- When you think of
- The first time
- We met
- What do you
- Remember feeling?
- Oh god...
- The first moment we met,
when you asked me...
...how to get into that area
- Yes - And I said:
Gate’s right there.
I wasn’t thinking anything.
I was thinking absolutely nothing.
But then, after you came in and
convinced me to get on that ride that I don't do
cause I wanted to show you
that I wasn’t afraid to do it...
- Ok. - It took off from there
- Ok. - You know?
- I was really nervous
just cause...
I had ____ with me.
-Yeah. -And...
I knew how he was.
And then...
as you know I was trying to be the good guy
- for the first time ever. - Oh my gosh, yeah.
- I mean I guess...
I mean I guess, even that we were like...
15, 15 and a half.
When you were born I just...
- That's crazy you were that young.
- Cried.
A lot.
I cried a lot.
- I just felt so proud and so happy.
You know I saw...
a bouncing baby girl.
Beautiful.
- I walked in...
and you were just kinda like
really quiet and like...
kinda kept to yourself and...
I was just like...
Who is this bitch? Like...
And she is not even like,
going to try to get to know me?
Like...
- I’m shy and awkward. - I know.
-I remember I was really nervous.
I mean so... I was like running around
asking like doctors and nurses like...
“What’s the probability of her having cleft lip?”
“What’s the prob...” like I was so nervous
because...
Uhmm like having cleft lip
now isn’t a big deal
at all.
But I got made fun of a lot when I was a kid
and I really didn’t want that for you.
So I was really...
really relieved...
that you didn’t have a cleft lip
when you were born.
- Didn’t know that.
- You kept coming back with questions
and I kept answering them.
You know, but uh...
You perceived to be different than I felt
at that time.
- That's alright, but okay.
- You remember. - I remember.
Ok.
- I remember counting
your fingers and your toes.
I had heard that you do that...
but it really is true
It’s like you wanna just make sure
everything is ok.
And uhm...
I just remember it’s an immediate...
bond.
Yeah.
That was precious.
- Yeah, I don’t know there was just like
something about you that I was like:
“I’m gonna figure that out”.
You know?
- Yeah, I’d probably say the same
I was definitely intrigued.
By you, I’m not,
I can’t like pinpoint what exactly it was...
but I was just intrigued.
Maybe it was your sassiness.
I think low-key I’m like a...
a masochist because I...
- I like when people are like...
sassy with me.
Yeah, I don’t know.
But uhm...
- I felt a...
a spirit of peace.
And comfort.
I remember the conversation we had in Huntsville.
And we walked and we talked all night
and the thought ran across my mind.
Why would I tell this man not my business?
Then I said:
“Well you’re probably never see him again”
But you were so easy to talk to.
- And you know, I just didn’t know...
I don’t really know...
I think I just felt like everything like
there is no any one thing I can...
pinpoint.
There’s just a lot, a big...
a big thing.
- I can’t, I forgot
you were 15 and a half years old.
- Yeah. - That’s insane.