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episode 19
season 2.
good morning everyone i did not put my
lipstick on
at all all right i
feel more like myself okay i'm going to
be doing a
one-on-one call with somebody who is
thinking of moving to japan um so i'm
checking everything right now i actually
don't have much time to talk to the
camera after 30 minutes i have
one more call and then i'm gonna go meet
doogee
at ueno station because he's coming back
he's been gone for like
three days and it's been really
quiet in here so we're going to tgi
friday and we're gonna get my favorite
meal
because we're gonna celebrate the launch
of my course i'm so excited i have a
group
the size of a small classroom which is
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awesome
all right so i'm done with my coaching
calls i had two this morning and they
were
so inspiring you guys
i said this in my instagram stories but
you guys are spitfires like
the people that i talk to have so much
drive and passion
and just realizing that there's just so
much more that they want to do
in their lives and it's just so exciting
to see people get out of that loop of
life and just
get out there and do the thing anything
that you do in your life
when you're working towards something
you're always going to feel that fear
you're always going to feel
uncertain but the more steps you take in
it the
more that fear and that uncertainty
disappears i don't know about you but
i'm like a
crazy empath like i i can feel the
energy through the screen
that's how sensitive i am and so i
can see these people's wants and desires
and their passions and they want to go
for it they just don't know how to start
they just don't know how to do it and
i just oh it's just so much energy being
exchanged through a screen
and it's just it's a very exciting thing
for me and this is
the more i do it the more i realize this
is what i meant to do
this is my passion this gets me excited
this makes my heart
feel so good it's a really long
conversation here
so we're gonna go to ueno and pick up
yuji and just have a day
in japan so let's go there were times i
quit my job in japan when things got to
be too much
i was disliked i met my husband online
and got engaged in two weeks
i was disliked i showed more emotion in
my videos
i was disliked i made mistakes
i was disliked
i'd like to think the one thing that got
me to a place of fulfillment
is because i had the courage to be
disliked
i learned from my past instead of
letting it dictate my future
and i embraced more uncertainty by
taking the leap
and if i didn't meet others expectations
of me i just didn't care
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the thing is nobody can stop you from
doing what you want to do
it's in your head you're ultimately your
own worst enemy
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we're in ueno park right now and away no
park
i've been to so many times you guys have
probably seen me
everywhere but this building is really
french-looking
and i think we're gonna go here for a
coffee
once i started to do what i felt aligned
with me whether it was changing jobs or
moving across the world
opportunities and doors started to open
and i think
living abroad strengthened that
attribute of mine
so ask yourself do you really feel this
way
is this what you really want or are you
afraid that people aren't going to like
you anymore
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these are all like the rooftop stuff
like it looks like they're doing some
construction but like
look at all the old roof
um equipment and stuff
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we found a cicada a cicada
shell you guys this is what it looks
like
there's a crack oh yeah
look at that he's just like doesn't care
i think a lot of the times people are
afraid of disappointing
others not pleasing others not making
the whole damn world happy
when that's so unrealistic
people don't want to move to japan and
keep saying they can't over and over
again but they can
they're just afraid to take the leap and
just don't do it
it's the same for anything we desire in
our lives whether we want to start a
youtube channel or enter a singing
competition
or sell your art or make new friends
we just don't do it because we're so
afraid of judgment
so if you're in ueno on the weekends or
during a holiday they always have
food stations or food what do you call
it
i can't english today i couldn't even
english when i was coaching they always
have these little food
compartments or places to go and you can
get
tons of stuff really cool stuff but it
looks like they kind of
downsized a little bit because of the
coronavirus
that one looks like it has no eye though
the pink one the pink one has a lot iraq
maybe it's a girl
i like that it's so cute the dad's like
staring and the little girl is pedaling
i know it's
funny that's so cute are you gonna do
that with your daughter someday
yeah i will look at her she's so funny
she's so cute
she's so tiny okay yuji's gonna look up
coffee shops right now
it is so peaceful out here
and just chilling and watching people
almost hit each other
and kids screaming and that one's almost
gonna hit oh my god it's gonna hit oh oh
oh nope almost i'm surprised nobody has
gotten in any kind of accident in this
amount of crowd
next time we'll have to do this right
baby yeah for sure he's so cute
he's my husband though i'm so honored to
be your waifu
bottom line we have to have the courage
to be disliked
judged disappoint others and really do
what we feel called to do because
imagine all the things you'll accomplish
if you just don't
give a crap
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this is hojicha from toyama yay
i love hojicha it's a thank you
that looks so good i i haven't opened a
present in years
yeah it's my present i feel like dad
ripping it
oh this is cute this is pretty
it's so cute in focus
it's a little daruma he's my new one so
cute oh this makes me so happy i'm gonna
look at him every day and be like oh hi
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thank you baby no problem i love it
thank you so much
wait he does a trick
he can stand no matter how many times he
falls down
he gets up again
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