Unfortunately, Cammie's family hasn't seen or heard
the worst yet.
Cammie has told her children that she stopped doing drugs.
But I mean--
That's not something you wanna come out
and tell your family.
I'm still doing drugs but you're proud of.
Yeah but even the most casual observer knows
that's a lie.
So, take a look at this.
It's about 10 o'clock PM.
I'm staying at a hotel now because basically,
the roommate that I was staying with doesn't want
any drugs or any alcohol, anything in his apartment.
We had to leave and unfortunately,
I have someone that I know that had a room available
and allowed me to stay here tonight.
Bye! Mom!
Nope, nope, leave her alone.
I can't do this.
I'm not doing it.
No, I'm not doin' it, I'm not doin' it!
(sobbing)
It's about 10 o'clock PM.
I'm staying at a hotel now because basically,
the roommate that I was staying with didn't want
any drugs or alcohol, anything on his apartment.
We had to leave and fortunately,
I have someone that I know that had a room available
and allowed me to stay here tonight.
I'm gettin' this ready for ya.
So, do you have enough to do 30 tonight or
is it just 20, 25?
It's around a 20 cent bag.
I can't hit myself.
So, I have a friend here that I brought with me.
We're close and he's gonna go ahead and give me the hit.
So I'm gonna go over here and get ready to have my hit.
I'll get a hot flash from head to toe.
It's a fire feeling.
If you don't get that feeling,
you're not gettin' a good hit.
What were you thinkin'?
This side's very sensitive 'cause it's dead.
Swollen but I have really good veins.
(ominous music)
Whew, that was strong.
That was a strong hit.
Feel like I'm cross-eyed.
Starting to feel that good feeling
of just being relaxed.
You relax like there's not a care in the world
and just calm and he's calm now.
(intense music)
OK um,
that's the rest of the story.
What do you think about that reality?
I don't even think I want her back.
I just think watching that, I just think about my own life
and the things that I get to do and enjoy.
I feel like she doesn't understand that
her life has value, that she's an important person.
She doesn't, that's just it.
Yeah and,
yeah it's just, life's about choices but,
certain choices take away the option to continue
making choices and just watching that,
I mean, I've been really disconnected from her
for a long time and I've heard rumors
that it's gotten that bad but actually visualizing it
is sickening.
It's hard to watch it and realize that that's the person
who ya know, was my mother when I was little.
Seeing it on video makes me sick to my stomach
because she's talking about it like it's not a big deal.
She's talking about it like, "Oh yep, this is what I do."
Do you understand why I say if she continues,
she is going to die.
Because you understand, I think she's dead all
she has no, it's not like the time.
she's going down to an FDA-approved dispensary
and getting a sterile, clean drug
that has been regulated and injecting a known dosage
into her arm.
She has no idea what's in there.
I had no idea she was, I mean I honestly had no idea,
ya know, she always said she smoked it
but I mean, I had no idea.
I honestly did not have any idea it was this bad.
She does not look like--
She doesn't look like the person we know.