Transcriber: omar idmassaoud Reviewer: Zakia Usama
I think that by the year you’ve come across many people
and ask them the same question over and over again.
How has that impacted you as a person?
Has it changed your life? Is it more good than bad? Is it more bad than good?
The reviews being negative and all of the times the questions have.
I guess it's been that you've lost people, you've been leaving.
You wish things could go back and you wish they were better.
But is that all there is to it?
Is that all that you can look over into Boston?
You know, with this, you need to realize how this all started two years ago.
Well, you know, it was scary. And you weren't always trying to find any in it.
It's ironic how something that once you want is now it's, I suppose,
running away any of it and starting of nine.
But if you want to, you have to learn that you are not really about growth
and change in regards to the things that you can't recall.
You would be best served as Bush just when you have
the fact that you would have part of the big kids along the boards,
your senses of responsibility and school has three times.
You know, we're going to for support and advice because it was also new
and you weren't going to be finding new coping mechanisms.
And before you had gotten used to this and had already gone the mass level of
the game, you will think. But word was out of the woods were canceled
for four days. So where does that leave you and the rest of your life?
What happened to all of the comparison
and the competition that you have been putting up for the last 10 years?
You start to realize that this is how much more committed and back on you.
Ones once I had done more innovation this way,
when I was confined in a room for 15 days, it's gone.
That’s when my exhaustion was on different levels,
my enthusiasm for leaving my bench
at the underclassmen to see questions before they left.
Had I done had in my assignments, I might have learned schoolwork.
That's it. That's the only communication I had.
And I realized how I had lost track of loving myself adequately.
My abortion language unhappinesses, all events them.
I think all of this game was my breaking point.
Realizing how I could make my solidity with my confidence by being exhaustion
is something that we had in nomadism like before this year.
Faith is something you’re supposed to embrace.
Your wounds are something you shouldn’t be embarrassed of showing,
you can embrace them, they go back to scars.
They just reminded of how far you've come and what really spoke to them.
Let’s not think you should be embarrassed or hiding things
pain in a time of grief that you tend to hide from other people,
something you keep inside. You don't want to let go.
Dude, writing, ranting or letting off your face,
but you don't realize how lonely altruism is also an important fact.
But I think that's fine. The next 15 is I have been more mindful,
insightful and says more degrading than ever.
I hope she saw me in this back and forth because I was mean by.
He does that with my escape from this. I was doing my dishes.
I was making my day. I was doing the laundry,
all of these things which I was not used to before I had having.
Now, I don’t feel like it’s a hard day’s living in a room 216 days
and someone has sent me outside.
I don’t find myself finding or having a hard time talking to people
because I have not had to put up with that anymore.
You shed so many skins in there that your new boss, like you say,
you start to realize that you can find tiniest graves in the smallest of things.
It's the small things that got at the end of the day,
even if you've had a bad moment, even if somebody has passed away,
if you've lost it by other relationships,
you don't realize how healing and recovery is an important fact.
And it will probably happen.
Just how you change your growth is healing is something you're supposed to
like, be where it is. You're supposed to be patient with it.
Anglicize finding your own wounds.
That is something that always honestly by being being laid back.
Last year, I did not have a good one. I said I was all over the place.
I barely had to buy the organized houses at this time.
I had much water and sanitation.
So even if the time does come where somebody does ask me a question like, oh,
here, back in the days and I know it can happen. I was. I was high school fees.
How have you approached him?
I knew that I had an answer to it and I knew I had to back someone up.
I knew all that I can be assured of support and guidance to somebody else,
but not myself. But while I was in that room,
I had gone from being emotionally attached to use all night,
but being more emotionally attached to things that were more around me.
I got down on my body and made my family, sometimes my kids.
I was wrong and they fired me. The bonds were stronger than ever.
The moment the world had wide down,
things around me in my household were much more real.
I realized how I was so focused on scoring eustress that
I was forgetting all of the memories that I'd shared with my family.
Having this knowledge is back at the end of the day with all this native language.
I hope my girls will drop me after they walk.
How my mom who dragged me into the kitchen,
but she's making my good start acting like a monkey
on how my brother's screaming was an adult.
Present size thing is matches what you gave me. But I want them to watch them.
I want them so warm and comforting.
And I realized how much I missed them that I was in the last few days.
But those 15 days gave me an opportunity to be more self motivating.
I had stepped over so many big rocks and constellations that I am also take
on the big value for me. The bank gave me
the time to be more courageous in harder times. I know what. I have an answer.
I don't. I am working toward more value for myself.
I want to be like the only solution I have with myself.
And everyone should be my speed.
I won't be the only resolution I have should be listening to music.
That is not the only thing active about myself going back. I'd like this to work.
I have my brother to approach.
I know all of them had more stronger voice than me than in your screen
or an assignment that was you begging.
You start to focus on things that are happening all around you in the future,
oriented things. Your mindset changed from being future oriented to one that
is more present oriented. You start striving to get out to them
and not your future. That may or may not exist.
You can't possibly have your mind,
but you were something that is yet not happy
and not focused on the things that are happening right now.
When I was in that role and I came out, I wasn't used to the movie,
and this was honestly just getting better and better.
I was more self controlled and a much better person than I was before.
Could I have your bank would be much better with this more self-confident
and more secular banking. So even if you do have to spend so many days along
the gifts you warn people about, if anything,
just give you a time of association conflict.