So, um, so I just really wanted to write a song about like
I'm gonna replace every negative thing
I feel with something positive
And even if it's just for that moment just to numb the pain
I'm gonna try and get over you know, me being lost
Yeah
And that's how you and Mike started making out
Okay
And scarring me and Ailee
Okay, the thing is, is that
the original script before I gave it to my mentor was way worse
What were you thinking? It was going to be with
Multiple guys, with a way steamier scenes
You were just gonna be mad mad hookup Amber
Yeah
I was gonna say something else but PG
Like the
The original script was actually very very um
It's very hypocritical.
It's because it's not that it's what I am doing. It's what I wanted to do
Ohhh. You know, so it's like all imagination
Yeah
and like the, the video now is, it does have that cuz I don't
Ok, spoiler alert, if you guys have not watched other people music video
She sucks face like pause the video right now and go watch it and then come back
It was shocking
Literally, okay. Let me set the tone for you guys people have seen this reaction
And I didn't really realize that you were filming us doing it. And then I saw and I laughed out loud, but we
Amber, Ailee and I we, just happened to be in LA at the same time like
None of us planned it. Yeah, but Amber and Ailee we're gonna have lunch and I was like
I'll drop by for like I think like 30 minutes. I gotta go and Amber goes
hey, did you want to see my new music video and we're watching it and
I Screamed
I think I scream like a little schoolgirl
AHHHHH
And Amber, her and Ailee was just like I don't even know
She's like, AMBER? AMBER?
Yeah
It was wild and not only was there a lot of kissing and tongue there was a lot of like touching
boob grab on the man, like you like, felt him up and I was like
This is like... Yeah
A very sexual video. Yeah.. All to say if you're into it you're into it
Yeah, we were just not ready
Yeah
And like the thing was is that like when I put that scene in like
Whether it's the old script or like this script the the
Video that it is now
it was literally what I wanted to do cuz I wanted to like
Make my ex so jealous that I was with somebody else or
Like, you know, maybe if I felt like something with somebody else
Maybe, you know, I'll get over it
A sign that you're moving on
Yeah, but you know, I didn't suck someone's face. Don't worry like
In real life, like other than the video
Wait what? We're gonna make a tagline called "Amber sucks face?"
But yeah, uh but the-
Okay, spoil it again spoiler like the whole thing. Is that the whole
Scenario and all that was all in my head
Mmm, you know and I wanted to do all these things to make my ex jealous, right?
But you know, yeah and
Yeah that happened and then segue curiosity happens
We're like, I actually want to try to meet somebody I want to actually like I've been so calculative
when I meet somebody like
I'd never really casually dated and I think it's cuz I'm so conservative like
With like okay if I gonna meet you I want to marry you if I'm gonna date you
it means I want to marry you but I'm, I'm kind of like at a place where I'm like, maybe I should just
Date around like I'll control the butterflies a little bit
You know and just kind of like see if I just want to if I like somebody
Let's just see where it goes and like not have any expectations. Right
Still figuring that out. But oh, well
I mean look it's you know aside from maybe that being a personality
I think another part of it is that you grew up in a
k-pop system for now over ten years. Yeah, very very secretive
It's like, you're paranoid, all the time
About dating and so
When you make a commitment to date somebody there's so much more that goes into it then
Normal not. I don't want to say nor- I'm just like a non-public figure's dating life
And so a lot of people they're just like, what? That's not, that doesn't make sense
But for people who are living a different life, yeah, like we are it.
It's a different experience. Yeah
I know like crazy because like
When I've dated, you know, I've dated a celebrity before and I've dated
You know people that weren't in the industry and it's, it's very, it's very different. Mm-hm and
Like with the me dating with celebrities, it's just like kind of like, okay
Like we both know what we're getting into and we're both willing to take that
Burden on but when I was dating somebody that was, you know, not in the industry
You know though, you know during the first like couple months of dating
like we were we were good and like they're like
Okay. No. Yeah, I'm gonna I'm willing to take on the the pressure and all that and
blah blah blah blah
It's still like I think later on like the reason why you know, we broke up was because I think they couldn't handle it
Right, it's hard. It just sucks. It's not and I don't blame them. I really don't
Yeah, and I don't ever want to force someone to take that burden on for me
Fair enough. Because you know, this job is my choice. Fair enough.
You know. Yeah, me and Eric have a marriage pact
Look...
As you know Eric has like a marriage pact with so many people
People just, I'm like insurance for mad people.
They just like look. Hey, me and Eric marriage is strictly for business
We're just like
Can't say this, I can't say this out loud
It's fine, we'll go over. I was gonna say something
And I was like no, shut up
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