For some reason I'm feeling a bit anxious
Hallo guys, I'm going to a restaurant today. I have pimples.
This restaurant is actually owned by one of South Africa's famous musicians. He
was on Idols as far as I can remember. I think he won idols. And now because he
lives in this area he opened up his restaurant and apparently it's very popular. I've never
been there so today is gonna be my first time. Not hungry though. I just came from church and
they handed out free cupcakes and I don't know why but just that one cupcake made me full.
Maybe it's because yesterday I ate so much so right now I don't really need food. But
I'm just gonna go grab a drink and show you guys around ok I'll get you there.
This is a protein bar (strawberry)
Alright so you're a vlogger?
Here we go guys we have a "lekker" hazelnut iced coffee for lady Minnie.
Ok guys so I didn't have any idea that there was an upstairs area. There's like a weird light on my
face. There's a lot of noise in here. Basically after this I'm just gonna be heading home.
So today I went to church and church was really good. It was like a sisterhood event. I still
have my shirt on. It says God is able. These shirts they were selling at
the previous sisterhood that we had at the church. So I decided to wear it today to
the same event. With every new term at our church we have a sisterhood event and it's
really amazing. We have like guest speakers and with the next term we're gonna have a
guest speaker from I think America. Which is insane, I'm really excited for that.
I'm not gonna lie I'm feeling... for some reason I'm feeling a bit anxious
to vlog in public today. I don't know why because I came from church and I'm feeling pretty calm but
for some reason I'm still feeling quite anxious. Maybe the enemy is just trying to attack me.
It's really hot in here and I have a blazer so I'm gonna get out of here and get you guys at home.
I really have nothing planned for the rest of the day but when I do get home I'm just gonna relax.
I put this behind my door. There's no space in my closet so I put that over there behind my door
just to take some of the big jackets and hang it up but now I feel like it's making my room look
very messy and I don't really like it. Also the things at the top of my cupboard.
It's kind of bothering me. I don't like when things are just standing around. Even if it's
neat. It's pretty neat it's not messy. Everything is in its place but I don't
want it to be seen you know what I mean? So even though the day is not over yet,
so far it's been a very good day. it's been challenging because
my anxiety levels today was just hectic. I prayed when I woke up. I did have my quiet
time before I did anything else but some days the enemy just really wants to knock you down.
And I had to tell him numerous times today like not today Satan. NOT TODAY!
but we all face challenges and we all face battles in our minds because this
is the one thing that the enemy wants to attack all the time, it's our minds.
But eventually it takes over our hearts if we do not take it captive. I'm not
freaking out because I'm anxious. I know that anxiety is something that a lot of people
struggle with and that actually makes me feel better whenever I am anxious. I just tell myself
this is something that I'm aware of and because I'm aware of it,
it's a good thing because now I know how to deal with it. So whenever I do feel anxious I just
start praying even if there's people around. Internally I start praying and I just
accept the peace that I know God brings. How do you guys deal with anxiety? Please comment
down below, it would be really interesting to know what you guys do even if it's something random
like going for a walk or (etc.) I think we all have our different kinds of coping mechanisms. We
all have this one thing that's a coping mechanism to us. Whether it's going to the beach to clear
your mind or listening to music or maybe some people like to journal and then they feel better.
Whatever it is, I would like to hear what you guys use as a coping mechanism or how do u lay out your
feelings. What helps you to reflect on yourself and to just take a step back and to just be still.
I don't know why but my stomach feel so bloated today.
Like extremely bloated!! So I just wanna get out of these jeans.
I will keep on my shirt cause it's very comfortable but for
now I just wanna take off these jeans.
Ok change of topic. For the rest of this video and what I wanna end this video off with.
Is reading comments after my video went viral. So I'm gonna go onto YouTube now
and I will read my comments. Oh my gosh that's so cute.
I love this channel. It's a guy with his dog. Literally one of the cutest channels
ever. This video has 38 million views and I'm over here and I wanna talk about my 1 million views.
But honestly success is not determined on your amount of views and on your amount of
anything, money or anything like your worth and your identity is not found in those
materialistic things. So I just wanna make that clear as well before I start speaking
but I do just want to share in my gratitude and in my excitement and just, yeah thankfulness
towards this whole experience. Thank you guys so much for 1 million views.
