I wouldn't have wanted to do this day and experience
this part of Thailand was anyone else and
I'm looking forward to tonight sitting down with him and talking more and talking about a future
Welcome
to a
little oasis
That's this time last year where Ari and I surveyed have been conversations about the future and she said a lot of things
to
Promise me a future and didn't stand by that and I don't want that to happen again
And so I hope that Garrett understands the gravity of the situation how much committing?
yourself to somebody really means
We're in Thailand here. It doesn't even say that. I don't know a lot crazy. Yeah, well cheers to
Not only being in Thailand, but just for such a fun day. It was crazy
with all the rafts and the people and the elephants and I kind of relate it to
Navigating down the river it's kind of like a relationship. And so to know that we got there together and we were a team I
meant so much she
Wouldn't have wanted to do it with anyone else
So cheers Cheers thirsty today into tonight
Yes, well
I think I told you before I was like I
almost got like cold feet coming into this like Ramos didn't want to go through and I had like this fear just
ever since the beginning was just like any
Earlier just to be open and put yourself out there. What was it? Yeah
I was just a fear of being engaged again or getting married again and it not working out
But just from like
That initial chemistry and connection and seeing on the first night when I rolled up in the van and I saw you standing there
I was like, oh, you literally took my breath away. I felt it inside. I was like, how'd she so beautiful?
and
Then the first impression Rose came and I was like, what is even going the hose? No, I did not expect that at all
And then just like the more and more time I spent with you felt so good and then I think that the fear grew
stronger as a
like progressed because I realized like how
Much my feelings for you were growing
yeah, and how far we were like getting along in the relationship that I did have like the fear of
Like being engaged and that not working out
And that scared me to death
But I was just like having to face my fears and see like why I was so fearful of it and for me I
bottle things up
and I run things through my head a thousand times again to make sure it's right because I'm not someone to just
Speak on something and then take it back. I want to make sure that it's a hundred percent right? I
Can tell that it's not easy for you at times
but you still try and if I ask you something you're still gonna give it to me like it is and tell me what you're
Thinking and feeling then we understand
How serious this is and I wouldn't want you to say something just to say it and you know last year
I wish I wouldn't have said some things if he didn't truly mean it and could stand by it. Mm-hmm
I was actually thinking about this earlier and yeah, it was this time last year where I
Had my date with Arie before fantasy suites and we started
Talking about a future and kind of what I thought was making plans for if I was the last woman here. Mm-hmm
How are life a book and I?
Asked the questions, but I didn't get concrete answers
What our life would actually really look like?
because
Keep saying I want a partner and I want a teammate and somebody to do life fifty-fifty with and I think in ari's case
He couldn't do that and it was really me more so
Fitting into his lifestyle. Hmm. It wasn't always equal
And so I want to have those conversations because I think it's important to get to the next step in a relationship
Just to know if you are the last man standing
Like how do you see a future?
Yeah
I've thought of that but what's awesome like about me? Is that my
Career is I can go anywhere
I'm not stuck a hundred percent like in my ways of where I'm living or what I'm doing
so if that supports like your dreams and your goals and what you want after I would definitely be willing to
like somewhere in the middle and
I
just feel like so good about you and I
And I just cannot wait for you to meet my family it meant the world to me that you met them. Mmm-hmm. Yeah
You know, there was a lot of conversations that night, but one thing that I remembered after talking with the entire family
But especially your mom and sister
Just hearing no
What you went through and how about it wasn't to know how down you were it just it hurt so much to hear
but they said that
you
Kind of came back to yourself and they saw the old Garrett again and to hear them say that
They see you happy again and how good it is to see you smile. I meant so much to ya means what to meet you
And I haven't genuinely felt like this happy in my entire life
Really? Mmm-hmm
just the way you smile and laugh and make me feel I
genuinely care so much about you and it makes me feel so good and I think seeing how you
interacted with my family is it's just I realize
How much I truly do love you
and
Maybe they're happy. I hope you're the last woman I ever have to say that you
Garrett told me that he's in love with me and it just feels right
And he doesn't know yet
but I'm already there with him and so it just
Tells me that we are on the same page. I had the most amazing day with you and
Hearing you express your feelings and tell me that you love me
means everything
In this card, that's very important, and I don't take it lightly
It's for you to read okay?
And tell me what you think
Becca and Garrett
Welcome to Thailand's beautiful country set. I
Hope you were enjoying the nature and wildlife all around you
Should you choose to forgo your individual rooms tonight?
Please use this key to stay as a couple in the fantasy suite
Chris Harrison
I
Just told Becca I love her and
By the way, that she just kissed me. I can tell that she feels the same way and
Yeah, I just felt off the girl
Well, here's our treehouse, oh, I love this
Yes, she just makes me feel so good all the time, and I could just a hundred percent be myself around her
She's just making me become a better man
And be incredible to have this feeling that I'm experiencing right now for the rest of my life for sure
When I look at Garrett, I see my hearts equal and I see
Somebody who will make a great father a great loving
husband
and he makes me feel like I could really
Rely on him no matter what
and
I'm so happy with the way everything panned out
There's something so special about him
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