Hey guys, what is up? I don't even know if I remember how to talk in front of a camera.
I'm a really big perfectionist, and I think that that is my biggest
Flaw, I mean, there's a lot of flaws,
but if I had to pick one, I guess that might be it or it could be the fact that I
You know talk to fish as if they could hear me.
Hey cheese, how are you? Oh? Your glass is dirty? I gotta clean that I'm so sorry
I don't know why it's so dirty. Do you need some food here follow me over here if you need food oh?
You did it I guess that means you need food. Okay? Let me feed you I mean, it's one of those
I don't know, which one... anyway ...huge perfectionist here
I have filmed three videos within this last month, and I didn't like any of them
*very fast talking*
Have been juggling my medical problems (That's what I always say)
With some traveling and of course all my animals and just the new madness of living on my own
it's been definitely life-changing to move out and be on my own and having to take care of myself completely so
juggling all these things with
also trying to edit some videos that I
Really was not proud of, I just I haven't been getting videos out and I know slowly over these last few months
I've been putting out less and less, and it's just I've not been really proud of my work and when I'm not...
Happy with my work
It's so hard for me to feel passionate about
putting it out and feeling proud to show you guys the stuff when I just don't really like it so on top of all my
Things my personal things I've been juggling
I just haven't been too proud of my work, so I've been in a, like a "writer's block"
I don't know what the YouTube version of that is a filmers block of blogge- vloggers? a vloggers block?
I have had a vloggers block.
I have just not been able to put out content that I'm proud, of but I'm hoping I'm gonna start with a clean slate
Right now, and I'm hoping that I am just on a roll now. I have a bunch of video ideas
I have written down
I just really hope I get back into this state of mind where I really am enjoying what I'm putting out
Because I definitely do not have any intention ever to quit YouTube
I mean of course when I say ever I don't want to be like 80 years old and vlogging, but you know
But I have no intentions to leave YouTube while YouTube is still a thing maybe when I'm 80 years old
Yeah I probably won't be doing YouTube but safe to say we have a little bit of time before I'm gonna be not doing this anymore
So yeah, I have no plans to leave YouTube it just
Been a little rough patch. Thank you for the continued support regardless, and I love you guys so much. So for today's video
We are talking about a newer addition to my animals. I have gotten some satanic leaf geckos now these guys are
incredible animals from Madagascar
They literally look like what a leaf in a lizard
Having a baby would look like they have a leaf for a tail and some of them even have the veins that you would see
On a leaf all over their body, the male's can even have little bite marks out of their tails where it looks like the bugs
Have chewed on leaves in any way they're amazing animals
I've always wanted to own these guys
But never really felt confident enough as they are a little more,
Moderately hard to take care of I wouldn't say they're the most impossible thing in the world
I've had a really easy run with them so far, but that's because I feel like I have you know really prepped myself
I've owned a lot of other geckos beforehand
And I would really recommend doing that before you go and buy a pair or a group of satanics
If they're humidity isn't right if it's too warm in their enclosure
They will die they get dehydrated pretty easily
And they only can eat tiny tiny pinhead crickets
And those can be a little harder to come by unless you have like a reptile store near you that
Specifically has reptile supplies. Anyway in this video, I just wanted to show you guys how I set up their enclosure
I'm sorry. This is not some super fun a- amazing comeback video
It's gonna be watch me set up a tank
But I still hope you guys enjoy it because I think these guys are very interesting animal and yeah
Thank you guys for the continued support, and I'm so happy to be back on
YouTube... *cricket sound effects*
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Now that's actually one thing
I kind of overlooked when I first got them when I was transferring them into their enclosure from the package that I bought them in
One of them jumped on to my hand and I turned it around and took a picture of it, now
People actually did not really love that most people didn't worry
But I did have some people who were very concerned about the fact that I was holding my Satanic
Now of course I've learned from that. I'm not gonna do it ever again, but my Satanic was not in danger
I understand that it still sends out the wrong message
And now people might see that picture and think oh they can hold theirs not what I was trying to say at all
She happened to jump into my hand and she happened to sit on my thumb and stay very still so I turned her and took
A picture and put her away still not something I would recommend doing again, so again
I apologize for anyone who saw that picture and did not like that. I did that. I'm sorry. Okay. Don't do it
Don't hold your Satanic
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So, this is the present day. I think it's doing really good. We could actually see one of them
Is right there this one looks like one of the females so it's doing really well the whole setups doing super good
So that is the video today I love you guys so much!
Thank you for watching
And I really hope you do enjoy my videos. um one of the tough things for me is I really like making my videos fun
I don't like just doing education if it's just a boring bland education video
I don't feel proud of it like I said
So I really do have a tough time
Uploading videos unless they're fun and enjoyable so that's another thing that makes it harder for me to upload
Because yet when it comes to education videos. I really could just rail those out really you know
Consistently if I wanted to where I just go through each of my animals tell you guys how to take care of it and upload it
but that's just so just eh it's not fun for me, and I don't think it's fun for you guys either
So I really like to hold off on those do them every once in awhile, but really stick to some fun videos
I love doing the fun silly ones
That's where I really get you know really I'm happy with my content, but I really do have a lot of ideas now
I've really set through and I've gotten myself situated
And I really am feeling motivated and back into the groove of things so super excited about that
Thank you guys so much for watching. I love you guys so much. Byeee!
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