was
because you're upset at Matan you were
trying to avoid him what are you talking
about well your crush on Matt that
stupid stunt he pulled on you by
switching out with Anna I mean it was
messed up of him but you're a strong
girl so I know you're not quitting just
for that you should never give anyone
that much power especially someone who
doesn't appreciate you right yeah no way
but don't you think some people in our
lives deserve it I mean when is it worth
going through all of this for someone
when it counts garlic Matt probably not
well we'll miss you so make sure you
don't screw up tomorrow
oh here this is for you
oh he's so cute where's Julian uh just
here period
dude I can do this
hey you're really good you think so no
well you're really where's this math I
want to give him extinct I don't know
he's probably off let her sing with Anna
there's no point D he literally haven't
even noticed me nothing and definitely
not gonna notice that stink okay well
when it's his turn
I won't clap but I'll cheer extra loud
for you when it's your turn okay all
right sounds good all right I'll let you
get ready all right good luck e thank
you Julian
just give me a chance
so obviously I think what I did
yeah every scene Anna yeah we're on the
corner next to the dressing room
girls are evil so this is gonna be a
great show you didn't believe what I
just saw Tommy I just caught Anna
kissing a guy from another team yeah I
believe that he was wearing purple what
team is that again there are tassels she
was playing with them stupid testers
want me to put some tassels on you this
way I've been saying all along man
nice guys finish last she's led me on
this whole time and in the end guess who
wins the bad boy when I bet her friend
for so long you done no no I'm not done
what's your problem you really want to
believe you're this perfect guy this
victim don't you but you're not and
every time you go off on that self-pity
rat no one feels sorry for you you just
come off as clueless and ungrateful
where's this coming from you're like I
thought you have my back I do you're one
of my best friends which makes this
whole situation even worse because I
know exactly what you're going through
cuz I go I like it's also going for some
jerk that's what I'm saying man you and
me man is all along is you you're the
jerk I'm losing to Oh what are you talk
how Tammy
I like Tammy okay and I don't know how
you haven't seen it even the whole team
knows but she's wanted to be with you
for like ever despite you completely
ignoring her you've been so fixed on
Anna this whole time you haven't even
noticed anything that Tammy's done for
you and now how much you've heard her
and guess who's the nice friend that's
had to be there for her this whole time
second leftover choices
hey what's up give me half I tried to
show her what she meant to me but she
really likes you
it was like throwing a cupcake into a
wind tunnel look every practice every
time we met up I always hope she'd snap
out of it and after you tossed her aside
to dance with Ana I thought that was for
sure the last row and it just might have
been I had no idea sorry
I made my own mistakes to put myself
here you don't need to apologize to me
she'd probably appreciate it a lot more
where have you been
you're about to go up what we hear whoa
I kind of talked to my friend hey where
you been I was so excited you ready
and now
what are you doing what I should have
done are we got everything
just don't worry just come on that's
fine are you crazy I'm really really
sorry for anything I've done and you bow
ties are dragging me on the stage I
thought you wanted this piece I even
know my Reverend um I believe in you
I think that the stars would have way
four bears hanging onto the night button
down below in here together waiting for
them so when I opened my eyes I saw it
too let's just falling down
hey guys sorry I know I haven't blogged
in time I guess I just got caught up
after the show a lot has happened since
that night there were a lot of long
talks honest talks it was nice though
finally getting to say and hear certain
things I got a lot of good advice from
you guys and I decided to stay on the
team and Matt and I were good now I
learned a lot from everything we went
through and trust me I don't like drama
but sometimes you have to experience the
lows because it helps give you new
perspectives on life and sometimes ready
to go oh you're doing that video thing
yeah
stop being so awkward can say hi to
everyone no thanks I don't be all over
the Internet I'll wait for you
downstairs
and sometimes the right perspective
makes all the difference