My slightly dirty skin aches in those sleepless nights
It melted in this fabricated sensual pleasure I'm chained in
This painful sunburn residue is like damn worthless temperature of love
It faintly burns in my brain, don't look at me like that
Should I believe in this broken love?
Hey, I'm being a good girl, look!
I wanna be hugged and praised, hey!
Why are you... looking away from me?
Wanting to be loved
Slowly makes my scorching jealousy
Miserably and ridiculously
Dancing in awkwardness
Indulged in hapiness
This cunning little fool
Wants to beat you down
Until you become water
Sink into the bottom of the night as the black sun pierced through me
This indelible scar rots in malnutrition of love
Living on food residue, my damn hopeless tolerance
Whispered "I just want to be loved" in the abyss
Had a nightmare of being embraced by a worthless doll
Hey, because I'm being bad, look!
These black shackles stacked up together, hey!
I must clean it up soon
What should I do now?
What do I want to do?
With these foolish and hideous
Dirty thoughts
Joy is distracted
With my flushed body
I wanna knock you down
Until I got bored
These thoughts burned inside me, this pain scorched within me
Lied on top of one another over and over again as the days goes on
Is it still here yet? Or not? Hey... hey!
No, no, no, no, no
It's so painful... it's so hot
(It's so painful... it's so hot) Is it actually cold?
It's so painful... it's so hot
(It's so painful... it's so hot) I don't know, I don't understand
(It's so painful... it's so hot) This filthy body
(It's so painful... it's so hot) Those scars I gourged out
It's so painful... it's so hot
(It's so painful... it's so hot) It hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts
It hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts
"Hey, please love me!"
Wanting to be loved
Slowly makes my scorching jealousy
Miserably and ridiculously
Dancing in awkwardness
Indulged in hapiness
This cunning little fool
Want to beat you down
Until you become water