it didn't mean that let's see us too and that's a part of why i'm trying but change my ways and
make me use the part turned into something good and that's what i have been doing good
there's a message on everything any any topic you'll get anything you want to say
elaborate fun i will because my angelo look up to you like a national i don't even need to know
some good thing and i truly respect it
all right so i thought it was like growing up well i didn't choose this routine whenever i chose
nothing on my head was all right my dream because i'm a young i always want to be a
soldier so my dream was all right for cool better for subject them once i get them a subject then
they can just go ahead and become my soldier and particular country went to school
get some ones and everything so that was my my might say yeah well i'm
and everything then go to school do this test i'm keep signing up i mean application from
from a civil team from right back to 21
so i'm saying that whether you want if you don't serve in your country
are you doing good for your countries
so i was just saying this to say the system itself is designed
to make people feel what they truly want become because if i have the qualification
and determination why not let me my me are my dreams you know come true and then
to actually give us an opportunity to live our to have certain things
the anastasia coming out of school you know
look these are the things that they keep telling you you have to have experience to get this job
if we have never been employed will not get employed how can we gain experience
that's the thing matrix when i say the way the system is set up because if you look 10 15 18 19
job and then keep on saying to get the job yeah nobody will hire you not here we are trying to
do how can you gain the experience where is that coming from so yes sometime you have a one
everybody wants rich everybody wanna make their mother happy most people
most people do this because not because they are rich
yes
three years overall i i just went in with one
objective on one intention and then when i when i got what i really went for is just
stop overall
and i gained what i wanted and i just left
the point i didn't care the reason i'm gonna never care what get hurt because my life was changing
and the end of the day i always said to myself that you know i grew up here some men supposed
to be a breadwinner it doesn't matter how you get the bread as long as you provide for your family
but then again you know when you have good people around you and good people start to
show you why you should care and then if your mom show you why you should care and all this
came out with the results the moment said that
you know everything else so guess what i that you know and the worst part about this
my mom has been so sick she haven't took anything from me nokia me
if my mom literally i take something from me for literally work hard feet everything i sweat and
i was not full so i do understand how life was during my years half of the people that i took
from actually never lose anything the reason why because when we were doing what we were doing
if i call you i have a hundred thousand you know i said i i take 20 as in our inverse 30. but after
three months and never invest due to my knowledge and my education excuse me let's just start
be true to profits you know all right so at the end of the day you will put back your
20 that i took from you and says here invest 30. you wouldn't go broke to the
and then i would start to take the prophets that comes in so that is what most persons don't do
most persons do it because they want whoever they're doing i am not that
right
so let's just say i've already stopped i'm already going on a goal my my intentions and
goals were going um create a business where i could you know set a legacy been there done that
sometimes some persons rise to the occasion and then you know bad mind just get rid of them
and then people just laugh or proper feelings or children other certain things that mix up
it's not that case for everybody imagine i'm one way of six seven eight nine sibling because
i couldn't do better because i know sometimes my mother has to catch one month remind the
first picnic i want it's a company because you get the next month for mine them today
so imagine your mother have six seven here in my opinion now work on us
actually eat and i buy that i'm wrong it's wrong because it's this honest
but i wouldn't say he's wrong because another deer you're gonna say people have to eat food
an idea we're not getting a body life whenever we use them with your life
unless we get in life foreign
and i'm getting beaten rabbi the jjc i am getting beaten by god
and i'm getting being just stealing and him do better
we are taking around the right and trying to do better and my views now what option is in my view
my accent
so you see the [ __ ] that racist is real right and what white people do to black people
you think if it was the other way around um why would i ask someone
of our tone you see me just like back in slavery they never asked the question
mother endurance with them now as a question if a white man
knows that this is happening and you can bring other whites on it to enjoy
just like when you should be a book breaking with a black man
you know when one white monster said it works if you get to sleep the money everybody start
doing no because the energy of the broker that me would not used to sell me leads
to do this he's white because he understands he won't make our money for himself
so people keep on saying oh this is the sun and this is wrong but if it was the other way around
the white man tell the next white man say it wrong my telling is right
for sure it's way worse it gets them in charge and gets them living
so that's
is