so i was never the drama like video because to be honest i personally don't
think my wife is nearly as dramatic or interesting or something of interest
that seat
but because the colony ke basking
well claiming more than a couple of you
on and went on my life
release what i call drawings
Totul a început pe 6 iunie 1990.M-am născut în Hawai
intru-un oras micut, Hilo unde am crescut.
i was looking out at two loving parents and the continued into today al seven
older brother who have always felt competitively
has always been in the mean everything deviant challenges competitions using
and of course is naturally distinction
seems you don't let a big part of my family denoble my brother and i pretty
much detail
whether these five when i first started out he did you do because i was terrible
and my brother on the other hand was a digital clubs star cuban all of our
senses are teachers for those individuals that french loved him i was
proud of the exact opposite side of the spectrum anyway my brother would almost
always within every ten million while i on the other hand would be looking to
place third of three people that is i remember specifically here in
determining nancy a call this is the younger he did not a good one but i
could even get mad because it was true
anyway though that che's schools in canada two fifty rada and really don't
remember much arlington members that i hated you know
and i had the huge discretion and girl not going to see her real name but let's
caller nicole us pretty much in love with a cold
or release with a seven-year-old thinks love is but i was too shy and scared to
say anything to her
until years later but will come across that lead after this grade and moved
schools for middle school six it was specifically a terrible year from the
shot again these are my friends because it was near school but because it was a
charter school we are getting testing
see where we will be placed a guess and for some reason that happens to be
ordered scenes
at the time i thought this was a good thing because i thought or dirty dancing
on cool because i skipped a grade however it was pretty much the opposite
so this is the worst of the most and you don't know because i've never really
addressed it publicly but i know a lot to be watching this can relate soul
i w allot you know nothing really crazy just your typical relinquish down to the
ground being made fun of for no reason and yes i remember every single one of
them clean the worst of them again not going to use a real name but will call
him richard because as you know another name for richard is dead
seed it was such a return to me that i've actually making species to my mom
white cream goes for
or why i need to change course so i was eating right at the time and wondering
why someone so mean to be so popular by picking on me even if the point where i
had some darker thoughts of the time that i think most of halting you just go
through at some point in their lives or perhaps it was just too many messing
with me
however i was able to stick it out and actually found a way to end the bowling
on their own terms high towers of the reasons it was blowing me was to make
people laugh so i think that if i can make them laugh
become the fighting that they would stop treating me like i was less than that
surprisingly it worked
every time they made fun of me i ran with it and i made fun of myself even
more than they could
habitat last lap that on the demanding he lives in that movie existed time zone
pretty much though my
sullied the memory discomfort
i still didn't have many friends but at least i wasn't getting permanent
that went on i want to be funny start picking up my mind features camcorder
little skits videos for my family watch he loved it of course some of my cousins
have been like
like brain but it became official thing every sunday and have a new video for
them to watch in lafayette
any threat i finally connected with the call you know the grad a crush on since
elementary school
she was still of the other middle school where my friends were but i somehow
became contact with her again through the semester well you may not know what
that is now but it was at the feast of that time
but what i find it occurs after out i got completely reject
no explanation excuse just a straight on no
nothing more and i'm not gonna lie that bothered me for a long time
ninjas make me sad it made me very i'm confident it was devastating to me at
the time then high school children
ubuntu that's what i consider myself
a complete user aliso myself is left him
nicole got a boyfriend i was messin hand-held elementary school friends and
found new friends of the became close with that was less than nine hundred and
register for college not only left high school with honors what he did a piece
in seconds the price would you go which as you know in my family is a big deal
so yeah
i was listening to
i was back at square one
added fuel clearances balloons no close friends because they consider nerds
headphones at each other
in my mind i was in anybody
was less than ever
alex forger class more than rhesus in lunch because at least that way i could
sit somewhere and not let me know complete mon and then it happens one of
the most momentous occasions amanda
join the restaurant
analogy thinking wrestling is just a sport wealth to me it wasn't in
literally changed my life while
almost ended at the same time
i remember this one-time atoms roughly sixteen pounds a week ago practices by
far the most at ever at the news this is a short amount of time so i disagree
myself to sleep on how to get into that roughly thirty two ounces of water
pretty sure i would have died in this e-mail and enough on the collapse of the
line
simon just finding out about this as part of the hardest thing that ever did
in my life but it was by my own choice just to prove to myself that anything
exams effort sure enough admitted to one hundred to pass the whole piled into my
weight class from that point on that felt like a completely new person and
feel like a loser
politically anything i want
my as long as it with the work but i'm high school is over i was looking after
the state championship wrestling title just remember other second statement you
know he didn't the discipline no i had lots of friends most of the for fell
wrestlers might recognize some of the clintons haven at a girlfriend no ninety
call someone that i thought was even more beautiful
all of those videos i made for my family every sunday i decide to start putting
them on this website kagyud too so i wouldn't have to physically bring them a
copy and you know that i know a few other people found themselves sharing
them as well before i knew it i was consistent getting thousands of these
everyday and commerce can send me to do it so
however my parents really want me to get a college degree
so for the first time in my life pilot's wife
you know he's going to be nuclear medicine
heated out spending most of my gaze inmates learning about something i had
no interest in the workload between college imposing insignias just became
too much microfinance wise to long distance things about me
i realize that once again i was completely stressed out and unhappiness
after about two years into college self in an adult
and i find it up to my parents and dropping out sentencing
it took a little while but to my surprise they became completely
supportive and because of that things to my parents since the wrestling things to
my brother is facing not only the good but the bad experiences of my life and
of course installed you watching right now and land today because of all of you
like everyone is still too high sandals but ultimately
i'm completely happy this is my real life story no i'm not telling you this
because i want to brag about my life or because i want you to feel sorry for me
because i was doing when i was younger whenever i'm telling you this story
because i know for a fact that there are a lot of the watching this right now
that are going to the same things i want to know
and i wanted to let you know that life will get better if you choose to make it
better it's okay to be sad and angry now and then there some things that may be
out of your controlling complained that peace in europe where go the rejection
or even a sitting that outshine c
the one thing that u_n_ only you control is your perspective interactions being
depressed and feeling sorry for yourself is easy
and challenging issues that happiness is a choice seems to be happy to civilian
life because only you can make a decision
you are not less than anyone there only two things they can stop the hero minds
nobody
some might argue that there's a third and see your heart as well but if you
can imagine how long enough you already know that even with heart still