there are parts that having cancer that people have heard about
things like chemotherapy and radiation but what a lot of people don't know
about what I didn't know about before i got diagnosed was this period after you get
diagnosed
but before we start going through treatment where you have to go through all
these tests and procedures to see if your body is even ready to go through
chemo
and the range from completely delightful like a cardio sonogram we actually call
it an echocardiogram
where a technician takes a little gup, puts it on your chest so you get to see your on a little monitor
it gives the doctors a little better idea
of how well the heart is functioning and how well it can tolerate the kemo we are
gonna give
to completely awful like a bone marrow biopsy
we have to not only get out the liquid and the cells from the bone marrow but
also a piece of the bone
where ah they take a needle that looks more like a steel drinking straw
and they gam it into your hip bone and scrape around, while you're awake to get a needle
to get into a bone you need a lot of force, you really need
jam it in there and right in the middle is banking sperm
And I don't really have anything to do with that and while it is jerking off
and that's fun this little jerk off has deeply concerning ramifications
I'm doing it so that if I don't die but I go sterile during treatment I can
still have kids
this could be when I make my babies and I wanted everything to be perfect
I went to hospitals reproductive studies wing with my dad
he insisted on being apart my big day
I got these pants for 35 bucks there
80 dollar pants, which is a
good deal Nicholas we're ready for you
Hey Nick I'm proud of you.
Thank you dad. The nurse had the most amazing way of speaking
have you masturbated in past 24 hours nope good
it's important to get a potent sample. We'll get you set up in a private room
and you should have everything you need in there. Just remember when you do climax to get all
the semen
in the sample cup. Okay. There's a sink in there if you want to
wash your hands. It's a good thing you're doing. This is a good thing?
This is appropriate? I mean when is masturbation ever appropriate
never thing about all the times somebody walks in on you and they're like
put that thing away that's inappropriate and you're like when will it ever be appropriate?
Now is the time! I was escorted into a room professionally designed for
masturbation
it had everything softly lit a little sofa with a white hospital sheet drapped over
the top
TV VCR combo some outdated porno nothing too spectacular but enough to get by
think about all the people that had masturbated here before me
this is where dreams are made everything is perfect
Lebrun James
Yeah Yeah, Lebrun James
Hey, everything ah come out okay
yeah. Yeah it did. That a boy
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