it was two nights particularly in the hospital when I honestly didn't know whether I would make
it or not I was under incredible pressure that drips up and all that I needed to do
but I remember those nights particularly really crying out to the Lord and asked him to help me
and asked him to supernaturally just do something that would encourage me and bring me through and
remember the next day I had a night from hell and you got to understand this in the isolation
ward what no one else can get in when no one else who pastor the friends and family members when no
one else was allowed in God sent a cleaner and all of a sudden that cleaner had come in and he
was like a ray of sunshine and he began to chat them and he asked me how wars they began to talk
to me and say to me about hanging in there and then we got Chardin and we got talking
and he and he turn around and and he said to me that he was a missionary in Nigeria for
14 years they began to tell me hi God had saved me many many souls through his ministry in just
this last couple of years he had find himself back home in Northern Ireland he's encouraged
at my heart please tell me about souls and I put the law of Jesus and the love of God and I'm just
sitting calling Wow when God needs to reach you he knows exactly who is the right person
and in that moment of time it was a cleaner no one else could get in God sent a cleaner
he left ID and he says this as he stood at the door he says son can I pray for you I
says absolutely unless he began to pray at the door he couldn't touch my as he
began to Fred that were he began they asked God the Holy Ghost to visibly he began the
I God to hate my body and touch my arms he stood at that doorway honey completed with
God all - for my life and they continue to use me and then he laughed and what was incredible
was that after he left he periodically would walk past my window one give me a
thumbs up not Nate I remember started to turn around could it have been a prior for cleaner
night I began but there's a higher a packet of prawn cocktail crisps kiddo hiya Hoss the Lord
because no one could get to my I says Lord it's a possible that you could get me packet of prawn
cocktail crisps and Atena coke because I said that NATO began to turn the next morning cleaner Kevin
he brought in a bike and I'm that bike three oranges Kenna coke and a packet of crisps
who tell me that God doesn't know God knows our every need he knows every desire and he
just passed the bag through the door he couldn't come in he just says it's a gift from the Lord I
said up I had them crisps god is a god folks his personal he knows the thickness desires
of our hearts he knows what we have need I want to encourage you out there today God knows what
you need off those your hearts is a high he is an incredible Savior never under estimate
God can do with you like you that cleaner you know who you are if you ever see this
thank you for hearing the voice of God and reaching someone like me for you that are
see if keep your eyes upon them bring your eyes upon Jesus and for you that doesn't know Jesus
Christ I would encourage you lift up your eyes and look to have with a cry from your
heart take all be merciful the media center and go home justified just as if you have never seen
may God bless you million over the love of Jesus in the PAR the Holy Ghost or a savior