[ Sighs ]
Misery loves company, so...
I brought donuts...
and despair.
[ Sighs ]
Jo?
I...
I thought you were him.
I'm sorry.
He left me.
No, he didn't.
I think he did.
I think he woke up one day
and felt the need to escape his life and me.
I called his mom.
He wasn't there.
He'd never been there.
He left me.
And now I can't...
I can't...
I can't breathe.
And you're suddenly standing in dirty slush... I can't breathe.
[ Sobbing ] ...frozen and unable to feel anything at all.
[ Sobbing continues ]
♪
But after enough time, even that disappears.
[ Sighs ]
Hey.
Hey. [ Sniffles ]
Where you off to?
Home to hug my boys,
spoil them rotten just because they're alive.
♪ And it's always on her mind ♪ You?
Same.
Hmm.
♪ She cries at the news when the shots ring out ♪
Grey. ♪ Every single time ♪
Dr. DeLuca, who is he to you?
♪ And, no, I cannot fix it ♪
♪ No, I cannot make it stop ♪
♪ So I said, "Turn your phone off" ♪
He's one of my firsts. ♪ "Only look me in my eyes" ♪
He's the first man that I said
"I love you" to after my husband. ♪ "Can we live that real life, real life?"
♪ Oh, hey, "Turn your phone off, only look me in the eyes" ♪ Hmm.
Was it good?
♪ "Can we live, yeah, real life, real life?" To say I love you to someone new?
♪
Yeah, I --
It was.
It was good.
It was really good.
I've been, um...
♪
[ Chuckles ] ♪ I wish I had the answers ♪
It's been lonely.
You know?
I've never met anyone like me. ♪ Something you could hold to ♪
Widowed so young.
It's nice.
♪ Only thing that's real to me is you ♪
It helps.
To have a friend.
It helps me, too.
The ground thaws, the days get longer,
and though you could never imagine it,
you start to feel again.
Good night, Hayes. ♪ "Turn your phone off ♪
♪ Only look me in my eyes ♪
♪ Can we live that real life, real life?" ♪
She talked about having a "twisted sister." ♪ Oh, hey, "Turn your phone off" ♪
Yang did. ♪ "Only look me in my eyes" ♪
I'm guessing that's you?
♪ "Can we live that real life, real life?"
♪ Oh, hey ♪
♪
[ Chuckles ]
♪ 00:03:54.276,00:00:00.000 ♪ Real life, real life ♪ It surprises me every time.