so I've been trying real hard to do
video work these past few days but too
many things have been preventing me from
accomplishing anything constructive many
things that all stem from the same core
issue ADHD let me tell you about ADHD
alright
really I'm talking here ADHD sucks it
sucks my god I am this close to snapping
a phone book in half with my bare hands
because my brain will not cooperate with
me because my entire being is consumed
with rage and my ADHD and the
circumstances exacerbating it I've
decided to put together a little video
that will give you all a demonstration
of what it's like to have ADHD I figure
this will be useful for a lot of you
after all when I have done videos in the
past explaining what it is like to live
with anxiety and autism people have told
me that I am describing their entire
lives with lethal accuracy those are
their words not mine
please don't let the rage I feel at this
moment be in vain if you have ADHD and
want people to understand what it's like
share this video with them turn my
frustration into something productive
with that out of the way here's what my
ADHD ridden life has been like the past
few days oh and don't worry it's totally
okay if you find this video comical
having ADHD is absurd enough as it is
okay kind of make some notes for the
next video I got my white noise right
here I got my liquid courage now let's
just pick up that pencil and let's just
check my subscriber count real quick you
know just so I don't get distracted wine
into my work let's see I was at 94,000 i
hitted 94,000 on Christmas Day what what
am I looking at are you serious
I was said I I was literally at ninety
four thousand two days ago and over the
course of 48 hours I dropped down more
than a thousand what the hell that has
white no no stop max stop
you have work to do if you let this
thing get to you you're not gonna get
anything done just close the window and
get back to reading okay
read the first page out loud if you read
it out loud that will help you focus and
sell you in okay the mythological stages
and the evolution of consciousness begin
with the state max why are you doing
this YouTube is going to screw
themselves over in a few years what will
become a new channel I think doing
YouTube is a second job will suspend
real I applied a whole bunch of places
and if I Sameer get that job repeat
after a few months you've already
forgotten they're not paying attention
to what you're reading if the ego tries
to grasp its object conceptually as it
come wait I was I don't I don't even
know what I just read course you didn't
you have the attention span of a
hummingbird who half hour Phil Collins
will calm anybody down okay time to get
back to work the last sentence deserves
emphasis oh stop it brain I'm serious
Oh
oh you're so not listening
okay I hear that I hear that dude every
time I have to do this because my brain
is as vocal as a pouty two-year-old okay
now it's time to read the mythological
stages and the evolution of
consciousness begin with the stage on
the and lead up to a situation in which
the ego what becomes aware of its own
position and defense but also becomes
capable of broadening and relativizing
its experiences through the changes
affected by its own activity okay I
understood that okay let's continue the
first cycle of myth is the creation myth
here the mythological projection of
psychic material appears in cosmogonic
formas mythology of creation yes my
brain okay it's finally cooperating now
the world in the unconscious predominate
and form the object of oh come on you
were fine just a second ago yeah it took
two hours but I finally managed to read
only one page it stinks it stinks it
stinks it stinks it stinks
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seriously brain are you trying to get me
copyrighted
you