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Hello everyone ...
Before we come into this life
we begin with a Core Intention.
We intend to experience
this 'thing' that we intend to experience,
and that is what creates
the chain of events
leading to our physical life.
Without this 'Intention'
(this pre-birth Intention)
we would not even come into life.
Life could not exist.
This is the reason that we choose the parents that we do,
It's the reason that we choose the Astrological
alignment that we do.
And even though it might be true you came into life
to experience a great many things,
all of those things you intended to experience
were branches coming off of this
one, root, Core Experience that you wanted to experience.
What I want to help you to do today
is to find out what that Core Experience
you intended to experience in this life, is.
And you're going to experience
what that core Desire, that core Intention, is
by finding the core Imprint,
or the core Contrast,
that you chose to come into.
Let's say that the Experience
that we intend for this life
is to experience Unconditional Love.
Like all things,
you can't experience something
without also experiencing its opposite.
You can't understand White unless you experience Black.
So what you do if you came to experience Unconditional Love
is to thrust yourself into an environment
where love is conditional -
where you're rejected, even.
We experience this *opposite* vibration from Unconditional Love
as a feeling,
a feeling-signature, to be exact.
This feeling-signature is like a specific flavor
in the form of emotion and sensation.
Our Soul comprehends perception
in terms of these feeling-signatures,
not mental concepts.
The Time-Space Reality we are currently experiencing
is one of Contrast -
it is a dimension of Duality.
We come into this Contrast-ing experience of life on Earth
in order to experience the Black
so then we can know,
and experience White.
So we choose into very specific conditions
in order to experience the opposite
of our ultimate desire for this life,
knowing that the experience of its opposite
will give rise to awareness and experience, of it.
When we experience its opposite,
we *feel* it,
even if we do not understand it at first.
The feeling-signature of this 'opposite'
of what you intended to experience in this life -
this becomes your core Negative-Imprint.
And your core Negative-Imprint
is the root around
what your whole life grows from.
It's what you came into this life to transform
in *this* incarnation.
In other words,
it's your main Purpose for Life,
to use the contrast of that particular
Negative Feeling-Signature
to find and become, its opposite.
Once you have adopted this core Negative-Imprint,
for the remainder of your life
until that vibration is integrated,
it will continue to reflect itself out
again and again and again,
primarily in your relationships.
Because relationships
provide the 'meat' of the contrast
of our experience here on Earth.
So you will continue to think
that you're getting into different relationships
with different people,
and having different problems.
But that's because you're not recognizing
the feeling-signature
that is in fact the exact same
in each one of these relationships.
It's the one that keeps repeating.
This core feeling-signature keeps repeating itself
as if crying for integration over and over
like a skipping CD.
If we want our relationships to be different,
we must recognize this core Imprint,
we must become aware of its role in our Soul Progression,
we must use it to find out what we are doing here.
If you already think you know what your core Imprint is
and thus your core Purpose for this life -
- suspend judgment.
I tend to be someone who prides myself
on being super self-aware,
but when I went into the feeling-vibration of my core Imprint,
I was surprised at what I found.
I had assumed it would be Freedom.
After all,
I've experienced so much powerlessness,
so much captivity, in my life,
but what I found is that my very-core Imprint
was actually the vibration of Forsaken.
What I found is that my life-purpose here,
(by default - being the opposite of that 'thing')
is Reclamation.
Now it makes sense,
looking over the course of my life,
even my career.
My whole life has been
dedicated in the movement ... towards ... Reclamation
I now teach people how to Reclaim themselves,
how to reclaim their relationship with their Higher Self,
how to reclaim their relationship with Source.
Everything makes sense
now that I know my purpose.
So suspend judgment for a while,
and go through this process -
you might just be surprised what you find.
Our purpose for this life
will almost always feel like
the very hardest thing for us to align with.
Because for us to experience that thing,
we have to first immerse ourselves entirely
in its opposite.
And it's hard for someone, who say,
has experienced being forsaken all their lives -
to suddenly experience reclamation.
Reclamation seems like an impossible dream
to someone who's felt forsaken all their life.
That's why your Purpose feels so hard and so out of reach.
Nonetheless, our original Intention for this life
is a desire we cannot deny,
and so despite that perceived diffculty,
we will be moving forever in the direction of this experience
that we intend to have,
no matter what gets in our way,
until we either reset back to Source Perspective by dying,
or manifest it this life.
To find this Core Imprint,
we begin like any other meditation,
by observing our breath,
by calming the mind - focusing it,
so that our thoughts are not taking us out of the present moment.
Once we feel our mind quieting,
then we survey all of our previous significant relationships,
the ones where you really felt like there was Love there.
Now I want you to think about these relationships going south
and ending.
I want you to think about
what it felt like
when they went badly.
Dive into the experience
of these relationships beginning to sour,
failing,
and ending ...
Now I want you to ask yourself this question:
"What did I feel sfter they ended?"
