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- My name is Adriana Alejandre.
I was born and raised in Burbank, California
to a Mexican father and a Guatemalan mother,
that naturally came with a lot of strictness.
They were very traditional,
and so I was very, very limited with what I could do.
I would describe my mom more so as emotionally distant.
My mom didn't allow us
to have emotional access to my father.
My Guatemalan lineage does have a lot
of intergenerational trauma.
And I think that I grew up with a lot of that,
a lot of unspoken mental health concerns and issues,
and it manifested in a lot of fear.
After graduating high school
and right as I was entering UC Santa Barbara,
I met someone.
He became my first official boyfriend as an adult.
Unfortunately, things didn't end well.
I did end up pregnant.
And from the moment that I became pregnant,
I knew that I was gonna become a single teen mom
at that point.
The isolation that I felt while I was pregnant
was very dark.
It was very lonely.
It was filled with a lot of depression.
I remember going to office hours
and the professor was a clinical psychologist.
He asked me what my story was,
why I was sad
because he felt some sort of sadness coming from me.
And he suggested that I go talk to somebody.
And it was at that time
when I was just like I know that therapy exists,
but I didn't think that it could be for someone like me,
someone that grew up poor,
someone that grew up with immigrant parents.
During the first few sessions,
I remembered my mom's voice.
And she told me when I was pregnant
that we don't share our problems to anybody else.
And so, at that time,
I realized I can't be in therapy,
this feels wrong.
It wasn't until I became a mother
when I was able to recognize
there's a lot of cycles being repeated here.
That was really what led me into the field of psychology.
I became so curious of my own human behaviors
and I wanted to be someone
that could help people like me in the future.
I entered therapy close to the start of my graduate program
and I loved it.
I had a positive experience
and I didn't feel like I was silenced anymore by my family,
my parents specifically.
I just felt like I could make my own choices.
Within my first year of being licensed,
in terms of my caseload,
I didn't have any more capacity to accept others.
And I learned that it was because I was
the only Latina bilingual trauma EMDR specialized therapist
within that area.
And I was frustrated
because I didn't think that my community
should have to wait for treatment.
As a therapist of color within the field
has allowed me to take action in my own way
within my own limited capacity.
I created Latinex Therapy the podcast Bilingually,
and the Latinex Therapy Directory.
I wanted a hub of Latinex therapists to be able to connect,
come together and network,
get to know one another and create more community.
Multiple systems have failed us,
have failed many communities of color.
We are doing the very, very best that we can
given the tools,
the limited tools that we got.
At this point,
we are not willing to wait any longer.