- So you're living in-- And I visited you there,
Portia and I and my brother,
and we were lucky enough to go see you.
But it's a big place. Now--
- It's a big house.
- First of all, are you used to living in it by now?
Do you get used to that?
- Yeah, yeah, you absolutely do.
I mean, when we first moved in,
it was like drinking from a fire hydrant, you know?
Just everything coming at you, trying to--
- Have you tried that before? How would you know what that is?
What a weird thing to do.
- It's true. I guess you're right.
Let's just say it's hard. It's really hard.
It was hard.
- And what will you look forward to the most
when you're able to live a somewhat normal life?
- You know, the one thing people don't realize
is we can't do little things like open windows.
You know?
I mean, I look forward to getting in a car
and rolling down the window
and just letting the air hit my face.
I mean, I haven't been in a car with the windows open
in about seven years, if you can imagine that.
- No.
- So I'm gonna spend that first year
just hanging out the window.
Just...I'll just...
Ah, the wind, you know?
- People driving by.
"Was that Michelle?"
- Like, "She's hanging out the window again."
- "Michelle was outside the sunroof."
- "Get back in!" - Yeah.
- I just want some wind in my face.
- Yeah, I don't-- - Small things.
- You don't think about that.
- Yeah, we can't open windows.
I mean, the windows in our house don't open.
- But on "Scandal" they go on the balcony all the time.
You know? - There is the balcony, yeah.
That's real. - So you can go on the balcony.
- We do, and go on the balcony,
but that's really the only door we can open to the outside.
- Oh. That's a bummer.
- It's-- - Yeah.
- It's interesting. - Yeah, it really is.