i lost my mom when i was one year old when i was eight years old my father got married
again and my stepmother abused me physically and emotionally and psychologically for six years but
on the same time i met buddhism through her so i really practiced my whole life for 30 years
and buddhism really helped me to go through all that you know understanding of everything that i
i went through i studied my whole life i chanted and i did therapy i for many years like seven
years with therapy it didn't work so much i helped in some in some aspects because i had like i was
crazy for cleaning and because she was like that and um and and then some things improved but the
behaviors why i was so aggressive i i couldn't you know understand why i couldn't change that even
with so much chanting i chant hours per day you know and i really went to the field i was really
good to manifest my my whole life i manifested everything that i wanted but i i couldn't get
over of the feelings that i had and the emotions and and depression so i had depression for so
long time and then i came to live in the u.s and i met my husband very early and then we got married
soon and once i got married i understood how much that was inside of me and how i was behaving with
him when he didn't you know do something that i thought was the right thing to do because i was
raised like that you need to do this you need to do that and and i was really controlled person and
and then that start like really make me look inside of me and see how much i need to change
to you know and how much i was in pain and then i was already following dr joe on instagram but
i was just following and liking his quotes and you know really liking and resonate with him and but
and then this friend of mine sent me a video from youtube his video and and when i when i
heard was just like it's what i was missing just click it one week later i purchased the
progressive intensive workshop and the that week was like the breakthrough for me because i really
understood what was the piece that was missing you know in my knowledge and then when i understood
about my body i said the depression is not in this new patricia i'm going to build a
new personality and the depression is in the old patrician this is not going to happen anymore i'm
not going to be crying when i have a you know a difficult time or i'm not putting myself in that
in that situation that's a victim situation position you know we are living a time that
people are really struggling with depression and and it's it's so difficult because
you're healthy your body you see your body it's healthy but it's inside it's
so painful you know the pressure causes so much pain and you can see beautiful
things yeah you can you can appreciate but it's it's painful and when i got over of that pain
and i i couldn't believe so i i kept watching i so in 90 days i watched three times the workshop
and i couldn't go back to that person anymore when i understood that i could control
i couldn't control what was going on outside but i could control what was going on inside of me
and i could feel better you know and then i i just was a very hard hard work because like dr dos says
it's like imagine 37 years 38 years doing the same thing and behaving the same way and i i was
like talking with my husband and say i couldn't imagine that it could be so hard you know because
the outside world really challenges right but this is the point so we need to be focused my husband
was seeing my my different the difference in me and and my son and because we had like 15 months
amazing my son and i but then he started to create his personality and he started to behave like me
and then when i saw that i said this cannot happen something very strong inside of me on inside of
me said he cannot repeat what you're doing you know i i started like seeing that was really ugly
and i didn't want to have he i don't i didn't want to repeat that through him through him and i just
felt that i was receiving downloads of information to understand my body better and better and be
more aware of my thoughts of my behaviors and then i started to explain everything to my husband to
wire and rewire everything and he was uh-huh and he was like just you know listen to me
and i talk a lot and he knows that and but he was excited for me for my transformation like in 60
days our life changes so much so much and then he started watching but he wasn't like serious and
i was telling him about the vibration once and understood and i said you need to really try to
meet me where i am in the vibrational because point because i i'm not feeling we are talking
the same language anymore and we don't talk in the same language so it's a little more difficult
anyway um i manifested workshop i was really i was really decided to get divorced because we went
through a lot was like five years of relationship that i i really put my life you know to help him
and his family i manifest to go to the workshop going to the workshop and he was okay with that
and he was happy but he was like okay so i hope you come back different with another opinion
of getting divorced but once i went to the workshop because i was following my intuition
about the divorce was something i knew that the relationship that i always dreamed about was
possible and he was saying that my expectations was too high and i said no my heart tells me that
it's possible you have the potential for that i prayed for you to come to my life i prayed for you
for a guy with the same heart that i have and if you came it's because you have the potential but
you are not doing any work you just start studying and doing something but you're not doing a lot
you're not present he never was present when i was talking to him with our baby you know
never everything that i i talked to him he was in the air thinking about work and i got to go
there and then i had one whole week with visions and interesting little moments and i could and
the divine showing me my past my present and my future what i should do about my relationship and
and then i said okay all the answers was to get divorced to ask him to get divorced oh but you
know i was fighting against that because i was a little afraid because i don't work i have a
baby you know it's a lot of things to take care of but i i had the courage because of the this
on the friday the walk meditation at friday the divine again i just received all this energy to
my body a lot of downloads i saw my neurons like just fading away with the memories of the traumas
everything so everything was explained why i went through all that i went through in my life to be
who i am now and to do what i'm going to do in the future and the divine said you need to go back and
be strong and ask for divorce and his parents came and they said we are with you and had many angels
around me and they said we are with you don't be afraid you need to do this it's his wake-up call
and just do it and i went home and i asked my husband for divorce and he couldn't get
over he wanted to know what was going on and i said i said i don't think we should be together
and you're not doing the work and i talked with him and he was very upset he was very angry but
two days later he's a he's a great guy great guy he understood he came back and he said you know
i understand and i'm very proud of you you are so strong to do what you are doing
but i think i deserve a chance to go to the workshop too and then i said what i said okay
i think you're right so let's do it try to find one workshop to register when open up you know
but do the work and then when i got back he bought all the the the long meditations the blessing of
the energy center synchronizing to love all he even didn't ask me the ones that i really had
to share with him he just he went he went and he bought all in his own he bought the
progressive workshop he started studying and like and then we started experiencing
this shift like the vibration in our house our vibration our baby was happier he was
just understanding everything that he was telling him oh the whole ear that he was studying you know
so he went by himself and the first day that he was there i just felt this love coming to me and
like strong and just like explaining you know it's download i think that we always receive
when we have these clicks right and just explaining that it was important that that
you know i come home and ask him divorce because he he just woke up he just like for his truth
because he's amazing i just want to share that with him because it was making me so happy and
i knew that he had the potential we all had right and anyway and then every day in the second day
he called the first day already he called me saying i'm i'm so grateful for you he was happy
happy crying and he said what happened in my meditation i couldn't believe i couldn't believe
and i cannot say thank you enough to you and even dr joe what he's doing it's like he was like
thrilled you know and then the next day the next day the next day and it was like just love coming
coming and then i fell in love for him again and i understood all the process that we went through
i just when he got home i was so in love for him we just found love again and our baby is the most
happiest baby of the earth now and it's like and then we are manifesting manifesting and
growing and we cannot get over of the happiness that we are going through now
we look at each other and we just we just say could you believe that this would be possible