Notice that no matter the circumstances
or who you were with,
the feeling is *exactly* the same ...
Just *feel* this Feeling.
Right now you may not have a word to describe this feeling.
But, I want you to experience this all-too-familiar ...
feeling ... that has been
carrying itself, reflecting all throughout your life.
Feel its sensations within your body.
Observe it, and fully experience it.
I will warn you in advance
that this particular feeling
might be the most excruciating feeling
that you have ever tried to be present with.
When I first did this,
it felt a bit like
my skin was being burnt off of my bones.
So I don't want you to think that
this is going to be an enjoyable experience,
but it is going to be the key to you finding your Purpose.
When you feel as if you've spent enough time with this emotion,
or more specifically,
when you feel that you have surrendered to it completely,
I want you to ask yourself:
"When was the first time that I felt this feeling?"
You may or may not get images.
You may get memories
or you may get no kind of visual stimulus of any kind
as a result of that particular question.
That's OK -
I want you to realize that whatever comes up
is what's meant to come up for you.
You may only have an intensification of that particular feeling,
for example, without any context.
Remain with that feeling ...
Observe those images
(if you get any),
or if you're recalling any memories
(a bit like you'd be watching a movie).
Then I want you to ask yourself:
"How do I feel?"
Be patient with this process ...
Allow your Soul to offer it up to you -
a bit like a bubble rising up from the depths of the water.
Don't go looking for it.
Now when you ask yourself "How do I feel?",
I want you to make sure
that it's worded like this:
" I feel «blank» " NOT " I feel like «blank» "
To say " I feel like «...» "
means that you're conceptualizing of a feeling
instead of truly feeling it.
For example:
"I feel destitute" is different
than "I feel *like* I have no money".
One's a conceptualization,
the other is a true feeling.
We're looking for the true feeling.
For some of you,
you will be able to identify that feeling immediately.
For others,
it may helpful to get a huge list of emotions,
and when you feel that emotion intensely within you,
to look over that list and see if you can pinpoint
the word that best describes that particular feeling.
If you feel ready,
you can apply my Emotional-Body Process
to this feeling, at this point,
with the intention of welcoming,
and integrating, this particular feeling-signature.
To remind yourself of that Process,
watch my video titled "Healing the Emotional Body", on YouTube.
Now, with the knowledge of this Negative Core-Imprint,
I want you to look back consciously at your life.
See how it is the most familiar frequency
you've experienced in this life,
and use *that* to become aware of its opposite.
Use that to become aware of what it is
that you might be doing here on Earth.
Keep in mind that what people consider
to be the opposite of something
isn't necessarily the opposite of something.
For example:
Though traditionally the opposite of Panic
is seen as Calm,
the opposite of *your* feeling of Panic
might actually be Trust.
Another good way of doing this
is to type-in the word that you chose
for what that Negative Core-Imprint is
and look at what the antonym
of what that particular word is.
Another thing to do
(once you figure out one of those antonym words)
is to put that particular antonym into a thesaurus
and you'll see other words that represent
that same kind of feeling -
and you'll pinpoint the one
which feels like the opposite vibration
from your core Imprint.
This opposite Vibration
is in fact, your Life's Purpose.
However,
your 'What am I supposed to be doing with this Life?' -
definition of Purpose
will almost always fit in to this model
of your core Negative-Imprint
and thus core Negative-Intention for this life.
The best example of this can be seen
in the movie "Stranger than Fiction".
The character played by Maggie Gyllenhaal -
she plays a bakery-shop owner.
Now, the main character of this movie (played by Will Ferrell)
is surprised to find out that this bakery-shop owner,
in fact, went to Harvard Law School.
She went to Law School because
she wanted to make a difference in this world -
she wanted to make the world a better place.
And when she was attending studying sessions,
for Harvard Law School,
she decided to start making things
to bring to these study sessions -
she started baking.
And after a few months,
she found out that she was doing a lot more baking
than she was doing school.
So much so that she ended up failing out.
And so she dropped out of Harvard.
And she decided
that if she was going to make the world a better place,
she would do it with cookies.
The point being - that if you examined her core Imprint
and the Vibration she intended to experience in this life,
something like - 'Kinship' -
owning a bakery-shop facilitated this Intention
and thus fufilled her Purpose for this Life
much more so than a Harvard Law degree did.
The feeling-signature
of this core Negative-Imprint
is the ultimate thing
we have come into this particular life to overcome
because it is the core Vibration
preventing us
from experiencing Unconditional Love.
This exercise is an exercise in awareness,
more so than anything else.
Becoming aware of your core Negative-Imprint
and thus, your core Intention for this Life,
is the first step to integrating this particular feeling
so that it's not reflecting into your life anymore,
and it's the first step towards finding out your true Purpose
for being on this Earth.
So get ready for life to make a whole lot more sense,
and get ready for changes.
Have a good week ...
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