The first time I saw angels I can't remember actually when that first time
was because as far as I know from the moment I opened my eyes I cannot
remember any time in my life not seeing angels and at the time I didn't know
they were angels now because I was so small it was only as I got older
they told me in a simple way because I was a child what they were. When I
started to realize that they weren't human like everybody else was a time
when I was very, very young and I had a little brother who died before me
and but I hadn't known as such but I used to play with him and one time I
touched him and that was just magical you know we just went into each
other and I as a young child we were building blocks on front of the fire and
I just burst out laughing and that is when they explained to me, your brother
is not an angel he's a soul but we are angels.
Everyone has a guardian angel, just like all of you here, you know I have seen the bright
light behind each and every one of you and it is how can I say, to describe that
bright light is about like three steps behind a person and sometimes I could
describe it like a beam of light or sometimes maybe like a florescent tube
you know that type type of light and sometimes it can be, you know, different
widths but it makes no difference. It's only when and I don't see
everyone's guardian angel, I just see that, but if for some reason that light
opens up and I'm allowed to see that guardian angel to me I feel very
privileged and guardian angels are just beautiful, they're indescribable, but I
always have to smile, not one of them is alike and again they always seem to
change their appearance in the sense of, how can I describe enough, something say
that human being needs within their life and Guardian Angels not even only Guardian Angels
but any angel, they are neither male nor female because I have to smile at that
because they can change you know but again they're beautiful. I would often
just call them creatures because your guardian angel is a gift from God and
every single human being has a guardian angel regardless of the religion, their
nationality, the color of their skin, you know or even whether they have no
faith or don't believe in anything. I'm afraid everyone has a Guardian Angel
and no one, I haven't seen one human being in my whole life that hasn't got
one so you can't escape. Like your angel just won't stop now I'm just giving out
stink, it's not your guardian angel, it's just two other angels that are
mimicking you all of the time. I'm telling them it's good, they're
trying to keep me smiling. Your guardian angel loves you, you're precious
to them you're you're their number one you're, you know they have to do
everything they can for you and except we all humans have a problem 99.9%
of the time we we don't want to even believe that we have a guardian
angel or we want to only believe that we do everything ourselves. When I was child
the angels used to tell me I would write a book about them and one particular
time when I was married, had my own children and I was feeling my young
daughter home the Angel Michael came up behind me you know as usual and he said
to me you know it's getting close now to the time for you to write and I just
laughed at him just literally laughed at him because I said listen here I can't even
read or write properly it's very difficult for me, how on earth do you
expect me to write a book and he says well you will and it'll only
be the beginning, you know, and after that just things started to unfold that's one
of the reasons that God and the Angels wanted me to to start writing and to
give people back hope, you know, purpose and just miracles have just unfolded and
eventually the book did get written but God chose the time not me.
So people would often say but why now but it is now the people need the hope
in their lives because the world has changed so much and because so much has
happened you know. A lot of the world not the whole world became very
materialistic, you know, and a lot of people forgot the most important thing
of life you know and that is that you have a soul and the most important
thing for each and every one of us to do is to live life and to help each other
you know and family is very precious. The human part of me is very surprised at
this success of the book and God and the angels told me it would be a worldwide
bestseller all over the world and the book is and is very successful but the
most important thing to me is because the book is helping so many people it's
unbelievable. I'd be shocked myself like all the letters I get, there's sacks of them.
They would say it's given them back faith as well you know they have started
to say a prayer, they've started to ask for help they have started to try to be
better human beings. To me, the most important thing was that even if it
helped one person in world to change their life or to give them back that
hope to me that was absolutely marvelous, it's priceless but
I am shocked because it seems to be doing it for oh I couldn't give you a
number at all. My whole life has been a secret until now and now the whole world
knows but there's still loads of secrets and maybe they'll let me someday tell them
all but maybe they won't.
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