Why Can Not Answer?
If you wish to sing for all eternity, lurk within the cycle of death and rebirth,
But in the end things will change, as you look back lovingly on everything you’ve done in vain.
Laugh, laugh if you will, as I struggle unto my own collapse,
But my heart will not stop loving, drowned in nostagia.
What can I do but continue this crazed dance, my heart overflowing in maelstroms of lament?
A morning in which I need no sadness is still yet far, far away…
These tears that flow as I see the day ending despite my longings unchanged…
If you would sing a song of loneliness, struggle in this fleeting world,
But in the end you’ll see, that it is only an endless repetition of fleeting things.
Laugh, laugh if you will, as I struggle unto my own collapse,
All that you’ll see is down into a bottomless cradle.
I don’t get out
Telling on the world
If be born again
It’s painful to think about
If I cannot reach it, will I forget
That endless and eternal life everyone dreams of?
As I spin interminably ’round and ’round, just out of my arms’ reach
Life cruelly falls away from me…
The morning is still yet far, far away…
These tears that flow as I see the day ending despite my longings unchanged…
These tears that flow now and forever, inexhaustible for all eternity…