i want to be loved and respected by
other people
and i think that's why i've worked or
i've been trying to work harder on my
music
and show who i am as a musician as a
person because i want to be respected
okay well now it's time for a little bit
of a question break
this comes from moon era
moon era and they're asking what is the
best thing you like about yourself oh
difficult question
i think one thing that i like about
myself is
um i think
i do i do lack this sometimes but
most of the time i think i am very
self-aware
enough to empathize with people and take
control of a situation
and also control like my emotions and
stuff
i slip up sometimes but i think it's a
good feature
that's actually a really important skill
to have to be able to be critical about
yourself
yeah a lot of people lack that and
because of the lack of ability to
understand
who you are and what you do and what
your actions are
the lack of empathy towards others is
laughable sometimes even yeah but
if you're self-aware then you realize
that yo i shouldn't be tossing stones
because i probably do the same at all
time
right super muy importante
okay how about you me
uh i think the thing i like about myself
is my ability to love others
possibly more than myself that's not
always a good thing but
i don't know that's something i value
yeah
question no that's that's important
that's important being able to
give love is almost as important as
being able to love yourself
but i still i still hold to the fact
that being able to love yourself might
be just a little bit more important
everyone got someone to work on yep so i
mean but
yeah being able to love others super
super important trait
some people only know how to love
themselves true
what do you love about yourself jay me
i'm not a quitter
okay that's i think that's what i like
about myself i'm not a quitter
and if i ever do quit something it's
it's because there was no hope
there's no hope it was hopeless
yeah yeah yeah but uh yeah i'm not a
quitter i like that
okay uh the second and final question
says
what kind of person do you want to be to
others we're getting deep today lads
okay
what's the question what kind of person
do you want to be to others
like how do you want people to see you
my life goal
everything about my life has been driven
by one thing well two things one is
anger
and two is um
the want for love and attention from
others right
the attention part is kind of whatever
now but like the love i want to be
loved and respected by other people and
i think that's why i've worked
or i've been trying to work harder on my
music
and show who i am as a musician as a
person because i want to be respected
and i'm sick of being the guy that's
like oh that's that's the guy from
from day six on youtube that goes
hahahaha
you know but like i'm i'm here and i've
been writing music but no one knows that
and i'm just like oh where
where the respect that i feel like
birdman you know what i mean
you know burn man is i was i was gonna
ask you put some respect on my name you
know
oh i know that phrase though yeah yeah i
feel like i feel like birdman sometimes
you know what i mean yeah how about you
yeah very similar to that actually um
when it when it comes to you know
how i want to present myself in front of
others i think
i can relate to with alex a lot in terms
of
giving too much and um
yeah that's that's something i i i
realized about myself recently
but i don't know this is just like a
random thought that i had
a couple of days ago but i don't know
we're not going to get that deep
okay but yeah i i always wanted to be
the the the dependable guy
who and a shoulder to lean on like you
know the nice guy
but i never but i also want to be
respected
yeah yeah so i'm trying to find that
balance lately it's
it's tough that's interesting because
when when it went down for me you called
me and you're like are you good
i just wanted to check and i was like
like
people just called to check on people
like i didn't think that existed and you
too
you guys are both very dependable people
i think you guys are doing great jobs
thanks i respect that thank you thanks
of course
real people all right yeah
oh i start my answer
kind of it's negative connotation
wording but there's a positive meaning
behind it my end goal is just to be
someone that's never a burden to others
that's just the kind of person i aspire
to be uh
self-reliant and not don't wanna
uh be a heavy backpack for others i can
relate to that very much but
another way of thinking of it is um you
know how when somebody leans on you
and you you get that feeling of um
you're taking care of somebody
that feels good right right why don't
you give that feeling to others
not something yeah it's good damn that
was smart it's kind of
depending on others it's hard it's hard
but
it's kind of how i'm trying to think of
it they're smart
that's why i bottle up my emotions and
then they yeah
let me work on that real quick so so you
know the physics of leaning on other
people
if one person is leaning then both are
in kind of like an uncomfortable
situation but if they're leaning on each
other
right then it becomes a very comfortable
situation
right true no energy it's just gravity
doing its work
if you if you can find someone a friend
a significant other a loved one to be
able to lean on each other with
then i feel like you find that balance
maybe that's what a soulmate is maybe
that's what we're searching for
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