So in order to share my gratitude I thought that I would share some comments for you guys. And so far
I've seen a few but I haven't really checked the comments on that specific video that went viral
in a while so I think I'm gonna see a lot of new comments.
Here's the video.
Ok so here's the video. Let's start with the first comment.
It is by J... Janio, almost like Mario but with a J. Different countries races and religions
is not an obstacle in order to spread love positivity and kindness as human beings. I cannot
wait collaboration Fiki and Minnie next month. Ok so that is a very powerful comment right
there. He is saying that he's excited for more content and he's also saying that no matter what
race you are or religion. There's no excuse ever to not treat each other with kindness
and with love and I 100% agree which is why I pinned this comment at the way top.
Thank you so much for this comment if you're watching this video.
This comment meant so much I just had to pin it. Next comment (number 2) is from Fiki Naki himself.
"I'm so happy for you" that's what he said. Thank you, I'm also very grateful. I'm very happy still
up until today, very grateful. Ok I think for the rest of the
comments I'll do that and then I will look and whichever one my finger lands on I will read.
Wow what a good start with that Indonesian greeting. Some ideas for your content show
us about South Africa. Ok for now I have showed quite a bit of my country so check I've done that.
By the way filming your daily activities will also be interesting when you teach
Chinese kids. When you work in film production. So I decided to make a video exactly like that.
After reading this comment as well. Next one. Good luck to you Minnie. Hope you have more
success in the future. Stay humble and collaborate once in a while.
My advice if you upload a video try to take more than 10 minutes so that it
can be produced quickly and so that your channel is quickly confirmed by YouTube.
YEEY! My channel has gotten confirmed. So this comment right here. You're correct. My channel
did get confirmed after making videos. At least up to 8 minutes. You need a
video longer than that to get adsense (paid) Saya....ooooh ok translate. I as an Indonesian
citizen am proud of your cohesiveness bro. Wow ok that's a big word. Cohesiveness.
Keep it up friend Indonesia unifies the nation. I'll read 3 more. Random ones.
Congratulations Minnie. Keep humble and we hope you success from Indonesia.
Your voice is SO peaceful. Do I have a peaceful voice? Maybe I should start to make ASMR VIDEOS.
ASMR videos is just...no! I don't think that my
voice or anything is meant for ASMR. Anyway the rest of that comment. Your
voice is so peaceful. Truly like my English teacher when I was in junior high school.
Goodluck and be ready for every good or bad things that may happen in future after all of this.
Oh trust me I am equipped for whatever is in my life. Like whatever obstacles I may face,
whatever hate I may face, I always have what it takes to get through it. No matter what.
Your English is so good. And the way you speak is really
calm and cool and content. Itself brings very positive messages.
Keep growing and keep glowing Jesus bless you all the time.
Wow I felt that. Also why am I getting so many comments on my voice. I feel like I'm screaming
sometimes when I'm talking but apparently not. Apparently I have a very soothing and
sweet and I don't know, what did it say? Calm voice. Calm and cool.
But they say that people realise things about you that you don't always realise about yourself
so thank you for that. I think I get it. I have a very calming voice that's amazing.
And the fact that you're saying keep growing keep glowijg that's something that I always, it's like
my motto in life. Keep growing keep glowing. I just always say that. It's like a Minnie thing,
signature whatever you wanna call it. But I use it mostly in person when I'm talking and
I'm saying bye. On the camera I usually say all the best God bless cause it just comes naturally.
Ok I think I'm reading more than I should now but this is the last one.
Good job Minnie proud of you for Indonesian language.
But I kinda wanna end it off with a different kind of one so I'm just gonna
hope and pray that I get a really different one. Ok, one thing you should remember;
don't always take the comments too seriously or you might end up star syndrome. What's that?
Ignore the haters . Love yourself more God bless . That is the perfect comment to end this off
with. This was by oh no name it just says Indonesia terkini?? Ok thank you so much.
So remember, stay healthy, stay positive. I love you guys. Thank you so much for watching. I will
see you guys next time. All the best God bless