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hey baby how's it going
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good morning the camera in your face
what a wonderful way to wake up it's so
dark in here so it gets so bad quality
on the camera
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it's pretty cold outside this morning
it's minus 15 degrees outside now he did
that I'll see you soon bye bye you're
wrong
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do you guys remember this house this is
our old house and we still have this my
thingy that you were making in here a
lot of packages with jewelry hello Santa
Klaus the cloud okay now we're gonna go
to Celestia
which is an hour from here we we I don't
know why we're going to select why are
we going to select it today because
usually we send them in June sell it
which is closer and we need to buy a
wood Punisher grinder I don't know what
to say in English yeah okay my hand is
gonna die because it's so cold
okay I see you
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here is the post office so now we're
gonna go and buy the food culture sleep
machine yes we did you say which sounds
like sleep sleep paper yep now we are
done with all the things that we were
gonna do here and we are about to drive
home again you want is pouring up some
coffee for me cuz now I'm gonna drive
and I don't want to fall asleep let's go
back home to the woods
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do you see all this toys that is spread
around on the floor every time Nanak is
really happy he brings a new toy so when
you see the floor like this you know
that Nanak has been really really happy
a man owed
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I'm gonna make some shelves for this new
working room for the jewelry I thought
we would need some shelves here maybe
one and at least two shelves over there
the other part of the cottage where I
have my painting studio it's not
renovated it's only half of the house or
what you say and the other side is like
an old shack and old barn and its really
beautiful in there and there is a lot of
old wooden planks I have used some of
these wooden planks before to make
shelves for the kitchen example and for
some shelves in my studio
so I thought it would be beautiful to
make some for this place as well so
let's go and see if we can find
something
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good morning my friends it's a sunny
morning in the forest it has been such
few sunny days this winter so you really
have to take advantage of the days when
you see the Sun I thought it would be
really nice with a walk in the forest
before I go into the computer and start
to edit this vlog it took me so long yet
to make this vlog I should have
published it last week but honestly I
have felt so incredibly uncreated and
uninspired lately I have had two weeks
now where I have felt yeah you know a
little bit down and uninspired and you
know a little weak it's nothing unusual
I mean it happens once in a while and I
guess everybody can relate to that but
it's just always hard when it happens
especially when it lasts for a couple of
weeks even though I know that you can't
always be on top you can't always
produce and be creative and have all
these ideas but it just makes me feel so
down when I don't feel anything when I
feel so empty inside like I have nothing
to express at all I guess I feel a lot
of pressure when that happens because
you know I make a living out of being
creative and usually it flows really
easily usually I I love what I do and I
have all these ideas and I just want to
continue but sometimes I just feel so
empty and I I don't know what to do and
I can't force anything and I guess
that's also why I have never promised to
upload a video on a special day every
week because I could never count on my
creativity like that because you never
know when you are in a super flow or
when you are really really empty I just
wish that I could enjoy these times a
little bit more you know when you don't
feel so inspired instead of focusing on
trying to get back on track and focus in
on trying to push yourself to to come
back again instead I wish that I could
just
accept it and use these times to
recharge myself because I think that's
the natural cycle that's what we all
need to do once in a while no matter
what do we do we need the balance when
we have taken a few steps forward then
we need to stop and take it in and
reload I know that that's how I work
because if I have been very creative for
a while if I have spent a lot of time
with a song or a video or if I've been
really creative for a while then I
always have a time afterwards where I
feel very drained and I feel very empty
it's not that I feel sad or anything I
feel really happy but I feel like I
can't dig anything more out of my soul
and express it in art in any way because
I need to close I need to reload and
it's just such a natural cycle I mean
look at the flowers they bring up all
their energy in the spring and in the
summer so they can bloom and then they
go to rest again so they can bloom again
next year
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it's the same with the trees we should
really learn more from the cycles of
nature and stop judging and pushing
ourselves when we are not ready for it I
have just tried to focus on doing other
things instead and actually I have been
painting a lot that's the only creative
thing I have been able to do I have just
spent so much time in my painting studio
and continue with my natural pigments
paintings and it's like when I paint I
don't think at all I feel like it's
really relaxing in a way so that's why I
can paint even when I don't feel
creative I guess I just wanted to let
you guys know why it took so much more
time for this vlog to come up I have
just felt a little down but it's much
better now I really feel like I'm back
on track again so now I'm gonna go back
home and start to edit this vlog I just
wanna say again thank you guys for all
your amazing comments I love to read
your comments I mean it's like the best
energy boost ever so so thank you so
much for that and thank you for watching
this video and I will see you soon again
mmm well take care everybody bye bye
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